Friday, February 01, 2008

Guys, I've moved. (:
iamfeliciaaa.bs.com
Shall keep this as a memory. (:

Is time to say goodbye.
Let just've a new beginning.

Thursday, January 31, 2008

I having a cramp. ): & I having a bad bad bad headache.
Fuck, thanks to the class deco. ROAR! No one stayed back today larh.
Only mic, bel and me. -.- FUCK larh. Damn piss off. Whatever. Four e four gna win anyway hur.

Home econ coursework has to be done, eng compre, and need to study for geo test!
DAMN! I cant concentrate on any. -.- Should I just dont bother about anything and head to sleep?
ROAR ROAR ROAR! ):<

Everyone is getting sick.
Do take care people. (:

Wanjing, not only your bed missing you. My bed also missing me larh!
HAHAHAHA.

I want a black skinny.
I want a cardigan.
I want a yellow shirt.
I want a short.

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

'' You're a dunno girl'' Thats what Kamal always tells me.
Hahaha! Cause everything he ask, mostly I'll say I dont know. (:

Last night, the comp drive me nuts! ): In the end, I did not complete my coursework. ._.''
& I slept at 1. Boohoo.

I love wednesday! (: There's no reason to it. Haha! :D
Thanks Mrs Chan, for allowing me to pass up my coursework on Friday!
Thanks Mrs Poh, for allowing me to pass up my comprehension on Friday! :D
Hahaha! (: THANKYOU! (:
After school, did class deco. Finally today, there's people helping me out!
THANKS to those who turned up and helped me and bel! (:
I'm kind of happy with the deco yeah. (: Woohoo! :D
But I'm not sure why I keep saying FOUR E FOUR. ._.''

Physics test tomorrow.
Geography test on Friday.
Sians.

Going to study for my physics!
Nights people!

I wish . . .

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

Can you actually believe I can finally blog! :DD
HAHAHAHA! I miss blogging! ((:

Anyway, my comp can spoil any time any day. '-'
When I'm staring at the comp, my eyes hurt seriously! >:(
Whatever. At least I'm able to use! HAHA.

School has been good so far.
But just alil stress, alil emo, alil uneasy.
LOL!
I hate my sitting place right now.
Damn shyt!

Pe enrichment was quite fun! ((:
The master was super duper hilarious! :D
Haha! (:

Class deco is really a pain. ):
Why cant our class be more united?
So we can finish our deco as soon as possible.

Somehow I learn to forget the past?
Or I just learn how to let go.
Girl, the world is still gona go round and round,
life still have to go on.
Just leave the past and start a fresh alright?

Saturday, January 12, 2008

From Junru,

Please do not sms or call Felicia's hp as her sim card is spoilt.

Thursday, January 10, 2008

I'm deleting some blog links.
If you need my to link you, tag my blog yeah.

Came to school quite late. Actually can see the whoever. But I came late, but guess what? I saw ________! :DD Finally can? Is like so long never see the person lerh! :DD Happy happy happy! (: Mrs wong is sick. ): Do takecare alright?! I miss your lesson. This year you have not teach me yet! GET WELL! :D The PE teacher pissed me off. -.- YOU SUCK MAN! Just because of 2 ppl who didnt bring PE shirt, made us sit in class for the whole period, hearing your nags. SHIT YOU! >:( Chinese was alright, crapped with Phi alot alot! HAHAHA. Then, stayed back in school to the stupid decoration. -.- Till like 6 plus? Damn it larh! No hurrying me, if you want do it yourself.

Homeworks are drving me crazy. I'm trying so hard to concentrate but I just cant.

Why do I always get the same feeling. I tired my best to forget about you. But no matter how hard, I couldn't. You are the one who make me become like this. But it seems like I'm the one who acutally at fault. Fuck. Will you just talk to me once more?
I miss you boy.
I'm just a fool. A real fool.

Tuesday, January 08, 2008

School was great! :D
HMMS, two periods of e math, two periods of eng, two periods of chemistry, two periods of a math. Haha! Everything we had were two periods only for PE. Anyway PE was like errr... The teacher suck can? Our height all take wrongly derh can? >:( So is like I didnt grow when I think I did! ROAR!

Lunched with Sarah at LJS. (: Lots of people were there hur. But mostly upper sec! Hahaha! Crapped with her alot. (: Our er ren shi jie yeah? ;) Tsktsk. Then, chatted with xunhui and guys for awhile. Headed to velocity. Chatted and waited for Wenwei. After hearing Wenwei story, sent Sarah down to the MRT station and then walked home with Wenwei while he went to Shaw. HMMS. Had fun today! :DDD Yeah!

I'm getting super busy! Class deco have not done. Tons of homework, splendors coming up, CIP thingy! ROAR! ):

Cheerup boy, everything will be just fine. (:

Saturday, January 05, 2008

02 Jan 2008
I'm back from sec one camp! :D
I miss my bed seriously.
Camp was alright, but I almost lost my voice.
And I'm having a sore throat now! ): Roar!
Our leaders were great! :D Super super great! (:
We were so high! Cheering those sec ones, but then, still they were so quiet. -.-''
Nevermind, at least we tried our best.
Right leaders? :D
Okays, I still loveeeeeeee my one E one students although they are irritating at times!
HAHAHAHAS. (:
I have a great time with those leaders. (:

07 Jan 2008
Today was my first day of I step into my class for the whole day!
School was alright, although I'm super boring in class.
Cause is like all my friends were so far away from me! ):
And diff class. ): HAIS.
But I'm still super HIGH!
HAHAHAS! Maybe is during the camp I learn how to be high! (:
Amath is driving me crazy! ):
I super super stress over Amath! >:(
Roar! I need help larh!

Drama was funnnnn! :D
Got bully for no reason. -.-''
Stupid larh!
HMPHS.

I saw lots of people today!

I've learn how to smile! :D
I miss you seriously.

Anyway, I wonder is anyone reading my blog?
Or should I just close it?

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

HAPPY 2008 PEOPLE! :D
Chatted with Jing and Yuanda yesterday night.
And the network connection suck or is my phone lag hur? :P
HMMS. People msg like how many hours to recieve? Gosh larh.
And my phone like got prob, the phone keep hanging by itself.
Phone, you must be strong kays?! :D

Went out with family today.
Saw somethings super funny at IKEA.
The brand name of a curtain and carpet named after FELICIA.
And some more one is called Throw Felicia!
LOL! Stupid lahr! >:(

Okays, that was actaully ystd post.
But I blogged half way, my comp got prob. -.-''
So yeah.
Okay! First day of school!
Met Junru at back gate, sorry I was late. :P
HMMS. But first time in the 4 years she waited for me! LOL!
HAHAHAS. Went back to class, then went for sec one orientation.
The sec one was damn damn nosiy when they are alone?
Quiet when we were with them. I shouted like what larh?
Pekchek can?! Hmphs.
OH!! I saw someone! :D HAHAHAS. (: Super happy can? Although is not the guy, but it his friend. ;] WEEEEEEEEE!
I'm super super tired now!
I gna eat my dinner, do some stuff, pack my bag and go to sleep! :DDD
Night world. (:


Can you be there tmwr?
Although I dont get back the same feeling, but I still miss you.

I just feel like seeing you. ):



Thursday, December 27, 2007

I hate period!
Cramps is like shyt shyt shyt! ROAR. ):
It hurts alot larh!
I vomitted more thn 10 times. -.-
I didnt eat anything.
& I slept the whole day.

Hope tmwr cramps doesnt come back to me! >:(


I miss you more thn I love you.

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

Last week, spent the whole week with cousins.
Cause my grandma passed away. Quite sudden larh. But we cousins were so much bonded. (:
After the funeral, the next had dinner with them. :D The following day, they went to pub to have fun then the next day cousin OUTING. (: HAHA! It super super fun! We behave so noisily. :P Golden Compass was alright. &Dinner was great! (: I loveeee my cousins larh! :D Looking forward to next outing. (:

Christmas eve, celebrated with relatives. I got 2 pairs of earring for x'mas. The rest were chocolates. (: Enjoyed myself.

Meeting today was... eh.. Okay larh. But then the instructor keep asking to smile and make noise? LOL! Whatever, we will get high when is the right time! -.- Oh yarh. My maple acc got hack! FUCK larh! >:( Everything is gone for now. ):

OH! I've not strt doing my homework! I'm just plain lazy. HOW? And I'm going to be a sec four girl soon! Thats so so so fast. School reopening soon. ): I just dont like. What if everything is worst next year? I hate school, i'm afraid things will happen again.

I'm afraid that I will lose more people.
That feeling is really scary.

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

It had been awhile since I last blog. Well, many things happened.
Damn, I don't feel like blogging, but I got many things to say.
Whatever, it doesn't matter hur?

You make me feel like a fool.
I miss you. Will you ever realise it?

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

OH MY TIAN!
I was so shock larh. When I online MSN, only 1 people ONLINE!
GOSH! Is there something wrong with my MSN or everyone didnt online!

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

300th post! :D

My both feets hurts like shyt! >:(
The blisters killing me larh.
ROAR! Thanks to my new shoe larh.
Pain till I have to sit on the toilet bowl to bath. -.-''
TSKTSK!

Shyt, forgotten what I wna say. -.-
Well, nights. :D

Yesterday met up with jing and cat at cityhall.
As usual, jing was late. So, I waited for alone at the bus stop.
Then, saw one girl look like cat. So I walk over. There were 3 boys beside her.
When walking over there, heard them say, eh, got alot of cat leh. Cause I was wearing some cat shirt. -.- Then, waited with cat. Yarh. Then, cat told me that she heard, eh the girl walking over call emily larh. Cause she wearing Emily shirt. LOL! -.-'' Kays. HAHAHAS. LMAO.
yup, K-boxed with them. Quite fun larh. After, cat and syk went off, slacked with jing till 8+. (:
Have fun. (:

WAHHH! ):
Should i go?
But I'm alone.
DAMN!

Sunday, December 09, 2007

Weather these days are really bad. It can rain heavily now, and the next moment it's super sunny! Gosh larh!

Cousin came to my house ystd. (: & she gave me a super small lollipop. Super super cuteeeee larh. (:

Oh! I'm so addicted to channel u 10 korea show and liu guang sen lin!
DAMN! I cried every episode larh.

Everything seems so familiar hur. Ain't it? Every word you said now, is what I wished for last year. Now is your turn to get hurt. Finally know how's the feeling like? You care no more last time, now its my turn . You are like a total stranger to me now. No matter how upset you are, I totally have no feeling anymore. Maybe I'm numb. But is you people who cause this to happen.

I learn to accept the fact, and decide to live life to the fullest!:D

FELICIA, you gna strt to do your homework. Roar!

Friday, December 07, 2007

I'm super super super super super tired now! =Z
Chatted with jing ystd till 3 plus? Then woke up at 9.15.
Damn larh!
I need to get some slp badly! ):

Yipee! Next monday meeting wit cat, jing and syk. :D
Can't wait man! :D Its has been a long long time since we 4 met up hur!

Theres so many things I wana say.
But whn I'm typing, I just ran out of words.

Do you what I'm thinking now?

This year gna pass in 3 weeks time.
Time really files.
Hais.

Tuesday, December 04, 2007

I get so emotional this few days.

My head is spinning like a merry-go-round.
I'm so confuse.
I just dont know what to do.
If only I could just wash away those painful memories.

I've tried my best to please you people.
I'm tired. Really tired. Be more understanding for once.
Will you, people?

I love you.

Monday, December 03, 2007

It have been decade since I blog. LOL!
But I've nth to blog about larh.
Blogging seems so boring nowaday? =x
Hehhs.
LTC meeting was alright larh. Just alittle boring yeah.
Sec One camp here I come! :D
Pizza-ed with cliques. Whatever game is getting yuky. The drink is so disgusting larh!

Contented. (:

Oh yarh!
My comp screen turned YELLOW!
Damn larh!>:(

I was left alone.
I'm really confuse.

Thursday, November 29, 2007

Just want to say sorry to those that I didnt reply their massage.
My phone left with no money, so I cant reply you guys.

I'm super emo this week.
Everything just came to my mind.
Thinking about every single thing, everyone.

I just hope that I could send you that massage that I wanted to write to you.
Then, delete you from my friendster list and block you from my MSN.
If I only have the courage to do so.

Sunday, November 25, 2007

Jingle all the way is nice. :D
Hahahas.
Super funny and yet touching. (:

Oh yeah! Christmas is coming. =DD
Hope I will recieve lots of lots of presents.
hehhehhs.

&I wna make ginger breadman!
but sadly, I dont know how to. ):
awwww.

I need a work!):

I got nothing to post about. Bye!

Make a wish.
I wish I've 10000 more wishes! :P

Friday, November 23, 2007

If only I've the courage to do so.
Delete you away from friendster and MSN.
How long must I take to forget about you?
Used to be a nice person.
You changed totally now.
Just because you know more new friends?
Whatever, I know the true you.
It hurts but I guess I will have to move on hurh?
You made me feel so special and yet you made me feel like a total fool.

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

I'm back! ;D
Its somehow fun and yet boring. -.-''
The food there was alright. But thn got super lots of housefiles yeah.
Imagine whn you eating and you still need to chase away the housefiles.
Super irritating larh! Oh yarh! I ate deep fry duck! LOL!
Went to some factories. & I saw turtles, eagle, snake and bat!
Surent say anymore. Let pictures do the talking! :D
Theres only a little pic as I lazy to upload.
Well, enjoy! :D









19 nov
Met Cat and her stead at outrum mrt. I was late. :P Tsktsk. Then waited for wilferd like 45mins?! LOL! His super long larh. Thn took train to Dover. Met up with JJ and XS, thn went to SP to watch Jing band concert. Quite alright larh. Although it was a little boring at first. But after the intermission, the songs were nice! :D Their bandist were damn high larh. Dancing when playing. Imagine if our school band memebers dancing. LOL! But i doubt they will. After that chatted with jing awhile. Then actually wanted to eat but cant decide where to eat so went home. Chatted with jing on phone awhile and slpt. :D
Wanjing takecare of yourself during OBM.
Girls meet up soon kays!

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

Currently rotting at Junru house. -.-''
Damn is super boring lah.
My o2 jam character level 21 lerh! =D
Pro lehhs. -.-

1 more day i'm flying!
Hope it will fun.
Miss me. ;D

Had a nice sweet dream ystd night. (:
LALALALAS.

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

2weeks of sch hols just gone like that, but I somehow enjoyed myself. :D
More outings I hope! :D

Well, i got nothing to blog acutally.
Cause i decided to rot at home for three days before i head to BALI.
But I feel like going out. ):
Whatever. -.-

Just look through some of the comments people wrote to me on friendster.
There's really lots of memorise back there.
Some comments were hilarious, super cute too larhhs.
But its a little childish yeah! But its damn nice.
Just realise that I didn't contact with a lot of people.
Those people whom I use to write comments to, disappear.
Didnt contact with them anymore.
There's really alot.
Like Yizhen, Xinying, Suxuan, Xiaoling, Alex, Darren, Darren, Xia0Shan, YeokHoon, Botak, JieJin, Louis and alot alot.
It use to be all happy memorise, but soon after we lost contact, it seems hurtful.
And some because of stupid reasons.
I miss those days.
Can I rewind back the time? I'll promise I will treasure it and never will I make the same mistake again.

I've tried.
But I'm missing you more each day.
Wishing that i shouldnt have agree to...
Can you treat me like you once did?
Regret is what i have now.

Damn! I'm super emo now.

Friday, November 09, 2007

Theres so many nice blogskins.
But I shalln't change. :D
Hahahas.
LTC is totally boring can!
Worst and worst. -.-
My group is not enthu. ( include me larh.)
LOLS. Haiis.
Anyway JJ, Xs, Bc and Wilfred bought from the band concert tickets! :D
THANKS!

Meeting jing and cat afterwards.
Hope will be fun. (:

Wednesday, November 07, 2007

This is my third post.
LOL!
Chatted with vincent on phone just now.
Its a nice chat.=D
Thanks for letting me know how the whole its like?

I use to thought that you were different from others. Cheering me up when I was down, encouraging me, helping me out. Making me feel like I was the luckiest girl on earth. But it turn out to be wrong. You're just like another guy next door. [You should know] After that day, your tone change. We seldom chat any more. Even we did, those were just a 5 min conversation? You told me not to forget about you, but now it another way round. It hurt to see the person I trust to treat me in this manner. I thought you could be my forever friend. But... But at least I see the true color of you. I shed my tears for you once but i doubt there will be second time. Goodbye my friend. I wont even come and bother you any longer. Take care. Please study hard. Anyway thanks for all those wonderful memories although is only a week. But still thank you. I promise myself I will forget about you.

Went to watch seeker with junru, jyhjie, wilferd and xuesheng yesterday.
The show was alright. A little scary and boring. LOL!
But overall it consider nice yeah! :DD
Then shopped with junru after that. Vivo is kind of boring. -.0''

LTC was boring today.
I was emo. -.-''
Not really call emo but just kind of piss off larh.
Whatever. Friday our last meeting. Hope it will be fun.

You change, change to another person.
You may know or you may not know.
But the attitude is kind of sucky yeah?
Others may think is nice cause you are more...
Ermm. But yarh.

Anyone intersted in band concert?
19 nov.
Singapore poly.
$8 per ticket.

Monday, November 05, 2007

Today is a super duper long day.
sharp! For the first time! But what. -.- The people came late. I was rather sleepy and a little LTC meeting in the morning. I wanted to come late but then my mum woke me up at 7.30. -.- So yeah, i reached AVA room exactly at 9.ooamSLBemo. Vic thought I was about to cry! Hahas. Thanks vic for your concern. (: I'm fine. :DD So we had to try out the games. Whacko was fun! Playing with group 2 and the whole LTC memebers. :) Then follow by T P shuffle. Junru, Jasmin, arnold and I were like in one ball? o.0'' Dont even have space to move larh. Gosh! Ladder was
super scary! =S The ending games was fun. (: Guess we were a little bonded yeah? :D
After the meeting, pizza-ed with Junru, Jasmin, Pearlyn, Jiayean, Aqfi, Arnold and Keenen. Yup. Saw Niandeng and gang there too. Rich people! Played the never game, the drink was gross larh. Shopped awhile, arnold gave me a pooh! =DDD
Going Bali next week. LOL!
HAPPY or SAD? But i can finally sit areoplane? :D
HAHAHAHAS!

I miss you.
But i'm trying to forget you as well.

It takes twice the time for you to forget someone you like.

Saturday, November 03, 2007

Yipee!
Finally changed my blogskin. :D

This week is all LTC meeting and Chinese ERP. -.-"
Yup. LTC was boring. But looking forward to Sec one camp. ((:

Hope the person will hire us yeah. :DD

Sunday, October 28, 2007

My computer is going to die.
Roar larh! >:( Anyone can buy me a new comp? o.0''
I'm rotting at home.
I seriously need a job.
Anyone? ):

1 week of schooling tomorrow onwards.
Hais.

LTC meeting. Whose not going tomorrow?

Saturday, October 27, 2007

Yesterday was last day of school.
Finally! Hahahahas.
But I was kind of moody larh.
Went home, changed. Met Jasmin and arnold to buy BBQ stuff.
Was laughing my way. :D Arnold and Jas are really joker!
Reached East Coast, saw a group of guys at our pit. We told them that this was our pit.
So they went to check. And they got the wrong day! LOL!
Yup. BBQ was kind of okay larh.
But Im emo! Tsktsk.
Anyway thank you bel, for accompany me. Have a nice chat wit you.
THANK YOU!
& thanks for everyone who come. (:

Monday, October 22, 2007

It have been decade since i blog!
Exams had ended! Yipee.
But my result sucks totally larh.
Failed 2. I was so upset when i know i failed my science. Damn.
Lots of sec 3 retain. Is like super super lots.
Is the worst level this year hur?
Hmmms. Haiis.

I'm stupid enough. Real stupid enough.
Missing for someone which doesnt even worth.

For you I will.
Change will you?

Monday, October 15, 2007

It was all just f lies. I thought you were different from the rest.
But I was just totally wrong. Will you people stop lying to me ?
Damn it.

Watch me die.

Friday, October 12, 2007

&when I see you then I know it will be next to me.
&when I need you then I know you will be there with.

Thursday, October 11, 2007

Exam is finally over!
Yipeeeeeeeeeeee. :D
Now is the results that is worrying me. >:(

I have a funny funny dream last night.
Is so hilarious! :D
Love that dream. (:

Went ps to meet zifa and his friend.
LOL! We walked the whole ps. And was like damn bored kays!
Hmms. Sorry hur. You people were sure bored.
Im so sorry. ):
Met junru, arnold, xunhui and jasmin after that. :D
Photo hunting make us go mad!

Happy birthday Mum. (:
Happy birthday Yiwen. (:
Happy birthday Mclin. (:
Happy birthday Vincent Jie. (:

Monday, October 08, 2007

I screwed up my Amath again. ):
Emo-ed during school period.
I just cant accept the fact.
Thanks people for cheering me up.

Chemistry and Emath tmwr.
I hate Chemi can. I seriously don't no how to study for Chemi.
I have no ideal.
Teach me.

I'm stress. D:

Wo yao baobao.
Can I just cry?

Friday, October 05, 2007

For the first time ems make me so stress.
My heart was beating so fast this few days.
& during i totally freak out?
Emath was tough today.
Just hope I will pass.

You didnt even know how hard I try.
Know the truth before you scold people.
Damn it.

I'm studying real hard tmwr. (:
Amath & Chemistry tmwr.
I need pull up my socks.

Wednesday, October 03, 2007

Whats the point of studying so hard when you just flunk your exam?
I'm really tired. I tried my best. But i still flunk.
Every paper did so badly. Fuck. Theres still more paper coming up.
Can i just give up?
I dont want to my in my 1oo% effort to study thn when doing the paper. -.-"
Tell me what to do.

Sunday, September 30, 2007

tag reply: XIAOling - MEI. =D will link and tag after my exam kays?
Pat - Errm. somehow yes. (:
niandeng - yupp. of cause. unlike someone. hahahs.
Sherelene - I miss ue too. =D
Qitian:D - hellos. When im free kays? (:
msMELODY - When i'm free kays? stay pretty too. (:
Goremeister - HAHA! EMO =D
Junru - Don anyhow blah. ;P see first bahh. after exam yeah? love ue too.

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

A happy person will never understand how a emo person feel.
They may think that they are just being lame? or trying to upset other people feelings.
Imagine you are on those emo people shoe and people blaming you for being emo. How will you felt? Their problems, no one will ever understand as someone happy will never have this emo experience. A emo person can cheer someone happy when they are down. But a happy person can never cheer someone who is emo. They just don't understand the pain they had.

Saturday, September 22, 2007

Went taka wit mum to buy moon cake.
HMMS. The weather is like so hell hot larh! >:[
Then, when i reach ard 5+ cat say she want to go back hongwen.
So, I accompany her. (: When i reaching hongwen, my heart was like pumping damn fast larh. Duno why also! Met her, thn sherlene msged that she's coming down.
Went to find her. ;D So long never meet her lerh larh. Sherlene I MISS YOU!
Tsktsk. So chatted with her. Saw Xinying and emily. Then chat chat, after sherlene went off, went with Cat. Saw the rope skipping performance. Not badd larh. But very wierd only. Chat for awhile more went home. Waited for my dad like 30mins, then he say he not coming! #%$$%^@# So went home by myself.
Saw quite alot of people. Cat, sherlene, xinying, emily, jiamin, cerrie, Yizhen, arron, colin, benjamin, yuanqing, andy, theron, shaoxi, weiqing, jonathan, jingxuan, shenghui still got alot larh! But no 6c people derh! But then alot not hws derh go. =.-" ROAR larh! Hais, whatever. (:

I miss eu/

Thursday, September 20, 2007














LTC photo. (:
Thanks to Mr justin and junru. (:

I flunk most of my test. ):
ARGH! DAMN! My geo. ): My eng. ):
I swear I'm going to study.

I cant remember the last time
I've seen my own eyes on the color of my skin.
Do you now whats it's like to feel ugly all the time?

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

I'm just too tired for everything.
I envy everyone life, but not mine.
If my life can be as wonderful as them.
Those everlasting smile. When will I get to have those smile?

I guess I really have to mug hard now hur.
Everyone seem to be studying.
I do not want to drop to NA next year.
Hmms. So JIAYOU felicia. (:
You can do it yeah?
If anyone see me online can you just ask me to switch off the comp? Hehhs. (:

It's also a best way to forget about you.
Study hard too.
I love, I hate, I miss you always.

Sunday, September 16, 2007

I will continue with my blogskin after i finish studying.
So it will be like 1 mnth later? LOL!


I wna forget about ue.

I seriously need to study!
But I don't have the mood! DAMN!
Anyone can help me?

Don't bother to. I guess.

Friday, September 14, 2007







You hurt me still. There's no difference.
I'm just like a fool. Doing all this willing. Thinking that you will appreciate one day.
Maybe you will never know what happen. I was trying repay back what I did?
But is okay now. I know how much I did, it's no use. No more, not any longer.
Still, thank you.

Because I'm a girl.

I'm back to blogging again?
LOL! Dont feel like blogging about today.
Just photo bah.
Anyway just wna say CIP was kind of fun. Those old folks.... Hais.

Will I ever be betray again?
How many times must i be betrayed.
Fucked up.





Saturday, September 08, 2007





I started to miss LTC.
I miss the 21 leaders.
Qitian, thnks for being a great leader. (:

Thursday, September 06, 2007

Leaderboard
Create your own Friend Test here


People tag me also! (:

I'm back from LTC. (:

DAY1
Reached school so early, 7.45. -.-'' So slacked with junru at the foyer.
discussion then played lots of game. Then, at 8.30 everyone came? Sit like for 1/2 hour in the foyer. -.-" Super super boring can! Finally, we got up the bus. And guess what. The bus is like super super lan? No air con. -.-" Everyone is like lacking of oxygen. When we reached, all of us got down the bus and the first reaction was like WOW! The air is like so so so so fresh larh! Hahahas! When we got there, we form group ourselves. At first there's 6 sec 3 in our grp. Then other grp lack of sec3 people than they tookours away. -.-" Stupid larh. Then left we 4 sec3? 21 people only 4 sec 3. >:( Somemore dilah grp got 7! Nevermind. Hmms. Our grp at first was like super super super boring? Not enthu at all? LOLS! At first Bc and kiakiat keep saying they feel very guilty cause they are not in grp 3? -.-" Lame larh. Hmms. Oh yarh! We are grp1 and the team called FEETS! =D Did lots of team work games. At night had field cooking competition? Every group need to cook 10 dishes. I did the garnishing. So difficult can! LOLS! But bc was damn super emo cause he think that our grp members didn't try their best. So after dinner he lecture them and I helped him too. LOL! But then after the leture two cried. I was damn shock larh, thought I scolded them then they cry. But in the end is they are sick! LOLS. Did cheer after that, the grp was so damn screw up larh! After bathing than gossip with junru and jasmin jui sleep lerh. (:

Day2
Did pt, it was damn tiring can! Did stretching excersie, follow by star jump, jumping jack thn crutches(?). After that was two rounds of running, 20 push up! Gosh. -.-" We came here for leadership training camp but not OBS? . HAHAHAS! After breakfast, we went for the high element thingy. I did the broken brigde and the duno what orange loop derh. The orange loop one was damn difficult. -.-" I stuck half way larh! But I completed the whole thing. (: Mr mornte is super what.Keep talking and talking. Other grps keep doing practical thn ours. -.-" ARGH! Shall skip the afternoon part. (: Night time we had camp fire! ;D Some of us organise the event. (: Is super tiring. Boonchun, Yuanqing, Stepf and tittaya were the MC. Then, Junru, Kiakiat, the D.... ( duno how to spell =x), Yina, me and more helped them. During the campfire, junru and I wanted to go back to the bunk to get the booklet. When we reached our bunk, we were too afraid to open the door. We look at each other thn I scream thn we both run off! LOL! So yuanqing acc us there. But we found out that the room was lock.-.-" Walking half way Junru shouted, thn we thought what happen. LOL! Thn suddenly she go open one of other people door, we all got shock agn by her. -.-" Stupid larh! Boonchun was damn super high during the camp fire. (: It was quite fun larh. Our grp performance was screw up. ): Super dissappointing larh. After the camp fire, did relfection. Then our grp wanted to listen to ghost stories. So they went up to the hall in the dark. -.-" But me and junru did not go. ;D But they got scolded in the end. LOL! Wished dilah happy birthday thn i fell aslp.

DAY3
Woke up late. -.-"
Clean the areas that we suppose to clean up.
Played games with our grp. (: We were much more bonded now. But then it was a little late. Cause the camp is gna end. -.-" But still we have FUN! FEETS yeah! We got 2nd for the field cooking competition. (: Reached school, I was a little emo and tired? So didnt talk and didnt went out with Junru. Sorry. Reached home, found out that I did not bring my house key. -.-" And no one was at home! I almost broke into tears larh. Called dad thn he came back bring me for lunch than gave me the house key! ;D THANK!

Although the camp was not really fun, but I had lots of memories. (: Those fun memories, will not be forgotten.
Group one, although we are really screw up, I still enjoy the time we have together.(:
Thanks guys for all the fun you gave me. :D
Those who incharged in the campfire, you guys will never be forgotten!
LTC 2007 rock on! (:


F E E T S
We are the feets and we say HI.
S T E E F
Back it up and meet my friends. (:

Neh neh neh neh neh neh neh neh neh neh neh neh Mighty FEET. =D

It a super super long post!
Pics next time. (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADILAH! =D

I strted to miss you again.

Monday, September 03, 2007

It have been a long time since I blog?
Hahahas.
Okays.
Saturday
Went to study with xunhui, junru, jiayean, xuesheng, jyhjie, boonchun and his stead. (:
I guai derh kays! FELICIA do study. But hor is like we did only one math paper? -.-"
Ordered mac than my fries have not okay. So went to sit first. Than bc ask me to help him buy fries, so when i helping him to buy, the waiter gave me my fries but then i went back to sit that time, anth waiter gave me anth fries. So i got two fries! HAHAS.
Better thn nothing. ;D Then went fork and spoon to acc jiayean eat. (: Went arcade to play basketball. I drp like shyt. ): Went toilet to slack after that cause xunhui was in pain!

Sunday
I was rotting.

Monday
Went out with my mum. Hmms. Raining so heavily larh! #$$^@#@#
Going to junru house later. Cause she wanted my to stay over at her house tonight. LOL!
LTC is coming!
AHHHHHHHHHHH! I don't want. ):

I know i was about to fall in love with you again. ):
Why must it be like this?
I'm not afraid of love but afraid of falling in love.
Tell me what is actually going on?











Friday, August 31, 2007

Firstly, I wna wish all teachers HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY! =D

I didnt wish any of the teachers today. -.-"
Hahahas.
Today performance was kind of nice yeah! (:
Super funny larh. But the dancing was like errr.....
Hmms. Shall not say. ={
3E1 performance was great! Super super funny can! Tsktsk.
Than the graduating classes presentation was nice. Super touching can.
I like the monkshill-rians and e1 and some others classes derh. Super super super nice larh!
Those teachers must be damn touch! ;D Hahahas. (:
After the performance went watch ratatouille with junru, xunhui. arnold, keeneng[duno how to spell] and with justin.
Yup. The show quite funny larh. Hahahas.
End here lerh!
Byeeeeeeeeeee. (:

I miss childhood memories.
Those fun and laughter.):

Monday, August 27, 2007

HELLOS. =D
I'm super sleepy in school today. -.-"
Plus I have a headache from the start of the day till now? Hell! >;(
Assembly is nice today. The best assembly I ever had in sec school!
LOL! All other assembly is like so sian?
Photo taking today. (: Lalalalas.

List out the top 5 presents you wish for:
1.Pimples free.
2.Be a HAPPY girl.
3.Having good result without studying. xD
4.Wish that he will . . .
5.Everyone will be HAPPY.

Answer the following questions.

The person who tagged you is:
No one. -.-" [ Saw from cat blog that she wna me to do.]

Your relationship with her/him is:
Primary school good friend. =D

Your 5 impressions of her/him:
Talk alot! ;P
Caring.
Very nice! LOLS?
A good volleyballer.
A good skipper too. ;D

The most memorable thing he / she has done for you:
Making me breakfast when primary six. ;)

The most memorable words he / she had said to you:'' Err. Not sure. o.- (sorry)

If he/ she becomes your lover, you will:
Errm. Consider first!

If he/ she becomes your lover, things he/ she has to improve on will be:
Errm. Nothing actually. Being herself is still the best thing. ;D

If he/ she becomes your enemy, you will:
Nah! I will never let it happen. Yeah? ;D

If he/ she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
Errm. Not sure? o.0

The most desired thing you want to do for him/ her now is:
Meet up again?

Your overall impression of him/ her is:
Intelligent and somehow humble. (:

______

How do you think people around you will feel about you?
Errm. Irritating? Some may think i act cute. -.-" ( But my voice is like that)

The characteristic(s) you love of yourself is /are:
I never love myself?

On the contrary. the characteristic (s) you hate of yourself is/ are:
I'm too emo.

The most ideal person you want to be is:
A carefree person with no problems and no pimps. (:

For people that like and care for you, say something to them:
Thanks for everything.

Pass this quiz to 10 people :)

1.Xunhui
2.Wanjing
3.Victoria
4.Yiwen
5.Niandeng
6.Bernbern
7.Xiaoling mei
8.Xinying
9.Sherlene
10.Xuepeng

Who is No. 6 having a relationship with?
Someone from sec 3. ;D

Is No. 9 a female or male?
Female.

If No. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
No! They dont know each other?

How about No. 8 and 5?
OH! No.

What is No.2 studying about?
Errm. Those sub she studying?

When was the last time you had a chat with No. 3?
Today.

What kind of music band does No. 8 like?
Errm. All kind? lols! =x

Does No. 1 has any siblings?
Yes! Brother.

Will you woo No. 3?
No. She doesnt wna be les. I guess?

How about No. 7?
No. She will always be my cutest meimei. ;D

Is No. 4 single?
I think she is.

What's the surname of No. 5?
LIM. (:

What's the name of No. 10?
Puan Xue Peng.

What's the hobby of No. 4?
I not so sure. Eating mac's corn? LOL!

Do No.5 and 9 get along well?
They don't know each other at all. -.-

Where is No. 2 studying at?
Outram Sec.

Talk something casually about No. 1?
She's always my sanasa.

Have you tried developing feelings for No. 8?
Yes! As a friend. ;D

Where does No. 9 live at?
Serangoon Garden? Am i right?

What colour does No. 4 likes?
Errm. Not very sure too.

Are No. 5 and 1 best friends?
No. Just friend.

Does No. 7 likes No. 2?
Nope.

How did you get to know No. 2?
Same primary school.

Does No. 1 have any pets?
Err. Fish?

Is No. 7 the sexiest person in the world?
Yup!

Saturday, August 25, 2007

Keely won the overall for girl! (:
Yeah!
But is kind of sad when its boy turn larh.
Benjamin out. ): His singing is like super nice larh!
But still jiayou!
The couple part is so damn funny. Shawn and the Teresa (don't no how to spell) is like so so so wierd larh. Keely and the Zhi Xiong is so damn nice can! xD

I guess I really gona buck up!
EOY is coming!
Going to study very hard.
Jiayou felicia! You can derh! =D
I must study hard!
PLEASE!
Bye people.

I know I have not forget about you.
If only you would know what I was thinking.

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

Just read all my past post not long ago. And I found out that I had super lots of spelling mistake in it. -.-" And yup I was so so so CHEERFUL those days. All those post with lots of smiles. And soon, slowly, all my post became so emo. Everything just become not right. Is it all because of my fault?
Friends, family, CCA and many more things. All have change. Every single one have change.
This is the post I read...
Saw lots of think. Knowing how my friends really were. Sometimes I really dunno what the fucking hell I did wrong to deserve all those treatment. Everything seems to be my fault. Fuck up. I really don;t want talk to anyone any longer. My friends... Those I thought will really care, in the end turn up to be wrong. My bunch of 'close' friends, compared to my other friends. My other friends are so much better. At least they do understand. Maybe is just that we were together for so long and so we don't bother each other anymore? Or we know each other weakness too much. That's why you guys are treating me in that manner. Than fine. Whatever. I tried my best. I really tried. I'm really tired of everything. I'm gona break down soon. Real soon.

Than I realise that I was so happy when there's drama last time. I was looking forward to all practices, knowing that it will be fun. Knowing all the people will turn up. But now, I don't even want to turn up for drama. Everything is just so screw up, is not fun anymore. I miss those seniors. I really do.

I miss sec 2 lifes. Missing those times when I chatted with some Sec2 people in msn. It's really fun. We were damn super close? Helping each other up, cheering one another whenever we are down. Giving each other advise. But now? When we chat in msn, it seems like we don't even know what to talk? It seems like we are strangers? Every conversation last for only a few minutes? And we talk like only 3 times a month? I wonder when can we have fun during our conversation again.

I know our relationship is not good now. Is both of us at fault. You may think is my fault. But you will never know you are at fault too. Cause people don't spot their own mistake. Do they? I guess you don't mind breaking this friendship? I know you got lots more friends now. But I'm telling you, I really miss those days. When you helped me out whenever I'm in trouble. Gossiping about others, talking on phone almost everyday. Just because we were in different class and so our friendship is getting worst. I really hope we can be as close as before, but I know we will never be. Never again.

Sunday, August 19, 2007

Argh!
Having cramp all day long. ): + headache! #$$%@#%
Super super unlucky larh!
Slept for the whole day but like no use.
No appetite to eat.
LOL! Guess my weight drop again! o.-''
There's physic test tomorrow and I have not study!
I don't have the strength to study! LOL!
How? How? Hope I will be able to do tomorrow.

Bye! Gna study abit than off to sleep again.
Hope I will get well tomorrow!
Nights people!

Haha. This is not a emo post huh? =D

Friday, August 17, 2007

I decided not to post about what happen today as they will say that i'm emo-ing today.
Well, but today really suck!

Worthless tears again.

I want to see fireworks!

I guess we really are.

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

Okays, I don't even know how to do a single question that Mr Wum gave. Argh! And more the test is on this friday. Bet I'm gna flunk it. ): Hais. HOW! How can I memorise in just 2 day? Damn it, I should have take POA instead larh. ): Sians.

Why must there be problems occuring everyday for me? Why can't I just be happy? Without any problems for me to get sick of? Give me a break will you people?

Lame is gone. ): Who are you.

Chocolate mint cookies. ;D

Monday, August 13, 2007

I really have Monday's blue?
LOL! Alot people say I'm emo-ing. -.-"
Hahahas. Chemistry, we have two whole period. (: So Vic use my fone and took lots of pictures. How cute can she be! ;D
Drama is totally broing.
I'm super quiet during the drama session. Then they thought I'm angry?
LOL!

STUPID SHENGHUI!
You seriously suck man.
But somehow i don't have any feeling when you read those things?
Maybe I really let go. (:
3 Cheers for FELICIA. (:

PEOPLE don ransack my bag pls!















Saturday, August 11, 2007

4days of holidays is boring, but i getting use to it now.
Monday is getting nearer and I hate it hell lots.
I dont wna face all those shyt.
Can I just don't go to school without any reason?

Talk to me will you?

I decided to wait no more.

Our relationship is getting further apart. Is partly my fault or both of us at fault?
Can we be like as close as before?
I wonder.

Thursday, August 09, 2007

Yesterday was National Day eve. School celebration is getting boring! -.-''
Yup. Was rotting in the hall. Suppose to go watch secret with bel and blah blah. BUT suddenly got one feeling and .... So decided not to go with them. And somehow I don't like odd numbers of people going out. So didn't go. Don't have any regrets too. Hmms. So went home, than got one feeling want to go out. So called skippers, since so long never meet lerh. Yup. (: Met at bugis. But somehow was kind of bored. Hmms. Cause we too long never contact lerh yeah? o.0''

Went holland village today with my family. Hmms. Than headed home. Lalalas.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE. (:


HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE. (:



















Tuesday, August 07, 2007

I really don't know whats wrong with me nowadays.
I can't seem to get high? Err, yes I can. Only when I'm in class, with some particular people. I really don't no what I did wrong. Just being myself. What's really wrong being myself? Is that consider wrong too? I'm not like others, trying to be good, letting people believe what they say. Alright, I'm not those kind of people. I will only say those what i see. Will not deny the fact. And not making up stories. And I'm not acting. I got nothing to gain from that.
I neglected you people? Please for goddness sake since when? And even if I did, I told you guys nicely at first, you guys fall on deaf ear than continue doing what you guys really want. Then, I shouted at you guys, or givng you guys attitude you guys said that I'm going crazy. You guys don't even know my problems. So just look on one side alright?

My girl did nothing to you. Please don't give her attitude aright. I'm the one who is pissed off and showing you attitude. If you are unhappy, show attitude to me than but not her. She's the innocent one.

I began not to be myself.

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGH.
What the fuck you guys want man.
Giving enough trouble?
FUCK OFF LAHR YOU GUYS.
I have enough problems of you guys!

Thanks for ystd things.
My mood for the entire whole day is spoilt.
Bloody hell spoilt!
I'm boiling now!
Who can let me punch them?
Shout at them?
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH. ROAR~!!!!!

Monday, August 06, 2007

This is the worst day in term 3! Yes it is. The week before thought that everything will turn out better. And it's wrong. I'm fucking fucking wrong. Fuck up! Argh. I get to know the true face of everyone. Yeah I really did.

I cried out. I finally did. For the fucking sake of the cca, I did not say anything. I just keep everything in my heart. Letting the teachers blame, letting those members giving me attitude. Yeah I can take it. But not for today man. What the fuck. You people better listen up. If you want to join this cca, you better attend it willingly. Not thinking that this is a cca that you can slack. If you thinking in this manner, you all wrong. If you wna slack, please just quit this cca and get your ass out of here! Go find a cca that you can slack. And you think that you can do a better job than me, well I will step down and let you do! I will seriously let you be in my position. And when you in that position, I will make sure that I will give the same attitude that you gave me.
Thinking that I'm fucking foolish. Cried 4 times for you people. Stupid me.

Do not know that it is the fact. But if I'm wrong, I'm willing to apologise to you. Please do not blame her. She's just trying to help me. Reflect it about yourself. If you think that you did want to do it, than come tell me. But it must be the truth.

This is my blog. If you guys arent happy with what i wrote, than don't read it. Its my blog. Yeah.

I thought you will, but in the end, I'm wrong.
I realise I can't let go off you.

Bern, do cheer up. (: One day you will find a true friend.
Thanks for the acc today.
&& I'm truely sorry.

anyway. happy birthday jj.

Sunday, August 05, 2007

Just because I did the impossible quizzes, I having a bad headache now. -.-"
Argh! You people may go and try it. xD
http://www.addictinggames.com/theimpossiblequiz.html
Lots of people playing it now hur. xD

I learn to let go. Yes I finally learned how to. Realise that if I do not learn how to let go, I will be the one suffering but not others. The feeling of it so much better. Is like you don't have any pressure any longer?
I deleted your number, tore away those paper, deleted those pictures and deleted those messages. I really want to forget about you. I want to start a new me. I really want to forget the past. Leave me alone alright? Let just be perfect strangers. Pretend we really do not know each other.
I'm already a big girl & big girls don't cry. (:

I hope this is the best way.
I wonder if dreams could be real.
I just want to be a happy girl.
Can I?

Wednesday, August 01, 2007

Anyway FELICIA TEO WEI LING is missing.
If anyone seen her contact the police!
Hmms. Is a rather a sad thing larh.
Hope she's safe.

Hoping that I can go MIA too.

I just wonder. Some friends ain't worth believing. Believing them times and times and yet they hurt me each time more and talking everything like nobody buissness. Just got so fuck up. Waiting and waiting and trying to believe that you guys are not those shyt people. Putting you in my shoes. How would you actually feel? I really do not know what the hell you guys thinking in your mind. Everythings that in all of your mind seems so complicated hur. Thinking that I'm trying to take any advantages from you guys? HELLO! Come on larh. What advantage I can get from you guys. I really don't know what can I actually gain from you guy. Why do people get so easily influnce by others? Fuck up you know. Expected the unexpected! Didn't know that such a kind looking person but in your heart is like hell evil.
Anyway this is my blog. What I wna write is my problem. Don't come and not happy here not happy there. Is you people who force me to write all this shyt and this is only the place I can write out how I actually felt.

School is'nt as good as I thought.
Maybe I should not have choose this school. Maybe does things won't even happen than. Everything will be just fine.

Thanks bel for the treat. (:
&& those...

I hope I tursted the right people.


















Saturday, July 28, 2007



Damn nice can!
I want larh! Is so so so so so so NICE!
Can anyone buy for me?
Hahahas. (:
I wna a winnie the pooh latop too. !!!!

You didn't even realise how much I miss you.
I really hope you will be able to understand.
8letters.

Friday, July 27, 2007


bad fire. (:

Went for primary school national rope skipping. Well, hws won 3 overall. (: Grats! But the performancer wasnt that well larh! JIAYOU!

Well, seriously i hate friday PE lessons. Stupid larh!
Schools are so boring nowsdays. Nothing really special happened.
HMMS.
STUPID SHENGHU! Ransacked my bag. @#%$
Hope they seen anything. =X

I wonder if we both like each other?
LOL! I'm talking crap.
I just seen you today. But it seems like I have not seen you for ages.
I'm missing you.
Yeah. 3days not seeing you is a torture. ):

What's wrong with my mum nowadays.
ARGH!


GRATS. (:













Wednesday, July 25, 2007

Have not seen 8letters for 2 whole days. >;( !@#% !!
I dont like lahr! That feeling very wierd. Argh! ):
HOW?
I really don't know if I'm in love with you.
What if a confession was made?
What will be the ending?
A happy ending? Or a hurtful one?
If only you could understand.

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

Well, Mr wum scolded us. Guess e4 to e5 heard it hur? So loud. Yeah. Hmms. Haiis. Gna buck yeah. Geo test is a disaster. ): I hope i will pass. Please?
Workshop is kind of nice today hur? (;

Well, i got nothing to blog. -.-"

Gna study for my phy test!
Wish me luck people. =DD















Sunday, July 22, 2007

Junru's father fetched me to school! (:
Thanks.
Thought the carnival was gna be boring, but it turn out to be wrong. HMMS. Its quite fun. (:
HAHAHAS.
Have chess with bel. And guess what! I won! ;D LOL! Just learn how to play and yet I won. Pro hur. Tsktsk. Than went to I&E room. Hmms. Did lots of things there. =D The minster came, so we have to pretend that we are enjoying what we are doing! LOL! Headed down to rock climbing. Junru gave up half way & I completed. ;D It was damn tough okay! HMMS. Hands aching. Gymed after that. 5 mins of run. Went to the herbs place. Folded five stars.! ;D Than we got 8 stickers so we went for a lucky dip. BEL got basketball! I want larhhs! I got socks. -.-" But it was kind of nice. Than we wna have lucky dip again. So asked minyi for stickers. Tsktsk. ;P Than went for the gym thingy again. Another lucky dip. Got pencil case. -.-" But nvm. (:
After the carnival, headed to vivo with junru. Was kind of moody at first. BUT didnt wna spoil her mood, I decided to be HIGH! (: Had superdog with junru. The hotdogs was like super ...! o.0'' Than shopped for awhile, got bored so water time! Yeah. (: Slacked about an hour, went pet shop than headed home. (:
While about to sleep ard 12+ , saw something damn funny yet nice at my house downstair. Saw 3 BIG GUYS playing with candles. But it was cute of them larh. Putting I LOVE YOU. It was damn nice okay! HMMS. Than they took pictures with their peace sign! One by one the blow the candles.! LOL!

It's isnt a nice day today.

Love you no more?

I wonder if there's anyone reading my blog.

pictures. (:















































This dog is super emo!





the candles i was talking about.

Friday, July 20, 2007

Emo-ed for the whole morning.
Thats like so fed up?
Feeling so awful larh!
&& So sorry for those attitude. I am so so so sorry.
I didnt want to. But whenever i tried to talk there will be tears in my eyes. So, I didnt want to talk to you guys as I'm afraid that I will broke into tears.
I am so SORRY. ):
AND thanks wilferd and zhengfa! For your oreo! It helps alot. At least my stomach stop grumbling. xD
Amath test was so screw up can! I really hope I will pass. But i doubt I will. ):

I really don't know whether to hate you or not to hate you. Those attitude you gave. Is really really unreasonable okay! I can't tolerate any longer. Dont bother about me if you really hate me that much. Dont influence others by saying those false stuff!

I'm trying to love you no more.

Thursday, July 19, 2007

Lessons was boring okay!
&& have AMATH test tmwr! Ahhh!
Gna study! Hope I will pass. );
Mac-ed with bel. Gossiped. Hahahas.
Than home. (:

Pissed off with something. Totally no reason okays! #$^@%
Don't just talk the talk. Prove to me the proof.

I really do not have the courage to face you. Knowing that what happen in the past, I just couldn't face you. I really wanted to talk to you. Wanting to be your friend at least. Can I?
I can't face the reality. I'm really sorry for what I did in the past. I'm really sorry.
8letters.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RATANA.


JANUARY=SHYNESS

Fun to be with. Loves to try new
things. Boy/girls LOVE you.
You are very hott. Secretive.
Difficult to fathom and to
be understood. Quiet unless excited or
tensed.
Takes pride in oneself. Has
reputation. Easily
consoled. Honest. Concerned about
people's
feelings. Tactful. Friendly.
Approachable.
Emotional temperamental and
unpredictable.
Moody and easily hurt. Witty and
sparkly.
spazzy at times.Not revengeful.
Forgiving but never forgets.
dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary
things.
Guides others physically and mentally.
Sensitive
and forms impressions carefully.
Caring and
loving. Treats others equally. Strong
sense of
sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people
through observations. Hardworking. No
difficulties
in studying. Loves to be alone. Always
broods
about the past and the old friends.
Waits for
friends. Never looks for friends. Not
aggressive
unless provoked. Loves to be loved.
Easily hurt
but takes long to recover.

FEBRUARY=SMARTS

Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and
abstract.
Intelligent and clever. Changing
personality.
Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A
real speed demon.
Has more than one best friend.
Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble.
Honest
and loyal. Determined to reach goals.
Loves
freedom. Rebellious when restricted.
Loves
aggressiveness. Too sensitive and
easily hurt.
Gets angry really easily but does not
show it.
Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves
making friends
but rarely shows it. Daring and
stubborn.
Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes.
Sharp.
Loves entertainment and leisure.
Romantic on the
inside not outside. Superstitious and
ludicrous.
Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show
emotions.

MARCH=GORGEOUS

Drop dead gorgeous!!!Attractive
personality.Very! sexy.Affectionate &
Secretive.
Naturally honest, generous and
sympathetic.Chatterbox! Loves to talk
alot!
Loves to get their way! . Unbelievable
kisser! Easily angered. Very stubborn
in
the most way possible! Loves to get
noticed! Willing to take risks for
others.
Makes good choices. Has a great
fashion sense! Maybe a little too
popular with others * wink wink*.
Outgoing and crazy at times!
Intelligent. Can sometimes be a
heartbreaker! Can love as
much as possible! Hates insults. Loves
compliments! A very big flirt!
Trustworthy.
Appreciative and returns kindness. The
best in bed out of MFE these months!!
Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle
up feelings. Observant and assesses
others.

APRIL=THUG

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-
willed and
highly motivated. Sharp thoughts.
Easily angered.
Attracts others and loves attention.
Deep feelings.
Beautiful physically and mentally.
Firm Standpoint.
Needs no motivation. Shy towards
opposite sex.
Easily consoled. Systematic (left
brain). Loves to
dream. Strong clairvoyance.
Understanding.
Sickness usually in the ear and neck.
Good
imagination. Good physical. Weak
breathing. Loves
literature and the arts. Loves
travelling. Dislike
being at home. Restless. having many
children.
Hardworking. High spirited.

MAY=LOVER

Suave and compromising. Funny and
humorous.
Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and
cool. Kind and
sympathetic. Concerned and detailed.
Loyal. Does
work well with others. Very confident.
Sensitive.
Positive Attitude. Thinking generous.
Good
memory. Clever and knowledgeable.
Loves to look
for information. Able to cheer
everyone up and/or
make them laugh. Able to motivate
oneself and
others. Understanding. Fun to be
around.
Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality.
Secretive.
Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music,
leisure and
travelling. Systematic. Hot but has
brains.

JUNE=SEXY

Loves to chat. Loves those who love
them. Loves
to takes things at the center. Inner
and physical
beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets
angry
often. Treats friends importantly.
Brave and
fearless. Always making friends. Not
easily hurt but
recovers easily. Daydreamer.
Opinionated. Does
not care to control emotions.
Unpredictable. Understanding. Fun to
be around.
Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality.
Secretive.
Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music,
leisure and
travelling. Systematic. Hot but has
brains.

JULY=ATTITUDE

Outgoing personality. takes risks.
feeds on
attention. no self control. kind
hearted. self
confident. loud and boisterous. VERY
revengeful.
easy to get along with and talk to.
has an "every
thing's peachy" attitude. likes
talking and singing.
loves music. daydreamer. easily
distracted. Hates
not being trusted. BIG imagination.
loves to be
loved. hates studying. in need
of "that someone".
longs for freedom. rebellious when
withheld or
restricted. lives by "no pain no gain"
caring.
always a suspect. playful.
mysterious. "charming"
or "beautiful" to everyone. stubborn.
curious.
independent. strong willed. a fighter.


AUGUST=FLIRT

You've got the best personality and
are an
absolute pleasure to be around. You
love to make
new friends and be outgoing. You are a
great flirt
and more than likely have a very
attractive
partner, a wicked hottie. Like
somebody with an
August brithday. It is also more than
likely
that you have a massive record
collection. When it
comes to films, you know how to pick
them and may one day
become a famous actor/actress
yourself - heck,
you've got the looks for it!!!

SEPTEMBER=METAL HEAD

Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste
but tends
to regret. Attractive and affectionate
to oneself.
Strong mentality. Loves attention.
Diplomatic.
Consoling, friendly and solves
people's problems.
Brave and fearless. Adventurous.
Loving and
caring. Suave and generous. Usually
you have
many friends. Emotional. Stubborn.
Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates
oneself and others. Loves to travel
and explore.
Sometimes sexy in a way that only
their lover can
understand.

OCTOBER=HOTTIE

Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate
and
dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to
have fun.
Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn
towards
your inner and outer beauty and
independent
personality. Playful, but secretive.
Very emotional
and temperamental sometimes. Meets new
people
easily and very social in a group.
Fearless and
independent. Can hold their own.
Stands out in a
crowd. Essentially very smart.
Usually, you ever
begin a relationship with someone from
this month,
hold on to them because their one of a
kind.

NOVEMBER=SWEETY

This straight-up means ur the most
good-looking
Loyal and generous. Patriotic.
Competitive
in everything. Active in games and
interactions.
Impatient and hasty. Ambitious.
Influential in
organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to
talk to,
though hard to understand. Thinks far
with vision,
yet complicated to know. Easily
influenced by
kindness. Polite and soft-spoken.
Having lots of
ideas. Sensitive. Active mind.
Hesitating, tends to
delay. Choosy and always wants the
best.

DECEMBER=BEAUTY

Loves to chat. Loves those who love
them. Loves
to takes things at the centre. Great
in bed. Inner
and physical beauty. Doesn't pretend.
Gets angry
often. A meaningful love life partner.
Treats friends importantly. Brave and
fearless. Always making friends.
It is all about love and fairness.
Easily hurt but
recovers easily. Daydreamer. Horny but
does fullfill.
Opinionated. Does not care to control
emotions.
Knows what to do, to have fun.
Unpredictable. Someone to have close
to you.

Wednesday, July 18, 2007







This girl is missing. Snice 2 may 2007. Sad larhs. ): 4 years old only. Hmms.
Hope she will be found. ;D

We got into the final. (: Unexpectedly. Gna perform better. (: Jon saw me in the make up he fainted. -.-" STUPID ASS! Hmms. Went for the finance thingy. Played with them the game although have no ideal what it is larh! Hahahas. So i earned super less money. Tsk. But is okay larh. Hmms. Than the wilferd of fred earn super lots of moeny larh! Than show off. Hahas. But in the end bel won. (: Hahas. So, she gave me the ticket. (: Thanks. ;D While waiting for the bus saw the stall 2 aunty. Than chatted with her. In 21 we super noisy can. And stupid things happen! Thanks to BOONCHUN larh! Hit me so pain. #$!#@ ): But have fun though. (: HAHAHAHS!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY adaBEL! (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY kristel. (:

I'm really speechless.
Guess I'm still not over you hur.
I dont love you no more.
Thank you ________ . (:

how can i actually deny all the fact?

pictures.



emo-ing.



emo-ing? hahas.





yeah. the two trying to act shuai. xD

Monday, July 16, 2007

I seriously don't like Monday!
HUMPHS! Cant seems to concentrate can! LOL!
was having a bad sore throat. So he just wrote everything on the board. study well for the next test. (: Yup, as usual, for chemistry for the first period I'm super super sleepy. -.=" Than second period was okay. But was getting a little So, first period was Emath. And hell, regretted for not studying. Think I'm gonna flunk it. But I hope not. ): Hmmms. Making quite a number of careless mistake? HMms. Promise I'm gonna work hard hur. -.-" Hmms. So English has been always fun. [ for this year only] Discussion was fun! Comments made by my classmates. Super hilarious. =DD During recess, eat than go find xunhui. Talk than over. Hmms. Geography was a little moody. Cause heard something from arifah. Hmms. Is not about the guy she was talking but rather some reflection. Hmms. So didnt really manage to listen well. =x Amath, wumDidnt really catch well larh! Don't really understand. Hmms. So assembly PC was done again. And some talk about bully. After school, had drama straight away. As usual I was stress up a few mins during drama. The weather was freaking hot, and we have been acting out door! So sweats were dripping. Yuk! Had dinner with siti after that. She was hell cute okay! I swear! Saw arifah on the way home, than went home with her. 21! YES!

I don't wish to forget you but I wish to forget about you too.
I'm still not over you.
IAIL. (:

Last but not least, HAPPY BIRTHDAY XUNHUI! =D

Sunday, July 15, 2007

Yesterday went novena with mum and brother, just to buy breadtalk bread. =.-" But went shop around too. xD Bought Xunhui present. (: Tada. Hahas. DONALD DUCK larh! Is like so hard find can? So saw the donald just buy. (: Hmms. Than at night, went Geylang eat. Hmmms. Than went Changi Beach. Damn windy larh! NICE! =D Saw areoplanes! Kekex. I miss sitting on planes. ):

Rot at home today! Yepp.
Having Emath test tomorrow. Think I'm gona flunk it. But pray I will pass pleaseee.

Told someone who is 8 letters. Hmms. Hope i can trust it hur.

Kays. I'm hell jealous okay!

Some guys are super super sick. Mental problem. LOL!

8letters you are still loved.
I'm sick of my life.

Friday, July 13, 2007

Farewell party was kind of sucess yeah. (:
Hope you guys enjoyed it. (: Lalas! Was actually having fun! xD Cake fight! Woohoo! Fun larh! (:
Than Chris showed some guys magic trick. Its super hilarious larh. ;D

What's on earth you wanted to do that. Super piss off alright. Don't think I'm stupid. Well, I'm not gna trust you any longer. Really, you cant judge a person by its cover! =.="

I get irritated easily these few days. HELL!

Thursday, July 12, 2007

WEDNESDAY.
Have practical exam today. (:
LALAS`. Cooked spaghetti, meatballs in cheese sauce and potato pizzas. (: Philene is such a great helper. =DD Helped my lots! Thank you. (: During the practical philene really made me laugh alot. (: Cheese sauce is the super funny part. We cooked the cheese sauce like so gluey! xD Kekex. My food was not bad okays! Alot of people like it. (: Hahas. Satisfaction ! =D
After school went novena with Junru. (: Finally i crapped so much larh! =D Pepper lunched with her. There was hell cold larh. Burrrr~! Than shop more awhil more and headed home. (:

THURSDAY.
School was normal only that SS + Geo teacher never come. (: So slacked in class. (: After school Shenghui acc me go tpy sports hall, cause got skipping heats. We walked there and we took a stupid big round larh! But thanks anyway Shenghui. (: Reached there, the heats ended. =.=" So went pizza hut with ms lee, syk and other sec1 juniors. (: Was bloated. (: Think im getting fat! =D
Bye! Going out to buy things . (:

Hoping that you will be able to know how i was thinking.


Tuesday, July 10, 2007

MONDAY.
Well, starting of the school day is hell so boring. =.=" Not interested in anything larhs. But soon after a few periods got to use to it. ;D Hahas. So I'm still as sleepy as ever. Lessons was far to boring. And don't know for what reason I wasn't in mood. So yup, after school drama. Kays! It was totally a disaster! Hate man. Everything was like my fault. Yeah. And got scolded by . . . Whatever. Anyway so many people are quitting. It sucks. =x

TUESDAY.
I hate tuesday really alot!
Lessons were as normal as before. Well, didnt have PE today. Slacked around in school. Hmms. than recess. And for the first time i bought my food within 5 mins. =D HAHA. Shall skip the rest of the part. Kays now to Amath. Got a hell scolding from WUM. Yep. We stand for like 20 mins can! LOL! 3E2 whole class pon the last period cause no teacher? HMMS. So junru came and find me. Hmms. Than dont know for what reason we walked to novena. But half way,
JUNRU: " Why are we going novena hur? "
FELICIA:" I dont know leh ."
LOL! So I decided to take bus from the SHELL petrol there. But than Junru said that she cant take bus from opposite! ( Actually she could. =.-) So i accompany her to the Novena Village there to take bus. Than i walked to novena just to take 21. =.=" I feel like I'm totally retarded walked so far just to take 21. -.-" So decieded to top my fare card, but saw someone. Than forget it. Yup. Bus came, saw mslim dozing off in bus. (: HAHAS. Its hilarious. =DD That's by day.
And yup! I'm cooking tmwr. (:

I really miss those times when I was young. Although not much freedom was given, but its really fun. Miss those days when I was in kindergarten. Having so much fun with my classmates. (: Miss those days when I stayed in my aunt house, sleeping, playing and watching television and my aunt, uncle and cousins doting me. Miss those days when I went out with my father. Meeting his friends and those uncles playing with me. Miss those days when I was in primary school too. (: Although I was not allow to go out with my friends so often. But I really had fun with them. =D After school going to day care, playing shouting....i enjoyed every part of Primary school life. Primary one to six. I really miss Primary Five and Six times. Every happy moments we have & quarreling with the boys. (: It's really fun. And my CCA (: MSLEE,WANJING, CATHERIENE, YONGKIONG and HARRISON i really miss those times with you guys. Those stupid things we did. (:
Though having so much freedom now, but many problems have occur too. Friendship, relationship, kindship and studys. How can it compare to the past? Gaining something but lost even more...

I really do not know why are doing this to me. Really, can you like just straight telling me in my face. Rather than influcing people, telling them all those fake lies when you are the one who is worst than me? Someone know what had actually happen thats why it doesnt not listen to you now. [ No name shall be mention. So dont give wild guesses.] Maybe knowing too much about a person is not good. You tend to not to trust the person and more even hate the person.

&& my mother bought 8 goldfish and guess what! 4 died. ): Just buried them. Rest in Peace.

Friday, July 06, 2007

THRUSDAY.
Okay. There's actaully nothing i wanted to blog about yesterday school. But after what I heard about somethings, I decided to write about it.

I'm really sorry for those attitude these few days. I really do not know what went wrong with me. Justing know that I am very very confuse about lots of thing. Many unanswered questions in my mind. I just want to find those answer to solve it. Yup, i wasn't angry with any of my cliques. Is just that yesterday I waited for so long alittle frustrated plus my mood, I didn't want to wait any long. Cause after waiting one, than need to wait for another one. A little irritated so decided to head home. I'm really sorry for the attitude. If I offened anyone real sorry. So, I'm not angry with any of my cliques. (:

Oh yarh! I watched yesterday channel five show. At 8, I LOVE MY AH GONG. (: hahas. Remember to love your grandparents. Especially Ah Mah. (: kekex.

FRIDAY.
School was fine. (: Felt so much better today. Maybe is I decided to let go of everything? Just let everything go? HMMS. Yup, so PE was awersome. (: We fooled our PE teacher. He actually believe what we did! Hahas. And ZF stepped on my little finger. ): When my finger touch the water is HELL pain. ARGH. Okay, as usual, drama was like . . . Yarh. And I'm being blame again. WTF. Shalln't elaborate on that.

Many things happen. Hope you people will be as close as before. It hard to find a good friend. Treasure one another. Don't let a minor matter destroy the friendship. CHEERUP people. (:

I'm wishing for others. What about myself?

Wednesday, July 04, 2007

School have been super boring nowdays. And for don't know what reason, i felt so sleepy in class these few day, can't concentrate. There will be more homeworks and upcoming tests. Argh! Hated it so much. And the weather is hell damn hot. Yup! Gobal warming. Oh man! Can anyone do something? =.-"

After one week in school, i felt that everything have been changing so fast. Like my friends around me and myself included in it. I could not catch up with anything. I think I'm going to lose a good friend. I have been in that situation before. Than, I bought back myself. I learned to treasure everything around me. But now, poeple are changing, I let go of who I treasure it for along time. I don't know what is wrong with me. I may be crazy at times, laughing with you guys. Pretending that I am alright infront of everyone. But behide my mask, I'm actually not. The pain in it. No one will ever know. No one will ever understand how I actaully felt. Sometimes, I don't even really know what's wrong with me. Nothing can explain how I felt. It's really miserable.

Confuse about everything. I seriously don't know how people minds is thinking. Saying this, but doing that behide. I have tried my best. But nothing seems to be getting better. Will anyone understand how I feel if you were in my shoe?

I'm started to lose trust on people again. Afraid that I will get backstab once more.

I wonder if i can go back to the past and do everything once more.

Monday, July 02, 2007











guess whats that?





what about this?









the fun we had. (:



i really wna forget this place.



FRIDAY.
nothing much. after school have drama. it was totally suck. everyone having attitude problems.
well. forget it man.

SATURDAY.
went tampnise's mall with junru. wnted to shop for bag. but there was no bag. yep. so went to take neo. lalalas. but i was not high. so the neo turned out to be a little ugly yeah. -.- than headed to bugis to shop for more bags. the weather was freaking hot! shopped at bugis village for quite long. but found none. so headed to icon. HMMMS. the shops there was hell small larhhs. than slacked at the staircase but got chased out by the guard. =.=" so went back to bugis. arcade! hahas. but was those childish type. played the cat game. people staring at us play! hahas. we are pro okay! =DD than slacked at the doramon machine. than someone took pic of us! LOL! stupid larh! hmph! than went to eat. saw HC. bought our food. as usual. went to the once edge there and eat. hahas! went home about 9+ without any bags. ):

SUNDAY.
HAPPY YOUTH DAY. (:
slacked at home. nothing much. (:
saw someone.

MONDAY.
met up with victoria for the chemi project. saw amy and heman. maced with vic. than came sya (: hahahahas. went to buy prject stuff. victoria was thinking lots of sweets food yeah? ;D bubble tea! hahas. candy floss! ;D than went to search for the stuffs. than passed by a VCD store. and vic went crazy! LOL! so she called pearlyn to check if we could go her house. she said yes. (: so we went to rent 2oo pund beatuy DVD. it cost $4. bud a deposit of 3o. =.=" watched at pearlyn house. didnt knw the show was so nice. (: cried. aww. like so touching larh. *sniff* than did our project. if was so easily done. =D 1o mins is what we need. LAUGH OU LOUD. pearlyn cooking was funny. she was so afraid of oil. lols! than telly till 5.3o. went back tpy with sya saw xuepeng on the way. than met junru at wmp to buy food. kind of her larhs. (:
headed home than.
school strt tmwr. it suck seriously. >:(

i'm missing you. but i was hoping to see him more than you. wtf?

I'm really speechless. You actually know what I'm actually thinking. Not everyone knows what I'm thinking. Not even my close friends. I denied the fact actually. You really forgotten what i have told you before. I said before. I rather have happiness more than money. Do you understand? Not everything can be bought. Like happiness, friendship, kinship, relationship. Get it?

Saturday, June 30, 2007

FARK!
im really speechless for that moment of time.
FARK. FARK. FARK.

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

MONDAY.
the strting of a new term.
which means school strts!
LOLS!
SICK!
kayys. chnged new time table.
HMMS. was kind of happy with it yeah. (:
cas lesses lesson in one day. =D
hahas.
assembly was a total boring.
hmms. public caning. some peeps were laughing.
have no ideal why too.
i didnt see how mr koh caned them.
it like...
oh my. so ke lian larhs.
wadever.
drama is a total screw up.
i miss my seniors.
COME BACK PLEASE!

today.
im high in SCHOOL
hahas.
thats what peeps say hur.
bud i giv laughter to them.
not badd.
bud i was real sleepy. =.="
crapped with jingxuan all the way.
and were talking about primary school lifes.
awww. i really miss HONGWEN!

im sick and tired of it. i really wna give up. took a long slow stroll down the road at night. i didnt realise that it can be so nice. make me totally forgotten evrything. i think real hard. about everything. as long as i did my best, whatever happen i sure not bother about it. and tort of others matter. (: learn to let go. forgive and forget. shelfishness is not i wan. wnted to go MIA. but after thinking. will anyone really care? forget it than.

saw lots of think. knowing how my friends really were. sometimes i really duno what the fucking hell i did wrong to deserve all the treatment. everything seems to be my fault. fuck up. i really dont wna talk to anyone any longer. my friends. those that i tort will really care, in the end turn up to wrong. my bunch of close friends, compare to my other friends. my other friends is so much better. at least they do understand. maybe is just that we were together for so long. we dont bother about each other anymore? or we know their weakness too much. thats why ue guys are treating me in that way. than fine. whatever. i tried my best. im really tired of everything.
im gna break down soon.
real soon.
say somethings that i really dont want to hear.

how i wish im no longer in this world.
fuck up.

Sunday, June 24, 2007

school gna repoen tmwr!
homework stil not finish!
arhg wadever.

hope history will not repeat.
thats wht i always hope for whn school gna strt.
why?

everything is not done.
whatever.

if only you could let me say.

Friday, June 22, 2007

lol.
im eating cup noodle now while blogging (:
kekex.
went national museum ystd.
it was not fun. LOL!
bud i enjoy it .(:
im rotting at home today.
having a cold war wif mum.
2 more days to sch re.
byeeeee.

















Wednesday, June 20, 2007

thank you. (:

OH MY GOD.
im rotting at home. ):

im missing you really lots.
when will you be back?
is hard to see you not onlining.
where have you been boy?
or have you blocked me?
):
i really hope you know.
i knw im too ugly for ue.

im actually shock that i did that.
my first msg that i will ever send out.
i still wondering the mail i sent to you last time.
im so shock to see that email.
& wad more i had saved it to draft.
bud im elated to see that. (:

8 letters.
i love you.

chnged by blogskin again. (:
HMMMS. edited abit.
bud it took me damn lots of time.
a few hours. im noob at all this wad.
thats whyy. XD
did not go to drama today.
was having cramps. >:(
argh. don like that feeling larhhs!
@$%#^!
rotting at home all days.
my drama costume hav not done finish.
AND tell you wad.
is super duper ugly. duno how are we going to wear it. =.="
KEKEX.
ARIFAH! i need your help!
okayys? ((:
school gna repoen lerh!
YIPEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
miss all my schoolmatesssssssss. (:
but my homeworks is stil untouch. >:(
ARGH. someone can help me do?
HAHAHAHAS.


skippers. eh. when are we going out again hur? MISSES*. stupid syk! hahas.

i miss 2E1'o6 ):
those fun we had.
those crap we had.
those days we let teachers suffer.
those days we bully teachers.
awwwwww. is so funnn larhhs.
remember the time whn we having geography.
in the end, ending up at . . .
HAHAS.
really miss those timeess. ):
haiis.

Saturday, June 16, 2007

ther will be no time for me to blog tmwr.
so in advance, HAPPY FATHER'S DAY. (:
fathers are great too okayys.
not only mum. ;D
didnt really know what to get for my dad.
HMMS. he doesnt like anything. =.-"
MA FAN hor. kekex.
so intend to buy a cake together with my brother. (:
so that will consider a gift yeah?
andd tmwr will be heading to my cousin's house to celebrate father's day. (:
YEAH! gossip timeee. ! =DDD

went to celebrate father's day with my own family.
HMMS. actually went to hai xing luo. the place where its gna close down this year?
yupp, there. hmms. wnted to eat there but its like full house? the waitress told us to wait for an hour which is like going to 8.3o? HMMMs. so we decided to go somewhere else to eat. somewhere cheaper while delicious. ((: yupp. than while passing by saw a place which is like one dish cost only 4.8o . CRAB, SHARK FIN. 4.8o yeah! hahahas. so went there for dinner. ordered 11 dishes. but i didn't ate all. i don't like lots of food. =.=" im a choosey eater. ((: HAHAS. than went to walk walk. reached home and now im blogging yeah! (:

school is going to reopen in another one week time! gosh. i have not finish my homework! tiian! argh. A math, E math, chemistry, english, chinese, geo. LOL! is like infact all larhs. but all is half done. left a feww more questions than finish. no mood to do homework at all. DAMN! must buck up felicia! must do well in the next semester! i promise. =D

what happen to you? where have you gone. i have not been seeing you online for a damn damn long time. is it good or bad? trying to let me forget about you? or what.
i wish i really could. so i could really concentrate on my studies. well whatever. im trying. help me peeps! how could you forget a person?

8letters.

Friday, June 15, 2007

eating mamee now while blogging. (:
abit too old to eat that hurhur. hahas.
read a story book early in the morning.
was so damn engross in it.
than read until the last part. guess wad?
the last 2o pages are totally gone. >:(
i was like hell!!
who ever lost that pages. how am i going to finish the book?
ARGH! peeps. take care of national library book larhhs.

LOHWANJING! ue better read this hur. please for goodness sake. please do not go MIA. missing in action. please. lots of people care about you. i may not know what had actually happen to cause you to go MIA. but please come back. missing you like hell. although we didn't contact for a long time. but i read your blog . at least i know what have you been doing lately. but now you gone MIA. how am i suppose to know what happen to you now? are you happy, sad or angry? come back. you said wna meet right? going MIA how are suppose to meet up. come back soon kays? if you got any problems. care to tel me. i will sure be your listening ears. (:

thought that one month of hols will be a good time to forget about you. but things turn out to be another way round. im missing you like shit. thinking of you evryday single day. those feeling really really really hurts. i really do not knw what can i do.
i fell into a trap. trying to get out of it.

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

HELLOS. (:
oh well.
theres nothing excting to post these few days. =.-"
OH!
my house internet connection suck!
i cant connect it snice MORNING! finnaly now can. (:
IMAO!
argh.

im feeling much better after that . (:
sorry for the weird stuff.
i wonder...

Friday, June 08, 2007

im bored.
today is so damn boring.
lalalas.
just pictures for today bahh. (:
nites people.

ystd dream was nice.
is all about ue. (:




























Thursday, June 07, 2007

im back to blogging.
bud somehow i dont feel like blogging.
well. thers photo. shall upload it tmwr (:

argh. drama is making me nuts.
dance steps. shyt hell.
cant evn think of any. and luther songs is damn weird.
songs pls? anyone?
hell damn.

those feeling is back once more.
i really wna let ue knw.
bud what if things turn out to be bad?

farking shyt.
back to emo once more.

everything seems to be wrong.
trying let people understand.
bud it turn out to bea misunderstanding.
wad the fark.
shall say no more.
evrything sure be kept in my heart.
maybe thats the best way hur.

8letters. can i actully say out who it is?

Tuesday, June 05, 2007

hohohoho. (:
at east coast mac now. hahas.
is like so boring now.
with junru, jon and yuke.
HMMMMS.
cool hhurr.
no house to stay.
kekekex.
met junru at 3+.
than went bugis + marina square and shop.
guess what, we got lost at marina square =.-"
THATS like so stupid.. hmms. junru wnted to cry. =PP
hees.. ((: LOUSY HER!!! (opps. =x)
than met jon at bugis. than went boon keng to wait for yuke.
ASSHOLE! waited for him like damn long larhhs.
than went potong pasir to find david. hahas. he was nice larhs.
let us stay at his house tmwr nite. ((:
now we are at eastcoast, hmms.
nothing to do. waiiting for the sun to rise. ):
BOOHOO! damn borin.
junru is yawnin. kekeeks.
LLALALS.
im gettin lame.
BYEEEE(:

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

Would you be there?

If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears instead.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.

If I'm away, would you still think of me,
And wish that you could call me now.
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back..

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there...

wow. this song made me damn emo. ):
super nice lurhh.
finally someone uploaded the song.
find it for weeks.


MONDAY.
ystd went shopping with mum. ((:
hahas.
went pasir ris at first. cas she wna get the mum dad sis bro cups.
is damnn cute larhhs. bud the thingy haven out yet. 8 june!
LOLS.
so wasted the time to there. andd is like 1hr + bus to ther. IMAGINE!
LOLS.
kayys. so took a bus to tampines mall. bought myself 2 tops. 1 short. 2 ear rings. 1 hand thingy and a pair of red heels. (: tada. and im broke! =.=" bud is kind cheap after all cas is strting or haven strt the great singapore sales. (: yeppp.
bud im broke stil larhhs. papa i wan more MONEY!
need worrk. any?

TUESDAY.
leadership thingy was kind of boring. without those jokes, i might die ther.
is total boringg. SITTING there for duno how many hours? LOLS. 7.3o to 6.oo. yeahh.
bored. =.=" i made xunhui laugh like madd. xD the clay boy! kekex.
actually im contented. (: cas...
lalalalas. =D
theres workshop tmwr. hope it will be a fun one. and hope thers peeps to accompany me.
im in lvl 1 which theres no peeps ard. =.="
i can be lvl 2 derh lorhs. xD
oh. wadeva. im so BHB.......
kayys. im laughin like mad today cas of hm, siti, xh, elva and clarina. ((:
NUTS themmm. hohohohoho (:

AND GUESS WAD! I HITTED SERI's BUTT! (: hohoho.

when i close my eyes, i finnally can see ue in my mind.
FINALLY. (: bud whenever im thinking of you, ther will be tears in it.
wads actually happening?

Sunday, May 27, 2007

有多少爱能重来?
多少人愿意等待?
失去之後才明白
走进回忆的安排
一幕一幕的对白
上演我们的未来
期待原来是一种伤害
深爱的人一离开
是我不敢
忽略你给我的爱
现在我只想 
回到最初的时候
不愿让你再泪流
寂寞之後
只有你会陪着我
现在我只想 
回到最初的时候 
我知道你还爱着我

today is a horrible day.
of cas something happen larhhs.
in fact thers alot alot.
hols is here. well i think is the rite time bahh.
giving myself a break from evrything.
actually is nice not to see any bhss people.
HMMMS. self reflect time bahh.
i came up with a decision.
as long as the who dont mind i shall continue what am i doing now.
bud i need her support larhhs. (:
hope you understand what i mean. (:

evrything lies on one thing.
trust.

i shall buck up for my study.
do well in all subjects. (:
at least a b4 for evry subject in ca2. ;D

there's lots of unsolved answer in my mind.
there's lots of things i wna ask.
who can i tell to?
who can ever tell me what to do?

i will try to forget you during the june hols.
giving it a try.
i hope i did the right choice.

8 schools you went to:

1. hong wen
2. qi fa
3. bendemmer pri
4. balestier hill pri
5. balestier hill sec
6. MG pri
7.
8.


3 things in your bag:

1. books
2. pencil case
3. file

3 things you do when you're stressed:

1. doing nothing. stare at blank
2. sleep
3. cry


3. favorite fruits:

1. grapes
2. strawberry
3. mango

3 of your favorite food:

1. pasta
2. fast food
3. snacks

3 current favorite songs:

1. kong qiu qian
2. hen xiang shuo
3. thats when i love you

3 words you say a lot:

1. hahas.
2. lols.
3. hmmms.

the whos.

Who is in the house with you?
- mum and brother.

Who did you get this survey from?
- someone in friendster.

What are you thinking about right
now?
- alot. she, him, they.

Who did you last talk to on the
phone?
- junru.

Whose house did you last go to?
- my house?

Who was the last person you told you
loved?
- vic?

Who do you wish you were with right
now?
-errm. duno.
the wheres


Where do you live?
-singapore duh. =.="

Where is your phone?
- beside me.

Where are your parent(s)?
- one working, one gardening.

Where do you sleep?
-shared room.

where did you get the shirt you are
wearing?
- singapore.

the whats


What was the last thing you ate?
- some kind of flour food.

What color shirt are you wearing?
- pink.

What is the closest item near you
-my fone.

What do you like best about your
school?
- friends?

what is your favorite color?
- yellow, blue, pink and black.

What is your favorite thing?
-errm. dunoe. =.="

What kind of surgery have you had?
- nope.


the whens.


When did you last go to the mall?
-errr.

When did you last lighted a candle?
- my dad birthday?

when did you last see your dad?
- ystd nite.

When was the last time you fell inlove?
- errr...

BYE. im bored so decided to do.
many things are in my head....

Friday, May 25, 2007

im super duper tired now. ):
infact im sleepy since recess time!
LOL!
today is the last day of school ((:
so lots of people pontank. =.="
LOL! have games day.
actually i took part in rope skipping.
bud thann they nevr put my name.
so don care. join hand ball.
our team consist of david, chris, lsaac, jamine, shemaine and me. (:
there were only 2 b division grp at first. sapphire and topaz.
so we competi withh sapphire. we wonn.
lols. bud becas they only got 4 person thats whyy.
not badd larhh. they played real well okayys.
i kept stepping on peng li! lols. didnt evn know he behide me derh.
kekekex. sorry hur. xD
than garent got a team.
LOLS. super don like that team larhh.
so rough derhh. asshole.
and somemore made me fall down!
asshole lahhrs!
bud in the end we stil win them ;P
i scored derh mahh. kekekes. ;P
recess was alryte.
after school went bugis with junru.
was damn moody larhhs. cas damn tired mahh.
went finding for her pouch bud than i tell her go suntec got nicer one.
so didnt buy.
went to take neo. (:
damn funny larh. after taking one pic damn we keep on laughin.
HAHAHAHAHAS. we look so weird larhhs.
LOL!
than went jalan. soon we reached neo shop agn. so some machine can see our face.
so strted taking pics. we were damn high at that moment! =DDDD
bought a voodoo doll. it cost 12.5o. quite ex hur. bud is hand made derh. i guess. =.-"
LOLS.
bought sushi and than went home.
mum is nagging evryday. fark her larhhs.
listen to all what teacher say. =.="
LOLS. andd moreever. she only hear all those badd parts. good parts didnt get in.
f. not talking to her mann. wondering whn will parents evn understand we children!


the memories of afiq!

e1 spirit. (:

game day. (:

while waiting for mrs poh. =.="

junru. me.

STINGY!









the bus i took evryday home. (: i loveee the bus number.

im in love with this fone. although is outdated.



neo (:

guess what is she buying. (:

hahahas.

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

school was okayy today.
kinda piss off.
temperature taking early in the mornin.
i dont hav fever. ;D kekeeks.
a math was quite okayy .
did 5.2 hope i knw how to do hur. (:
chinese was boring.
compo writing. i did it in a short time. (:
finish nice andd long. hohoho. ;D
oh yarh. the guys was arguin with chinese teacher about watchin movie.
bud is kind of true. most classes are watchin movie. MOST i saiid. hmms.
recess was kind of sick yeah?
hmms. went to find those sec one to giv consent form.
hope they wil bring tmwr larhhs.
me and sarah was moody cum high larhhs.
walk walk. thann talk. HMMs.
chemi was sososo.
home econ. ms mai didnt come.
me and david whn slack ard the school.
shhhhhhs. ;P
CME was quite fun. actually i like to hear mrs poh talkin about her logic. =DD
PC. hahas. talking about coming sunday bbq.
wondering if i should go. HMMS.
than talk about....(:
after school went straight home (:
thn went towner seven eleven with junru.
actually she wna pon tution. than xh say the teacher angry.
arhg! so went to buy bread after that. than bought bubble tea.
stupid aunty told her i wan choco milk shake.
thn saw her put alot of ice. thn tell her agn i wan milk shake thn she use that not happy tone say i know larh. in the end is blended ice. fark larh her. duno stil say know.
somemore charge me 1.5o. =.-"

i know you are talking about me. thats very obvious. don pretend i do not anyting. in fact yes, i do. i just keep quiet. evrything you did i know exactly about it yeah. please reflect on your attitude first. don not evrytime blame people. think about whether if yours is better than others. and seriously speaking you are not much better than me either if you feel that my attitude suck. rmb what you did to me i will ask you to pay back. how you treat me i will treat you back the same way. i know how much you hate me. but if you really hate me than say out than. don pretend that you like me infront of me. and stop being a hypocrite. understand? i don mind if our friendship is really gone. cause you are the one who are destroying it not me. i tried to be nice. but in the end you are thinking that i was trying to gain something from you. come on, who wants to gain something from you hur? you think you are really that great? please for heaven sake. go see for yourself. i will not be like you. stopping a friend to talk to another one. i am not as selfish as you.

im really piss of larhh. so unreasonable.

8 letters. if i say i do now. will ue say yes too?

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

today is a terrible day. ):
my voice is not back yett. and my flu is worst! i used up 3 - 4 packets of tissue.
LOL!. thanks dave, wl and phii. (:
hahas.
some stupid things happen without ani reason. =.="
pls be angry for reasons larhhs. is like peeps at fault like that. if unhappy than pls say out. ... we were like thinkin is our fault? =.="

i got skippin rope! hurray. (: loves. i serious miss skippers ): meet up soon kayys people?

thers many thing i wna tell ue.
pls. can i say out to ue?
giv me the courage to say it out.

Monday, May 21, 2007

oh my god larhhs.
FELICIA cant talk now.
fainnts* ):
i lost my voice. now talkingg like one duno wadd like that.
all blur blur der. !! argh!
somemore lots of people say is cute. =.-"
dots. i wannn my voice back!
andd ii used damn alot of tissue todayy larhhs!
thanks adabel and atika for yr tissue. (: loves* (:

kayys. today school was alryte. HMMMS. lesson was okayy larhhs. bud is just that i keep on using tissue hur. xD assembly was fun! hahas. screamin all the way XD lols. thats the cause of making my throat worst. so now im will not be able to talk! LOL! silence. awww. hahas. mr teo is retiring soon ): im sure gna miss himm mann! although he is like abit irratatin last time? bud 2e1 stil hav memories with him lahhrs. MR TEO TAKECARE ;D
kayys. house meetin was a disaster? lols. hmms. peeps doesnt wan join. =.="

drama was alryte. (: know whose the chairman, vice chairman andd so on. andd my guess is correct (; hahahahas. kayys. i wasnt be able to chatt with my dramama. ):
after drama saw adabel. gossip with her about someone. (: yeahh. thanks for lettin me know somethinnggs hurhur. ;D wakakakas! lvoe ue.

i like your eyes /.(:

Saturday, May 19, 2007

im having a headache and flu. ):
the flu is horrible! gosh!
arhg. sudeen sickness. fark larhhs. don like lurhhs. ):
im sickk.
so rot at home.
sleepingg. using the comp.
thats my life hur. =.="

bought ashlee present. choco. (:

kays. i cant open my eyes.
gna sleep.
nites peopleeeee. ;DD

drama on monday!
hurray ;DD
lvoes*

get rid of my sickness! ):<

Friday, May 18, 2007

got back my results.
awww. is damn disappointing lurhhs.
expect the unexpected. ):
haiis. my amath, emath and chinese the most disappointing one.
@^#$%
the mood whn getting back the result was like oh my godd ue know.
heart was like pumpin very fast.
lols. failed 3 sub.
emath, eng and phy.
argh. damn sadd lurhhs.
not happy with my results larhhs.
was so emo-ed in my class whn i saw my eng, chinese and emath.
f lousy lurhhs. argh!
shallnt say any further.
im getting emo now.
my engg. ): arhg!
bye peeps.

im gna study hard for eoy. i swearr.

Thursday, May 17, 2007

im super duper tired today now lurhs. ):
after exams stil need do project. thnks to RATANA TAN larhhs. >:(
lols. well. nevrmindd. as usual im always kind. !! xD kakakakas.

i almost late for school today! runnin up the stairs when the security guard was shouting 5 4 3 2 1 0! lols. at o i was stil climbin than he said -5 -4 -3 -2! lols. hahas. well at least i able to get in! bud anth get was like peeps still slowly walk up lurh! unfair hur >:(
got back my Home econ and a math. amath was utterly disapointin larhs. ): expected to get higher marks. bud in the end got such a low marks! stupid! i stuided so hard for my amath than in the end? fark larhhs. ): broke down. bud no one knw yea. i must buck up for End of year! FELICIA YOU CAN DO IT! ;DD home econ i pass.! boarder line. =.=" bud at least i pass. 4 passes in our class only larhhs. thats like? LOLS!

kayys. tmwr is the scariest dayy larhhs. result! gosh larhhs. hope i will be able to pass all. pleaseeeee. haiis. ): how? how? how?

the thing i need now is someone to support. will ue be the one? ):

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

im late for sch today. =.="
pick rubbish. =.=" LOL!
bud i didnt get late form!
hahahahahas. bud kinda glad larhs.
cas something.... yup. damn disappointing larhs.

dragon boat was awesome ;D hurray! hahas. just got into the boat than got splashed by our instructor. =.=" sick hur. bud was funn. than others came splashin to the front! arhg! thann we have water fight! lols. i don have strength to push the water to the enemy larhh! so in the end i got drenched. =.o" than i was ther shout row row row! bud no one listen. =.=" all too engross in the water fight lerh! LOLS! hahahs. when goin back that time have a competition! we got second kays! we are not badd derh ;DD hahas. e1 cum N2 got first. tyco larhhs. =X opps. haha. no larhhs. kidding. hees. e3 dragon boat stil rawk larh!
my first e3 memories. (: it was funn. e3 spirit! YEAHHH!!!

i still love ue.
the smile on yr face made me melts. (:
i can only look at ue from far. ):


here are some long ago pics. (: durin exams period.

regret is what i left.

the thingy that make me awake durin exams time.

happiness moment of her life! LOLS!

a math. the table was damn messy kay!

the egg was cute hur. ;D




chemistry




Tuesday, May 15, 2007

ouchh. ):
im in paiin. >:(
du zi tong~ !! helpppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp.

kayys. today school is totally boring. evryone is gone. yeah. for cepp thingy. andd so our class become very very quiet. hahahas. bud is kinda fun. need not study. (: english was the best. =D was quarrelling with jx all the way. xD kakakakas. the yanchen was like drawing a light bulb. ! LOLS. lame lurh. xD bud i was damn high at the moment! hahas(: went home super early today lurh. straight after school. lols.
oh yarh! lots of people is going for the leadership workshop! lols. im lvl one. ): boohoo! im lousy? o.0'' kakakaks.
oh my! tmwr got dragon boat thing ): haiis. i donwnn...!

pain! ):

immiisingyou.

blogger is just a sick tingy. cant upload pics larh.

Monday, May 14, 2007

hahas.
i just did my blogskin (:
my very own ;DD
i did it myself derhh.
HMMMS. =DD
weehees.
nice nice. (: my happy with it.
gna watch television =D
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

hohohoho. (:
after all, i just wna say.
the learnin journey is so boring. =.="
bud i have a nice nap when goin back to school =D
wakakaks.

hohohoho (:
im in school now =D
hahahas.
is like so damn boring larh.
doin the coursework eryday.
errm. snice the day we have HE hur? =.-"
duperr borinngg lurhh! can we like please do something else? =DD
kayys.
morning went school. slack. someone is not in school larhhs!
lols.
hmMms. no name sure be mention =D
hees. attire checking. i pass! yeah. bud she say im untidy larh.
HELL.
waeva. i got tug in shirt can liao lorhs=p
hees.
ss was boring. so is eng.

byeee. gna go.
cher is coming!
he is boringgggggggggggggggggggggg!

evyone strted to know.

Sunday, May 13, 2007

fark!
i miss ________ ):
oh my gosh!
can i just say out loudd?
really loudd?
i wna let the whole world know!
tians. ):
fedup.
will you please read my blog?
for once? ):

HAPPY MOTHER's DAY !! (:
MUM are the best.
yeah!
although they are naggy at times. =.-"
wakakakakas.

it had been ages i updated my blog.
well thers no visitors to view my blog.
andd im kinda in a BAD BAD BAD mood.
yepp. im not sure why too.
haiis. somehow i don feel like seein all my classmates and friends.
argh! >;( hate that feeling.
how? how? how?
feel that when im with my family i feel much more happier although is damn quiet larhhs.
hahas.
well. just the feeling will just go away!
SHOO!

today woke up damn early today!
LOLS! bought breakfast for mummy. (:
hees. and bought her flower.
hahas. it have been long time snice i bought her a gift for monther's day.
LOLS!
im so not xiao sun. ):
kakakas. reached home. chiong to my room. wrote a note on the cardd.
than went for breakfast. while she's gna eat me and kor gave her the present!
hahas.
lols. she was HAPPY of cas . (:
hahas. thann slack at home till evenin.
dinner went to some western resturant andd eat.
the food was alryte larhh.
saw my mentor!
LOLS. the way she dress damn orh piang larhhs. =/
wakakaks. she keep smile smile smile!
IMAO!
hahas. andd our mood kinda spoilt. surent explain further.
lalalalas.
so thats my day i guess. (:

oh my!
tmwr is monday.
andd im gna be damn ma lu ):
oh no! how i wish i can pon school tmwr larhhs!
bud cannot!
@^%$$%@!
got learnin jounery. than techer say count in cca marks!
so must go. haiis. ):
I DONWAN SCHOOL TMWR!
ohh well. just hope it rains!
hurray! ;D pls rain!*cross fingers*

i miss primary six life out of sudden.
although is not the year i have freedom.
bud it those days i really have memory.
haiis. how i wish i could turn back time. ):
im sure i will treasure all those days.
haiis. haiis. haiis.
skippers. friends.
yeah. more ever . . .

argh!
i cant upload pictures!
stupid blogger. >:(
blogger screwed up evryone's life!
LOLS!

do i still love you?
evrything is just not write.
decieded to say no more.

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

tmrw last paper. ((:
three cheers xD
hahas.
kayys. exams is such a dumb thing. ); study study study. haiiis.
today home econ. well . . . hope i will pass larhs. HMMMS.
din like today . . . well......
argh. suddenly don feel like bloggin. =.-"
WADEVA.

sometimes ue will nevr understand it.
ARGH!

Tuesday, May 08, 2007

VIRGO - The One that Waits
Dominant in relationships. Someone
loves them right now.. Always wants the
last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal.
Easy to talk to. Everything you ever
wanted. Easy to please. The one and
only.

SCORPIO - The Addict
EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves
to joke. Very Good sense of humor.
Energetic. Predict future. GREAT
kisser. Always get what they want..
Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in
long relationships. Talkative.
Romantic. Caring.


LIBRA - The Lame One
Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love
is one of a kind.. Silly, fun and
sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most
caring person you will ever meet!
however not the kind of person you
wanna mess with... u might end up
crying...


ARIES - The Liar
Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one
to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser
EXTREMELY adorable. Loves
relationships, Addictive. Loud.


AQUARIUS - Does It In The Water
Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser.
One of a kind. Loves being in long-term
relationships. Extremely energetic.
Unpredictable. Will exceed your
expectations. Not a Fighter, But will
Knock your lights out.

GEMINI - Irresistible
Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great
listeners Very Good in the you know
where... Lover not a fighter, but will
still knock you out. Trustworthy..
Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing
VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has
a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong.
THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE.

LEO - The Lion
Great talker. Attractive and
passionate. Laid back. Knows how to
have fun. Is really good at almost
anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable.
Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive.
Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long
relationships. Talkative. Not one to
mess with. Rare to find. Good when
found.


CANCER - The Cutie
MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal.
Love is one of a kind. Very romantic.
Most caring person you will ever meet!
Entirely creative. Extremely random and
proud of it. Freak. Spontaneous. Great
telling stories. Not a Fighter, But
will Knock your lights out if it comes
down to it. Someone you should hold on
to.

PISCES - The Partner for Life
Caring and kind. Smart. Center of
attention. High appeal. Has the last
word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun
to be around.Extremely weird but in a
good way. Good Sense of Humor!!!
Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she
wants. Loves to joke. Very popular.
Silly, fun and sweet.

CAPRICORN - The Passionate Lover
Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent.
Sexy. Predict future. Irresistible.
Loves being in long relationships.
Great talker. Always gets what he or
she wants. Cool. Loves to own Gemini's
in sports. Extremely fun. Loves to
joke

TAURUS - The Tramp
Aggressive. Loves being in long
relationships. Likes to give a good
fight for what they want. Extremely
outgoing. Loves to help people in times
of need. Good kisser. Good personality.
Stubborn. A caring person. One of a
kind. Not one to mess with.

which one are ue ?((:

Monday, May 07, 2007

okayys.
new blogger really sucks. ):
yuk. i wan back the old one. bud just cant get it back. =.-''
LOLS!
kayys. today is physic. and im totally pekchek wit it. things happen in it. .. . shallnt talk abt it. haiis. hope i will pass larh. ): haiis.
i told the truth. to one people. hope it will not spread ard. the trust. i hope i will not be betrayed again.
chemistry and emath tmwr. kayys. i did not touch my emath. hope i will do well. =.p" LOL! chmi. JIAYOU!

i donnot expect aniithing frm ue.

Thursday, May 03, 2007

exams is drvin me nuts. ):
boohoo.
im sick. and its exams period.
what the fark?
okayys. been studyin. bud i just cant get annything into my head!
@$^$@^%&&*%
argh!
how? i cnt flunk my exams. ):
haiis.
have been studyin 2.3o to 6.thann 8 to 1o
kayys.
im goin to study now ;D
im gna mug hard=D
wish me luck peeps. (:

pls don hate yrself. it make me hurt too.
i will do aniithin to help ue. (:
just be mine wil ue?

Sunday, April 29, 2007

oh my god larhhs. ):
i just cant study. comp is at my room am i got distracted by it. >:(
i really wna study larhh. bud no matter how hard i cant. =.="
comp games, msn, frendster, blogs. LOL!
how? how? how?
argh.
lols.

just came back from serangoon garden. (: went to eat. hahas. the food ther was nice lurh. (: ate lots. im getting fat. (:

thers no exam tmrw!
3 cheers. (:
hahas.
im gna study frm tue onwards! better.
tmrw ms lee birthday! yipee ;D

byeeeeeeeeeeee. (:

Friday, April 27, 2007

today is the first paper of MYE. andd its suck larhhs. hMMms. compo was freakin hard. ): don evn know what to choose. in the end i chose MARRIAGE. lols. jon told me dhat we cant write ani good compo about marriage cause we arent married! LOLS! hahas. aniiway i hope i did not write out of point. =.=" kayys. i copied the telly show lies. hahas. i really really hav no ideal wad to write lurhs. bud at least i did write okay. (: hahas. recess was hilarious. kept laughin all the way larhhs. ;D bud they bully me larhhs. >:( stupidd. ! all with their husband or wife or child. thann left ah mahh alone! somemore stil say ahgong ther only. go find him! LOL! stupid larhh! argh! hahas. okayys. bud it was funny larhhs. (: arifah. sheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee is sooooooooo prettyyyyyyyy. (: yeah? ;DDD *winks* kayys. xunhui keep saying i zao fan. lols. than arifah say cause i eat to much hor fun. LOLS. shold be chao fan rite? wakakaks. kays. she kip disturbin me durin the exam. lookin at me. LOL! hahahahs. paper 2 was alryte. most peeps say was easy. i found it abit hard larhhs. cant say is too easy. later the marks lousy damn malu larhhs. LOL! hmmms. after paper 2 went straight home. yup yup. xunhui and junru went to watch movie. didnt wna tag alone. duno why lels. always after school than my mood piang lerhh. LOL! hmms. while waiting for the bus was thinkin about if he would be ther not. hmms. than whether if he wont take the bus. LOL! thann the bus came. i saw him. andd he took the bus. i was like wow! kayys. hmms. (: it brighten up my day. =DD

no more exams until nxt thrus. bud gna work extra harrd. (: study study study.
i've my aim now. hope i will get to it. ;D

im contented. (:
i lovee 8 letters. (:

sometimes i wonder if i hadnt know ue. i would not be hurt dhat much. bud i guess evrything hav fate to do it.

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

blogged finally =D
hurray;D wakakakas.
cant use the comp for the past few days. ): got banned by my mum. stupid larhhs.
kayys. so school was kinda suck this few days. >:(
arghh. hmms.

heard some unexpected news. damn disappointing larhhs. argh. not alot of people know abt it yet. well. about 6? LOL! how can we face the whole school? cant believe larhhs. saying that we can. than? wth. are we lousy or the 'thing' is lousy? haiis.

dont like my class again. i just dont know why too. i really wna know.
you. hipocrite[ duno how to spell. =.="] saying this and doing another thing. bullshyt larhh. suck. ):

i have been so emo these few days. lols! guess im stress again. lols! and im miss someone. thats why. really damn confuse larhhs. don get it too. haiis.
thn junru said to xunhui today on the bus : told ue. she's having PMS. [ personal moodswing] lols!
kayys. so most of their conver is on why im having PMS. lols! no ahgong no gongong? lame lurhhs themm.
kayys. in the bus i feel damn down. almost wanted to cry lurhhs. arhg. hate that feeling. totally suck. >:( bud after i reach home im so much much better. =D you can see my smile. (:

exams is coming. argh! really soon. don like lurhh. ); stupid stupid. doing amath can really make me mad. ); trying to do. trying to understand! argh! i can throw evrything whn im doin my amath. =.=" its damn what okay!

somehow i wanted you. somehow i don want you. i fucking confuse. evrything is not right. i dont know what the hell am i thinking. my mind doesnt seem right. friends irritated me. my mind keep thinking about you. trying so hard to study. hoping that i can get good results. but no matter how hard i cant seem to study. =.="

aniiway!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY in advance SHERLENE. (: ue are always loved by FELICIA =D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY in advance yaozu.
ms lee birthday is on the way. ;)
so are my father. (:

junru... 28 may is long. =.="

oh yarh. i cant see my tagboard. ): argh! and sherlene's too. =.="

Saturday, April 21, 2007

PISCES - The Partner for Life
Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around.Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet.

its bored today. =.="
nothingg special to update. so let just be. ((:
lalalallas. shall update if theres event =D
exams coming. guess i will have to study real hard. hmms. will be studyin from tmwr onwards (:

jon told me something really funny. ;D wakakas. wonderin. lols. someone asked me the same question again. LOLS?

finally i understand how can a person can be so happy whn the person ue hate is not ard. i finally understood. maybe i shold get away from ue too hur. maybe ue will be much happier thann. im not sure if ue hate me not. bud it seems like ue don wna talk to me. why? can i know the reason? or maybe ue think that i hate ue? really. i wna know. if ue happen to read my blog. please ans me.
bud i guess ue will not bother to have a look.

8 letters is stil i love. (:
tel me ue like 7 letters.


Friday, April 20, 2007

1. How old will you be in five years?
2o.

2. Who did you spend at least two hours
with today?
classmates.

3. How tall are you?
156-157cm.

4. What do you look forward to most in
the next six weeks?
my results will be GOOD.

5. What's the last movie you watch?
duno.

6. Who was the last person you called?
junru.

7. Who was the last person to call you?
junru.

8. What was the last text message you
received?
starhub. your card balance . . . . =.="

9. Who was the last person to leave you
a voicemail?
no one.

10. Do you prefer to call or text?
must see.

11. What were you doing at 12am last
night?
sleepin.

12. Are your parents
married/divorced/seperated?
married.

13. When is the last time you saw your
mom?
morning.

14. What color are your eyes?
black.

15. What time did you wake up today?
6.15.

16. What are you wearing right now?
school uni.

17. What is your favorite christmas
song?
not sure .

18. Where is your favorite place to be?
bugis, ps.

19. Where is your least favorite place
to be?
somewher creepy.

20. Where would you go if you could go
anywhere?
somewher that i can be forever happy and with him .(:

21. Where do you think you'll be in 10
years?
wokring?

22. Do you tan or burn?
tan.

23. What do you fear the most?
alot to be said. =.="

24. What was the last thing that really
made you laugh?
whn i heard abt my cousin ...

25. Who was the last person to send you
a message?
starhub.

26. How many TVs do you have in your
house?
2

27. How big is your bed?
single.

28. Do you have a laptop or desktop
computer?
comp.

29. Do you sleep with or without
clothes on?
with lurh!

30. What color are your bedsheets?
red n white.

31. How many pillows do you sleep with?
1.

32. What was the last thing you ate?
loilpop. (:

33. Are you bored right now?
yes! thats why im doin this. =.="

34. What you wish to do?
confess to him. (:

35. College or university?
college than uni. LOL!

36. Quiz or midterm?
errr...

37. starbucks or secret recipe?
starbucks.

38. Vietnam or Thailand?
thailand.

39. Singing, acting, or dancing?
ALL =D

40. Listening to any songs now?
nahh.







hahahas. im kind bored. so did this quiz. ue guys can try too =DD
wakakaks.
school kinda bored today. =.-" i ate 3 meals! LOL! im gettin fat. xD
okayys. byebye.
is gettin shorter each ther the post. =DD

LOLS!
i saw. i fell in love with ue.

Thursday, April 19, 2007

kayys. thers lyk lots of april babies in one shot.
SO...
HAPPY BElATED BIRTHDAY JIAYEAN!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY YUANQING!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARMAINE!
HAPPY BITRHDAY CAISHI!
(:
yepp. so was it.
lalalalalas. charmaine present was nice okayy. (: so cute n beatitful larhhs. xD she loveeeees it man. wakakakakas. and she have lots of presents. ): jealous larhhs. hey peeps. nxt yr! more presents okayys? wakakak xD hees. hmms.
kays today was kinda in a bad mood yeahh. cause found out something was lost! yeah. she make it lost. wtf larhh. that was lyk so important to me. thers story behide it. and thann. her farkin attitude and ue . . . yeahh. name sure not be mention. so... please don make wild guesses. (: almost broke into tears. thank ue man! althought i just some cheaps stuff. bud . . .kays. >:(
got back my amath paper. and i flunk it. =.-" 7/3o. can ue imagine? ARGH! i can get 21/3o. fark larhhs. pek chek larhhs. hmmms. study hard. ((: exams coming.
kayys. i don really have my dinner. =.=" only 2 small spring roll. argh. im kinda full and hungry? LOLS!
andd! today is lolipop day? evryone is eating lolipop! and i don hab one. ): so jealous larhh. i wan loli too!!!!!!!

takeecare adabel. (:

i stil loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ue.

Monday, April 16, 2007


bk. (: look at his make up. (:

feli. charmaine.

halim. mel. feli. sabas

prashan.

siti. feli.

sebas.

ms faith helpin us for the make up. (:

luther. so blur xD


FELICIA is the star of the day!! hurrayy!!
wakakakas. we did well okayys. (: bud din know if the judges like it. ): hope. they will like our play. din expect us to do so well. cause we were always slacking. xD wakaka. kayys. andd i did my lines WELL! woohoo!! evryone was lyk. wow felicia (: yipee. (:

school was kinda short today. cause left class about 1o. (: yeahh. thn practice practice. well mrs suneeth say i wasnt performin well. ): i was kinda disappointed larhh. so work extra hard =DD hahas. thn make up was damn funny. everyone lookin wierd xD all white white. esp those boys xD hahahas. ms faith chnge me totally. my hair was lyk. OMG! so kind of guai kia in school. pinned up all my hair! lols. imagine. wakakakakakas.
so.... waitin for the results. one week. kayys. thats long. lets hope that at least we maintain a silver. (:

Sunday, April 15, 2007

why do i feel hurt so much when i dont even talk to you. when i dont even see you. and more i dont even have any relation with you. i know i love you. why cant i be that lucky girl that you like. caring for her. helping her when she needed help. loving her in silence, caring her in silence when she have a stead. i didnt really expect much from you. as i know that we cant be together. never ever. i only wanted to you to at least talk to me. is that really that difficult? why do you have so many things to talk to other girls. every single one but not me? am i really that irritating? that scary? or am i too ugly to you? you use to send me msg, any kind of msg. you use to talk to me in msn. but now, not a single word from you. but whenever i see you, i must always put a smile on my face? letting you see im alright. but everytime we walked pass each other, we seem like strangers. like we have not met each other before. i do not know what you are thinking in your mind. i don even know what am i thinking too. am i suppose to love you or hate you. hate you not because i don like you. hate you because is the best way for me to forget about you.

to syk. hey! cheer up okay? you still have us. (: the four of us will always be together. no worry okays? if you have any problems call me. (: will always be around to hear your problems. don care about those guys. they are really that lame and childish.what for the hate people? i don really get it when people hate each other. will they feel much more happier if they hurt the person? even if they hate that person well. just keep it to yourself. what for you go irritate the person? hmm. do i make sense in what i say? lols. whatevr it is. just cheer up =D

oh gosh. im having a sore throat now. and im having syk tmwr. what the hell ? hope my throat gets better tmwr =D

i do not believe in fairytales. happily ever after? what crap?

Friday, April 13, 2007

im alryteeeeeeeeeeeeee (:
weehees. bud im havinn a sore throat now. ): boohooo. NO WAY MANN! argh! hmms. kayys.
today have two tests. well. hope i will pass all mann. (: hmmms.
school was kinda alryte today durin lessons only. cause im quite high? xD hahas. drama was kinda pissed off. yeahh. 12.45 to 5.3o. yeah? evryone was angry with us larhhs. not serious at times. hmms. wonderin how well we will fair for our syf. ): no cop or bronze pls. ): mrs suneeth say dhat on tue we will hav to stand infront of the whole sch whn she annouce the result? OH MY GOSH LARH! haiis. no teamworkk.
yeahh. >:(

i wna see ue. i wna know wher ue are. i wna listen to euur voice. i wna how hav ue been doin. i wna knw evrythingg about ue. do i stil love ue? love ue no more? i wonder and wonder.

Thursday, April 12, 2007

okayys. im lyk so freaking hell sick. >:(
this mornin i woke up. thann found myself damn hot. thann hor. headpain. muclse ach! ohh goshh larhhs. thn din really hav my breakfast. thn lyk super dead lyk that larhhs. it took me 10 - 15 mins to walk to the bustop! lols! sick larhhs. thn smsed xunhui asked her to send me to school. i really don have the strength to walk! kayys. 4 bueses gone. andd peeps were wonderin why i din get up the bus. hahas. kayys. thn reach school. well well. cant tahan. thn went back class for thermometer check. guess whad. my temperature was 38.2! LOLS! evryone was shock! hahas. thn take another time. 38.1. kays im sick! fever. so went down. take total of 6 times? LOLS! they asked me to go home bud i donwn! lols. got test larhhs. stupidd. the day was damn sucky. ): argh!
hahas. thanks vic for the concernin during phyisc (: im alryte. xD hahas. anndd thnks to my classmates. din knw they are so kindd =DD loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees*

kayys. im tryin to study now. bud i don have the mood to. ): oh gosh. amth, phyisc tests? tianns! howhowhowhowhow? i cant flunk those test aniimore.

i saw ue[s] lots of time today because im sick. thats why?

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

school have been so tiring this few days. ): haiis. homeworks. tests. syf. im cant take it! >:( arhg! sick larhhs. teachers sayin giv those syf peeps more time. wher got more time? they stil wna us pass up all those things! oh my godd larhhs. donn like. :( thers e math test tmwr andd i did not study pratically i hab no time to study e math. tons of homeworkks. ): came home late n im tiredd larhhs. im old kayys? (: wakakas.

drama mamas are slacking! get scolded evryday bud we just don gib a care? oh mann! haiis. hmmms. hope that our team sprit will be better =DD

evrything hab come to the endd.

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

okayys. im damn unlucky today. got caught by vp. ! argh! sickk larhhs. evrything! from head to toe! SICK! hmms. kays. i habb been studyin today! frm 7.45 to 5.15! oh my tian larhhs! none stop >:( damn damn damn! haiis. im off to study agn! =DD im guai kia xD byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

i love ue andd i hate ue. (:
i miss the pooh. ;(

Monday, April 09, 2007

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lalalas. im bored so done this quiizz for funn. well well. ue can see frm the result. hahas. xD
lols. hmmms. today i flunk my home econ. arhg. >;( i din study. don hab the study mood. BUCK up felicia! okayys and it was weird. on my way to sch i lost my worksheet! hell larhs. thats why i cant study. hmmms. ARGH! kayys. ss was boring. eng was okays. lols. recess i ate damn a lot okayys! im kind broke. =.=" lalalas. ms lim din really bother about us. as long as we kip shhhhshh. she's fine. bet she stil angry larhhs. HMMMS. chinese. teacher nevr comeee =D weehees. thn drama was damn tough! argh. my . . . okayys. im malu. bud i did my best larhhs =DD

i fell in love with someone which i shold not have.

Sunday, April 08, 2007

i lost my way.
i forgotten who i am.

LOLS.
home econ test tmwr. andd im stil slackin ):
better study now. ;D
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

i stil love ue.
________. (:

Saturday, April 07, 2007

ystd was good friday! lols. hahas. ard 2 junru came my hosue bud was ibathing. xD thn she waited for me for 16min below my house. hmmms. hahas. thn went down study til 3+. wentup play ps awhile jui go expo. hmms. reach ther about 5.3o. thn rooom was full. =.=" cant go in. argh! waste our time. HMMS. so went to the easter carnival got foods and games. thn wna buy thickets for games derh. wait for so long thn the guy say 7.3o thn can strt sellin! LOLS! stupid larhhs. hmms. so jalan jalan. thn so mr tan. he talk alot of crap larhhs. hahahahahahahas. most hen lame derhh lorhhs. thn went buy food. stupid junru larhhs. evrything oso donwn eat. say what later spoil xing xiang! tian larhs! so went 3 rounds. the staller vendors evn recognise us lerhs. =.-" hahas. thn went find mr tan help us take balloons. xD wakakakas. hmms. so so so. goin 7 thn wna go ps. thn ms faith msged us. so went back to find her. while findin her saw junru friend, amos and yq. LOLS! funny larhhs. hmms. thn saw ms faith FINALLY! we searched the whole hall 7 & hall 8 larhs. =.=" hmms. saw her boyfriend. ang mo derhh. hmms. thn after that went ps. bought sushi thn jui went home. junru is emoooooooooooooooo. hahas. din knw thats. LOLS! =DD

today. went bai my gonggong. hmms. thn lyk so hot larhhs! stupid weather. =.=" arhg.
kayys. im off to watch telly. (:

i feel so guilty now. ):

Thursday, April 05, 2007

slept damn early ystd nite. 1o. yepp. hahas. woke up at 5.2o. went to study geography. hmms. thn 6.5o went to bus stop wait for bus. took the bus. saw philene inside. wna sit wit her derhh lorhh. than the who go 'pah' sit beside her. =.=" stupid larhhs. evrytime on bus jui wan sit down. cant stand derh mehh? hmms. or he too tall? 0.o wakakakas. hmmms. english compo test was alryte. i got 19/3o (: quite alryte larhhs. hmms. A math was free preiod. =D hahas. for the first time mr wum didnot come. hmms. guess he was damn sick larhhs. hmms. e math boring larhhs. don evn knw wadd she talkin lahh. hmms. recess was alryte. . . . phy. went sci lab. im the one who do all the things larh. bud is okayy. =D as time pass. woohoo! home econ. file file file. yup yup. thann PE do 4 nafa items. i not badd derh okayys. must improve. (: geo was utterly disappointin larhhs. ): i memorised all the thingy andd whn it come to the test i competely forgotten about it. ): almost burst into tears. >;( hope i will pass. haiis. hab english erp. yup. compo writing. hmms. it was long larhhs. hmms. 3o min break thn was math erp. bud we pissed the teacher off. O.0" hmms. cause she was late. than we told her we needa go at 5. thn she ther kpkb say wadd giv erp she no extra pay. thn chris t said something that made her real madd. she stompped off. andd din came backk. well. . . who cares? hmms. =x thn saw lots of ppl carrying books home. so our class were havin winter cleanin! ahahas. cleanin the tables, hidin books for those who din come sch. andd my bag was lyk! oh my god! heavvy. ): after that went novena wit beal, kristle, rifah andd junru. than met beal laogong! hahahas. so quite derh. hmms. shy? hahas. LOLS. thn stupid larhhs. beal n rifah lyk bully me. ): we always quarrel whn 3 of us together! hahahahahahahs! i miissed a total of 2 21! argh. bud thn jasmine mum fetched me home =D weehee! hahaas.

tmwr is good friday. weehee =D hmms. maybe goin expo with junru. some church thingy. yepp.

goood nitesssssssssssssss. (:

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

hohoho. (: im here to blog =D
hahas.
today im so late. argh! kays. i was not in the mood to go to sch. so yeahh. dragged my feet to the bus stop. n well. i knew im gna be late as the sky was lyk so BRIGHT larhhs. hahas. hmms. than actually got one cher ask me take cab wit her + jf and janice. bud thn jenny came. jf cal her. so. . . i just wait for bus lorh .=.=" andd im late larh! >;( lucky got philene. (: hahas. wilfred and micheal was late too! wakakaa. so detention worhs. (: phew. hahaas. hmms. thn a math. omg lurhhs. killing me. ): im so blur blur. argh. chinese compo. yeahh. siians. thn recess. lalalaas. the rest of the periods im so slpy. wakakas. drama. the HOD came to look. andd wel. they wont really happy lurhs. ): hmmms. work hard larh dramama. (: weehees. something happen whn i was in the toilet! wakaka. funny lurhs. ;D
omg! tests tmrw. ): gna study til very late today lerh! sick! eng. geo. oh gosh. a math! argh!
alryte im off to study!
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. (:

be my boyfriend.

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

BOO!
hahahas. chnged my blogskin agn. thers many many many nice blogskins. hahahas.
hope evryone thinks is niceeeeeeeeeeeee ;D
hmmms.

today was alryte. tired day. hahas. mrs poh wasnt happy wit my socks agn. >;( how high she wna me wear hur? argh. she's gna check tmwr. >;( owww. i don hav so many socks at home lurhh. hmm. kays first period was PE andd im yawnin all my way durin pe lessson. andd im clumsy enough larhhs. LOLS. runnin n almost fall. wakakakas. kays. geo was alryte bud ms low was abit angry. yepp. chinese, we were doin newspaper shyt. yup yup. recess was okayy larhs. THUNDER! hahahas. yeah. windy. (: nice nice. hmms. eng we did comppo. yup yup. andd mrs poh show us our homelist. and i did pass up. ;D WELL DONE felicia. (: hahas. science was argh! ms ling was angry wit us. yeah. we didnt do our homework. is not i din do. is i don knw how to DO! hmms. she scolded us dumb . =.=" waddvea. than english agn. i wnt out to present. stupidd larhhs. hmm. e math lesson. ms lim was angry oso! wonderin whats wrong wit the teachers today. crazy larhh. annd yupp. i went home damn early today. ;D hahas. straight after school. first time in 2oo7! hahas.

tests is coming! omg. lots. gna study hard. (:

i miss ue out of sudden. ):
ni hai ai wo mah? hao xiang wen ni zhe ju hua.

Monday, April 02, 2007

today is a damn unlucky day larhhs. ): argh! sickass! hmms. first thing. having a stomach ache. than reach school, got caught for wearin ankle socks. wth larhhs. is lyk my class so many ppl wearin n yet she caught me n rifah. ASSHOLE. don lyk us thn say. need not do all this rite? kays. fine. thn reached class. late. well. thn found out that all our books GONE! sick larhhs. >;( tort confiscated. hmmms. than in the end is cher help us kip. LOLS. kayys. thn assmebly we performed. yeahh. it was all screwed up! oh gosh larhhs. thanks to sam mann. din come than. . . . yeahh. hell. kays. irritating. hmms. went hwa chong. yepp. practice. yup yup. funn. (: hahaas. reach home. bored. heard that co got brozen. hmmm. well at least they work hard. =DD
syf coming. lalalas. oh gosh! JIAYOU! work hard peeps. ;D yeah. drama mama jing shen =D hahahas.

why would they say that? weird. thinkin n thinkin. its lyk so long ago thing n yet they bring up the matter agn? lols?! hmmms. really duno. well well. at least. . . .
ily. (:

Sunday, April 01, 2007

theres school tmwr. hmm. shold i be happy or sad? hmmms. happy that i can see my friends =D sadd that im gna wake up early andd it wil be a long long day tmwr. argh! im performin! hahas. lols. hope i will act well. hmmms.

don lyk april fool larhs. yuk. ):
no joke ): no joke ):
i don lyk! YUK!

You'll have to be aggressive in a group situation today. There are likely some strong personalities involved, and you need to make sure that yours is just as powerful as everyone else's if you want to be heard. You may be dealing with some people who are much better at talking than at listening -- you'll have to fight for the attention you deserve, but if you fight with the velvety gloves of wit and charm, you will be impossible to ignore.

LOLS!
just chnge my blogskinn. hmm. findd that its a bit pinkish. =.-" LOLS. hahas. whn i find a better one thn chnge. (:

lalalallalalalas.
sch tmr. performin tmr. oh gosh larhhs. >;( ma lu. yuk yuk. >;P
co syf tmr. jiayou .((:
im off.
BYEBYEBYE.

thats all i wna frm ue.
hrasa why do ue hab to love him?

Saturday, March 31, 2007

BOOO!
hahahas.
stayed at home all day today. ): boredd.
hmmms. just now hab a nap =DD i dreamt of something =DDDDDDDDD super super nice lurhhs. (: hahahahahahahahahahas. ;D bud after all , it just only a dream. ): how i wish it would be true. haiiis.

i knew something abt ue agn. someone fallen in love wit ue. i became moody. argh. stupidd. why shold i alwyas hear abt all this? why? why? WHY?! >;( i rather donwn to knw abt the fact. i don wn face the fact. i don wan.

i wil love ue in silence forevr.

Friday, March 30, 2007

chatted on fone till 11.45 last nite. thn slpt. ;D wakakas. hmms. thn woke up at 6.15 thn took 139 to junru house. ppl tort i sia0. LOLS. evryone taking 145 thn im the only person at the busstop ther get up to 139 ! LOLS. thn get down that time ppl tort i tort tpy stadium ther. =.=" dots larhs. kay kays. took part in 1oom and 4x 1oom. hmmms. well well. expected, 1oom i lost. ): bud at least i din got LAST! wakakaka. i tort i will be last larhh. thn super ma lu. bud nevr =D weehees. hmms. kay kays. durin the 1oom run i got abit leg cramp =.=" than relay that time OMG larhhs. i run half way leg super pain. ):< asshole! hmmms. thn almost wna giv up lerhh. thn heard jia ling called my name. thn continue runnin. thn i last lyk last. after pass the baton (lyk wrong spellin =.=") i broke down. ARGH! cause i was lyk the one who pull down my team. thn i saw jasmin chiong arh! wow! fast larhhs. thn i was lyk phew. bud sadd lurhs! argh. ): cheer was NICE =DD TOPAZ cheer! woohoo! super nice larhhs. thn prize giving that time, topaz lyk won only 4 or 3 events only. pathetic larhhs. !! thn annouce the cheer. TOPAZ CHAMP! hahas. so happy. (: thn the whole topaz cheerleaders were lyk screaminn. hahas. =D dey are really happy larhhs. put in so much effort thn it pay off. ;) yarh! the day was HOT! argh.! im black. ): after sports day went wit charmaine to buy clothes for her maid. thn wna go off saw . . . kays. thn went kfc meet junru they all. saw . . . stupid larh! pekchek ue knw. than waiting to xunhui buying food saw . . . OMG! i was lyk. why am i so suay today larhs!!!! agrh! went off to drama. rainin. =.=" im drench. stupid. drama was boring. as im sleepy. *yawnnnnnnnnnnnnnn*

thers many questions in mind. all of them are unanswered. frends, love, studies, family . . . all shyts. well . . . i really duno . i duno who shold i ask. i found it hard to trust myself and people ard me. i really duno.

i got the feelin that ue are advoidin me. yes ue ar. thats why i blocked ue this few days. and i tried to hate ue too. i duno why im doin all this. bud after one hour of thinkin, i feel that i sholdnt block ue as im just hidin away frm the fact. i shold face it. no matter wadd happen.
i tort i would be strong. bud im wrong. im weak. real weak. . .

Thursday, March 29, 2007

im in school (:
hahas.
andd im boredd. =.="
sports day is tmr....
BYE!

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

i ate lots of swttttttttts todayyyyyyyyy. woos. hahas. (;
hmmms.
sch kinda boring each day. nothing is exciting. haiis. boring life. hmmms, study study and study. totally no life larhhs. frends are gettin boring too. cant evn hav a good cht with them. mon, wed and fri cca. tue and thrus erp. totally omg lurhhs.
drama is totally boring. bud i got one bunch of goodd drama mama ;D wakakas. prashan , seb , bk and all. hahahahas. making me laugh. ;DD hahas. thank ue guys. (: making my day happy =DD hees.

i some how forgotten abt ue. maybe is those attitude eu gave me. although it hurts. bud i wna thnk ue bahh. im blockin ue frm now on. sorry. bud i hav to.

Monday, March 26, 2007

i cant get into study mood now. LOLS.
argh. wna study bud i cant. evrythin cant get into my head. :c argh. kip sticking to the comp. o.0. i wna study hardd. bud . . . oh my tian!

school is totally boring today. ); mrs poh was damn piss off. lols. angry angry. andd all of us were lyk quiet quiet. bud i still joke wit her! yeahh! hahahs. after school went velocity and novena wit charmaine. hmms. bought arifah present. hope she will like it. (: hmms. drama was borin. yeahh. over and over again. repeatin the same old lines. boring. thn maybe wil be out of syf. =.=" is not that i donwna speak properly wadd. i tried my best kayys. your standrd too high. ): haiis. wadeva. if i tried my best n stil hab not get in. than. . . wadeva. hmmms.

evrything seem to be back to normal. although i stil see ue. bud at least i don really care now. (: the love not really there. thn hate not really ther. hmmms.

all thoes things seem to be a lie. i care so much andd yet i din knw the truth. i wnted to knw ue so much bud ue din wna tok to me. hmmms. i din wna knw ue n yet ue came in my life. argh. wad this man?

Saturday, March 24, 2007

im hereeeeeeeeeee. (:
hahas.
lets talk abt wadd happened ystd. (:
FRIDAY.
went to sch damnnn late. yep yep. i was lyk too lazy. =.=" eng lesson, we were havin oral. hahas. crappin on the way. (; physic comp lab. din manage to print out those things. =.-" STUPID COMP! so lousy lurhhs. A math. hmmms. so so bahh. as usual. blah blah. hmms. after recess was e math test. hope i can get full marks. (: evn. . . yup. buddd. . . wadeva. hmmms. thann after sch. was thinkin shold go sports heats not. think andd think. finally decided to go. as i go now wher to go. =.=" evryone was either in tpy or cca. so go lorhhs. i ran 1oom. andd i came in 3rd for my heats. ): fast runners in my heats. how ue expect me to win? LOLS. katika. joeng. haiis. damn dissapointed larhhs. ): nvermindd got next yr. (: JIAYOU! (: hahas. thn keep shouting for ppl. =DD hahas. support hen duo ren lorhhs. duno they got hear not =.=" hahas. after that went eat. lalalas. im damn full larhs. =.=" went home eat agn. =.=" crazy norhhs. 2 dinner? LOLS. i slept early ystd. (: i was tiredddddd.
SAT.
im boringgggggggg now. =.=" nothinh to do. arhg. i nid entertainers! OMG.

8 letters . -.=" stupidd larhhs. kip saying. ... im irritated by that kays.!

shold it be ue?

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

helllllllllloooooooooooooo(:
im super tiredd now. ); boohoo.
slept at 12.3o ystd. stupidd lurhhs. do the chinese project. all by myself. poor me. ): hahas. hmmms. bud today i woke up on time! LOLS. wierd. =.-" din get to see him. nevrmindd. reach school. A math. new topic. gna study mann. hab test tmr. =.-" sick. hahas. chinese. present the thingy. OMG lurhhs. im freaking scaredd. =.=" shivring all the way. bud we did a good job. =D alll thnks to me lurhh. teacher praise wl, wilfred, jiewei (: hahas. say they all readin for sheng zi. i wrote that for them kays! recess. ue wave at me. LOLS. hmms. than blah blah blah. wakakkas. science was as usual boring. lalalas. homeecon. same same. pc. cme. LAME lurhhs. hmm. after school slack ard in school. thn drama. drama was funnnnnnnnnnnn. =DD hahas. no seniors good good. not so stress. (: wakakas. thn actually wnted to wait for yuke der. thn so late. =.=" jui nevr ler lorhh. hmmms.

i tried to forget abt ue. budd no matter how hard i try its no use. i stil cant forget about ue. how? whn i was abt to forget abt ue, ue came out of no way. thats made me lykin ue back once more. tell me wadd shold i do? i really wna tel ue i loveee ue. bud wad if i fail? isnt that hen nan kan? tel me ue lovee me too. can ue?

evrything is lyk a dream. so real n yet so fake.

Monday, March 19, 2007

OH MY GOD~!
im so boreddd in school): boohoo!
home econ now. andd its lyk totally boring lurhh. wahhh. )):
its like snice term one we hab been in computer lab all the way till now. no practical! argh. no cooking. )): no yummy food. wahh! not fairr lurhhs. ): idoit.
hahas. aniiway today mornin its lyk total big rain. andd im all wet evn though i have an umbrella. =.=" shirt wet, shoe wet, bag wet, worksheets weight. wadd the hell lurhhs. when reaching my house downstair thn saw the who. lol. shock siia. wakakaks. RAIN RAIN RAIN.
lalalas.
hahas.
better be going off. if not im caught it wil be . . .
hahas.((:
MARCH IS ENDING. ): no way....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL MARCH BABIES =DD wees~!

a new term. a new day. start from new felicia. (:

Sunday, March 18, 2007

what the hell larhhs. is just 1oo bucks andd yet ue can say until those farkin shyt out. oh my god. ue think evry word ue saaid are rite. =.=" i don really knw whadd tu say. =.-" evrything just stupidd. cant be a HAPPYfamily for at least 3mnths. wadd the hell. must ue be lyk alwyas be the one who spoilt evrything? andd in the endd blamin us for all the causees? can ue just giv a farkin thought for ue? irritatin. argh. >;(

blogger! oh my lurhhs. super sucky. ): i cant seem to go people bloggie. ARGH. thoes wit -blahblah.blogpot.com or those wit blahblah-.blogspot.com i cant get in! wadd the HELL. evrything is'nt rite! >;( argh argh. went to someone's blog. suddenly i can get in. thann i wna go in later cant. =.=" i saww xinying blog link on the someone.
aniiwae i foundd it. =DD
wakakas.
lols. im goin nuts// =P

omg! its my thirdd post today. o.0"

im much much better =DD
wakakakaks. (;
talkkin tu some crappers makin me really happy. (: lame enough. hahas. can tell me loads of rubbish joke. =D wakaka. although they din knw im in a badd mood. (: budd i wna thnk ue peeps.
loves loves* hahas.
ohh yahh. i stil left wit 3 homeworrk. am i don think i gna do hur? 0.o english. oh my. im lyk strt in the first sentence. =.=" A math. totally duno wht its goin on. too chim. hahas. E math? duno needa do not. hmmms. oh yarh. CHINESE. =.=" oh my oh my. dont evn knw how to continue. chinese presentation gna strt tmr andd my grp hab not do finish. in fact im doin it alone. who ask all boiis in my grp. how ue expect guys to do project. >.0" hahas. die die die. bud tink im gna chiongggggggggggggggg! xunhuii help me ? hahas.

school hols is gona end in 8 hourrrs time.
enjoy the very last moment of hols before sch strts.
LOLS.
hahas.
sch are great?
im gettin lamer n lamer each time i blogggg.
hohohohohoho. ;DD

went tpy hbd hubb ystd. to support bhss peeps. ;D wakakas. hmms. bud saddly none of them were selected. ); boohoos. hmmms. well. is okaye. (: try agn nxt time peeps =D
boring boring boring day. oh my goddddddd lurhhs! i wna go out out out! farkin boring at home. argh. badd mood mood mood. )):

i tried to remain in slience budd i cant.
farkiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiin no moooooooooooooooood. omgs. im gettin valugar..=.o"

really wna go obssssssssssss. stupid cher. =.="

BYE! before more nan ting words coming out. (:

Friday, March 16, 2007

im really such a disappointment. ):
promise myself to do mye hols worrk. thann in the endd. haiis. did some only. oh myy tiian lurhhs. haiis. A math worksheets hab not done. E math ten years series. Englishh compo. Phys TYS. haiis. FELICIA. wadd are ue doin? wakeee up gurl. ue need to buck up. haiis. lols.

i really dunoo. sometimes. i din wna gib ue guys atitt. budd maybe is the things i cant get. thann ue guys kip talkiing aboutt it. its really irritaing. its lyk ue been injured thn ue add salt to it. ue guys understann not? i don wna shout, scold. budd . . .ah forget. wadd if i really tel ue. wil ue really understann?
why must evryone write the samee thing? argh. >;o

i missssssssssssssssssssssssssssss school ): i don wna hab aniimore sch hols.
emo emo.

whenn i saw euur nicckk. i seem so speechless. wnted to shout andd yet nothing came out fromm my mouthh. i wnted to sayy i lovee ue so much. bud i cant sayy outt. it feel so uneasy to keep evrything i my hearrt. i really wnted to shoutttttt. evrything i wrote in my nick, its all replyin back to ue. althought those words ue wnted to say is not for me bud for her. how i wish all those words are for me. im seem so useless. so hopeless. wad can i do? teach me. tel me. wil ue? wil ue?
i finaly understood wht ue mean.
evrything seem so dead lyk before.
can ue bother to tok to me?
can ue bother to readd wadd i wnted to write for ue?
can ue JUST BOTHER?

i chnged my blogskiin. ((:
yipeeeee. hahas. although the skin it not so niceee, bud i loveeee the song. (:
wakakaka. bud hate blogskins template now. >;( all the things junk up togetther. see lerhh so blurr. o.0'' hahahahahas.
today campus superstar. [ boiis.] =)) wakakaka. 2 of my frends joined. woohoos! jiayou worrhs. ;DD im supportin tmr n sun =DD wakaka. jiayooooooooouuuuuuuu peeps. (: junru wna join tmr. lols? hahas. laughin? *=.) weets.
habbb tons of homeworrks hab not done. ): A mathh drviin me crazy. ); boohooo. eng, sci. haiis. jiayou feli =DDDD

my blog gone kuku. ):< haiis. just now i went to yiweennnnnnn n vicc blogs finally!! bud thn now i cant go in agn. ): stupiidd larhhs. haiis. i wnaaa tagg peeopleeeeeeeeeeeeeee.!!! haiis.

siians. habb lots of pimples suddenly. ); wahhhhhhhhhhhh. suddenly pop out so manyy. ohh myy godd lurhhs. no faceee go out lerrh. :(((

ue cammeee backk. =DDDDDDDDDD lalalas. im happyy (: weehees. smsed. bud i tort i swear? hmms. waddeva. =D
here i go agaiin. (: ?!

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

im bloggin so early today. hohohoho. ((:
hahas. my mum is totally nuttts. >;( LOLS. scoldin scoldin non-stop. LOLS. world record? hahas.
life hab been so boringg. OMG lurhhs.
i wna go outtttttttttttttttt. andd nevr be back home agn. =.o. i wna screaammm. i wna cryyy. omgs. haiis. i really duno wht i wnt too. =.=" hahas. thers drama later. boredd. =.=" haiis. i cant evn say my lines. evrything is just now riite lurhhs. haiis. i havin my lunch alone later. )): boohoo. LOLS.

maybe i hav no rites to do that after all.

Monday, March 12, 2007

im bloggin agn.
LOLS.
the blog habb been so dead. =.="
hols are borin. HATE it mann. nothing funn. hols mean more homeworrkkkkk. ahhh. don lyk larhhhs. A math, E math, eng, chin, sci, blah blah. and omg. i hab not touch a single one. =.=" hahahs. drama was alryte today. bud not in a really good mood.
LOLS. nowadays don really know wht to blog. =.=" lost the sense of bloggin? 0.o"
ystd nite cht was funnnnnn. only the last part. wakaka. my echo evrywher. HAHAHAS.

OMG. ue went for obs. ndda i cant see ue for 5 days. ): this feeling really suck. ): i hav been missin ue. it hab been only the first day and im missin ue lyk hell. ):
regreted. really regreted alot. i shold hav tel ue. andd now. i don evn hab a chnce to say. so wht if i hab. yr heart hadd a person in it.

Thursday, March 08, 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF! lols
owww. im so tired. ): boohoo. slept for a total of 9 hr for 2 days! omg lahhhs. ):
ystd spenldors was GREAT! we DRAMA MAMA did well! yipee!! three cheers. ;D*
thnks junru, xunhui, jiayean, arifah, adebel, safety, jyjjie, xuesheng, nicky, ratana, david, wenlong, marucs, micheal mark/lee, jon, niandeng, yuanqing, syk, jing, jessie, amos, yiwen, louis, ashlee, charmaine, bernice, bk, sherlene, xingyu, joker, wenhao and lots more. ;DD [sorry for those that i forgotten to put yr names dwn. bud im grateful. =DD] thnk ue PEOPLE!
went to sch late today. 8.3oam. ;DD hahas. feel so weird. hahas. bud its fun larhhs. went meet them at coffee shop. slack slack. eng was alryte. a math test agn. i tort wilfred how to do a question! =D hahas. e math same same. recess was boring. just lost the mood out of sudden. after recess class i just cant concentrate. haiis. im so tired. =.=" frm e math til now. =.="" after thn wnted to celebrate bud i was lyk totally no mood. =.=" wnted to cry so much. haiis. duno why.
is a bad birthday this yr. ):
although thers smiles. bud ue werent here.
i tired love ue no more. its hard. bud i gna try. ue hav forgotten me totally. no matter how hard i tried theres no way i could gain back yr heart.im sorry for being such a fool infront of ue. msgin ue. im sorry. i will not do it aniimore longer.



this is M MEL! hahas. ;DD mye producer. (: SPLENDORS =D

jas n me. ;D

the behide was extra. ;DD
















doin wht hur?
thnks ppl. ;D














loves loves. (:














junru! ue on tv. =DDD

Saturday, February 24, 2007

actually wnted to go borrow books der. bud thn, yuke reached bugis so, hmmm. went to meet yuke n sheng. ;DD lalas. thn went to buy junru shirt. cause wna go acrde bud she wear sch u. so . . . hmmm went buy lorhs. thn yuke say wna go ps der.! OMG larhs. hab not reach bugis 1 hr thn jui go ps. thn took mrt go. saw wangyip n his frends. hahahahas. yep yep. thn went find jj. thn play awhile. thn bc came ler. thn yuke they all got bully by other ppl in racing car. LOLS. hahas. thn boredd. so wna go park land to play. so so so. . . walk ther. =.=" OMG larhhs. stupid. bud ther was funn.! hahahahas. wasted $14 in arcde. =.=" LOLS. playin same old game. lols. thn now my hand in pain.!!! LOL! hahas. racing car! OMG! im the last agn larhhs. guess i not good in drvin. ): evrytime oso last. SHYTTY! hahas. jj bought sub way. wnt slack slack. thn eat, yuke n bc are lame lame lame. the joke all so cold. =.=" stupid larhhs. thn went back ps. saw mr kai! HAHAHAHS. ;DDD jui went home. bought mac for parents. (: ate 1 n half burger.! =.=" old tian larhhs. full. HAHAHS.
finally watch finish the show! ;DD
NICENICENICE! weehees.!

tmr wil be a better day! pray n pray.(:
i stil love ue.
=DDDDDDDDDDDDD
bud i dont dare to say out. ;(

Sunday, February 18, 2007

LALALAS. im boredd. siians.
hmmms.
din blog for a very long time. so decided to blog. ;DD
lols. hmmm.
fri.
was damn sianns. ass! din hav half day! SICK LARHS! stupiid. eng was alryte. thn sci. lalas. victoria. !!! hahahahs. sittin next to her. shes funny. (; yea. hahahas. a hug that make me SMILE! thnks vic !! =DD thn A MATH. lols. faints. test. thn teach teach teach. omg larhs. giv worksheet. thn i don evn know how to do. ); how? wed goin to hav test!!! ahhhhh. donwn. stupid. thn recess. ate. stupid things happen. thn celebration. stupid larhhs. no that kind of cny mood der. LOLS. just giv out prizes thn go home. LOLS. is this cal celebration?! lols. hmmm. thn after sch got drama. FIRST time lor! drama! lols. no cca staying back only ours. =.=" stupiid. thn jr came to my house. go buy buy things. went home. slack. =D
sat.
newyr eve. hmmms. nth really special. dinner was er hem. thn went chinatown. SICK sia. so queasy. ass! hmmm. ppl are so uneducated! =.=" is lyk so many ppl infornt thn behide one stil push push push. HELL! thn shop shop. bought damn less thing. COUNTDOWN! woohoos! thn chat on fone awhile slept!
sun.
omg. today time pass damn slow sia.! ): siians. no stil 1.oo+ siian!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haiis. duno later shold go junru house nort? lalals. i wan ANGBAO. lols.! hahahs.

omg! i cant go in to ppl blogs. most ppl blog cant go in! ARGH! cant tag them. ): siians. why lyk that der?

Monday, February 12, 2007

lalalas`.
things have been quite sucky today. i swear i should'nt have talk to ue if things gna came out this way. all those hurts. ue didnt say ani thing hurtful. bud . . . ue will nevr knw. ue will nver knw i ve been lyking ue snice the strt. maybe it wrong to lyk ue back. maybe i should have forgotten from that day i swear i will. nothing can be undo now. wht else more to be said? to be done?

what can i really say? expected the unexpected. evrything doesnt seem to be lyk last time. i knew i doesnt consits in yr mind aniimore longer. i really duno. trying to do mye homework. trying to chat wif friends. i cant seem to concentrate in aniithing. is all about ue in mind. nothing else. trying to put a smile wheneva i see ue. pretending not to see ue whenever i can. trying to keep myself calm. i was wna be a normal person, loving a guy that i like. is that really that difficult? i doesnt blame ue. i doesnt hate ue. evrything is blamed on me. if i haven chose this school things wont have become like this. all those misery that i have. sufferin alone. no one even understan.
wondering if ue hated me?
wondering if ue really cried?
wondering if ue doesnt love me aniimore.
wondering why ue left?
wondering who belongs to yr heart.
wondering if i can ever win ue back agn.

been acting evrything my own.

Saturday, February 10, 2007

its funny. i cant see bhss ppl blogs. =.="


typ interchange. (:

DINO. hahas.

advertising. ;DD hahas.

guess whose leg? hahs.

those pics were taken quite along time. bud just lazy to upload. LOLS.
im damn sick. FARK larhhs. don like siia. ); next week stil go so many tests! siians. mrwum lyk evryday oso giv a math test. LOLS. siians. thn must study. but study ler also fail. ); OMG larhhs. how? scared to take report book. haiis. ): sians sians sians.

whats thats all about? whn ue cant evn have the trust?

i love ue. i love ue. i love ue.
can i just tel ue?
now i knw how it feel to fallin in love.
will ue?


Thursday, February 08, 2007

today sch was alryte. i tok. bud..... mye voice SUCK!!! ahhhhhhhhhs. don lyk. having a sore throat. thnks to junru larhhs. her food. eeek. hahahas. hmmms. lots of tests. OMG larhhs. must really really study hardd. siians. hpe i pass evry of my tests. PLEASE. hmmmms.

evrything is really confusing. argh. really duno wht shold i do? learn to forgive? look on the bright side? i really duno. ): what shold i do exactly? whats friends are for? really duno. my fault?

i wna go OBS. siian. always leaders can go. UNFAIR. >;(
i like ue once. i love ue frm now on. now i knw the feelin of lovin someone.

love me like ue once did. can ue?

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

BOO!
found out that i had been a long long time since i blog. hahas.
in school now. =P hees. cher dunp ;P
hahas.
gna go. (:

BOO!
found out that i had been a long long time since i blog. hahas.
in school now. =P hees. cher dunp ;P
hahas.
gna go. (:

Monday, January 29, 2007

I AM HAPPY. (:
lalalals.
today during lesson was just so farked up. lalals. i don gib a damn care aniimore. i don gib a damn care abt the loneliess. i don mind. as i donwna . . .

i swear. i'm totally in love wit ue for the first time being. (:
i miss ue.
thnks for making my day rite. *:)
thnks for making me smile. ;D

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

woke up early today. (: lalalas. cause slept early ystd. hahas. thn wnt to take bus. well well. missed 13o. thn hack care. stroll all the way to the busstop. thn 145 came. LOLs. someone tort i gna ran. bud i din. well. frm now on im not goin to sch early. !!! ;D hahas. thn jasmin father came to fetch me. ;D hahas. damn funny larhs. got one taxi suddenly came. block the car. =.-" stupid. reached sch. thn cht wit bc. PE. running. lalaas. i suck at runnin now. =.-" sadded larhhs. thn geo. wah. hell tired lors. climb so high. siians. thn chinese. cher tok hers. i do mind. lalalas. hahas. recess was boring. only me n rifahh. siians. thn eng. llalalas. read compre. thn sci. chemi. hmmm. boredd. math was alryte. as usal doin my own. LOLS. thn after sch. mr wum tok to me. well well. A math, haiis. must buck up FELICIA. !!! thn went for cheer. =.-" LOLS. tort huitng ask me go see. thn duno why im in cheer. LOLS. siian larhhs. arhg. dance dance dance. hmmm. well thats about it. im tiredd. there's so many TESTs. HELLs );
boohoo.

get lost man. ue hate me. i hate ue too. i don giv a bother care abt ue so does ue. i din giv a hell damn comment on ue thn ue jolly well SHUD yr damn mouth too man. as in ue are very good. mye ass. pls take a good look of yrself. F*****.

the wish came. bud im confuse now. hell shyt. >;[

Sunday, January 21, 2007

SATURDAY.
MYE COUSIN MARRIED. MRS ___ hahahahs. ;DDD was totally busy larhhs. woke up so early. hmmm. reached there ard 8+ take foto. she was pretty kaes. (: thn roy korkor came. hahas. ANGBAO! ;DDD yeahhh. was funny larhhs. lols. thn went outside take pics. wnt back to my cousin house. eat buffet. !!! (: lalalas. thn 2+ wnt home. chnge chnge. going out agn. -.=" RANIN lahhrs. sick mann. so big lorhhs. took cab. thn traffic jam. the money keep jumping. LOLS. hahahahas. thn wnt theer they register. LOLS. funny larhhs. all of us kip laughin. sayin wrong name. LOLS hahahs. thn dinner. lalalas. (: food was alryte larhhs. bud kip takin foto. (: hees.

SUNDAY.
woke up damn early today. hell shyt. 7.+ damn early larhhs. hahas. thn watch telly. after awhile big uncle came. thn wnt to meet fanghwa. lalasl. long story. no one knows our secret. ;P winks* hahahas. thn suddenly no mood. duno. lalas. just carn get high larhhs. idoit. thn wnt arcde. hahas. mye dancin sucks mann. ); yuk yuk. thn shoe spoil. necklace spoil !!! HELL! asshole. ); siians. thn wna went home. thn xh n rifah lyk not happy. hmmm. wadeva larhhs. thn bought chicken. yum yum. thn junru bought me drinks. waah! damn scary lor. treat me so nice. yuk.
hahahs. damn scared. lalalals. hahahs. thn went home.















my gurl.

THEM. ! ;DDD

US. (:

SLACKERS. :D

ME n COUSIN. ;)

cousins for life. ;D

at the weddin.














she's cute.

Friday, January 19, 2007

BOO!
hahas. chnged mye blogskin. ;DDD lalalas`

THURSDAY.

lesson was as usual boring. =.-" lalalas. hahas. during sci theres surprise test. oh tian larhhs. din tell der thn jui got test. siians. geo was diffcult. !! map here map there! ahhh. im gna nuts. hahas. ENGLISH test was lyk omg larhh. !! hpe i pass man. after doing finish, mrs poh caught mye lace. =.=" HELL. cant live without lace siia. siians. recess was boriing. hmm. last period was eng. yup yup. got debate. LOL! fuzi, yuerong , isscsa and daivd against micheal, wilferd, rifah n me. LOLS. damn what larhhs. don lyk don lykk. yuk yuk. was so damn piss off after sch. JELLY .!! lols. snatch here snatch there. oh my larhhs. whn can those boys don snatch for food? ! LOLS. saw him damn lots if time. hahahas. after jr n xh end their classes, wnt to velocity. weent eat mos burger. tok to the auntie will DIE man. argh. eat eat eat n i was broke. LOLS. siian larhhs. thn yina came. so me n jr went walk walk. hahas. junyang MTV she went to off it. LOLS. hahahas. wnt jalan. suddenly xh called and say. : FELICIA!! can ue pls come back. yina is freaking me out. " LOLS. so we went back. n she really did larhh. lols. omg !!! saying all those.... eeekkk. yarhh. thn junru father fetched us back. lalalas. took of pic for them at the car. one pic was scary. =X lalals.

FRIDAY.

woke up damn late today. HELL. 6.25 !! rushin like hell larhhs. bud in the end reach sch alryte. lols. in the bus saw a funny thing. hahahs. RUN. lols. hahas. assmbly got caught by lace agn. she said she gna giv me a pink slip n call mye parents. i was lyk. wth. !!! thn geo lesson. saw eh hem. thn tort he wna wlk this direction so let him wlk. thn he oso let me wlk. LOL! bang. dots. thn i quicky wlk anth way. hahas. LOLS. a math ! omg larhhs. suddenly got test. siians larhh. i duno. ); boohoo. must really study hard mann. haiis. eng. blog thing agn. lols. after her lesson she gave me anth CHANCE! yeaaa !! hahas. stayed back for chinese erp. haais. siann larhhs.

gurls be careful man. some IDOIT SHOW .. . . . yea.. becareful.

tmr will be a busy day. cousin marrying. LOLS.
sun will be a busy day too. fanghwa leaving. ); boohoo.
nxt week got lots n lots of tests.!!!!
2 more weeks to bc birthday.
3 more weeks to rehersal. ! ohh tian.


i wrote ue in mye heart.

felicia . junru. (:

xunhui. yina. junru. LOLS.


farewell party. ); good luck.

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

TODAY WAS FANGHWA LAST DAY. );
boohoo. i will miss ue. ): haiis.

bud today was funn larh. mr wum din not get angry. ;DD yeahh ! wink* hahas. as usual ms lim was a bit crazy. hmm. hahas. pang was laughin at himself. hahas. chris ue knw. hahas. ;DDD recess was funn funn funn larh. bud sad sad sad too. !!! LOL! had a farewell party. the card was NICE! i deco it. ;DDD lallas. it cost $20. ex larhh. bud thn the food money i pay der.! no one return larhh. ASSHOLE. ); hahas. took 2e1 foto !! hahas. nice larhh. drama was alryte. the sec ones seem to lyk me. !!! ;DDD yeahh !! bud oso duno why. din really tok to them too der. hmm. hahhas. FELICIA . ;DDD yipee. good luck to me for tmr eng test. (:

nites ppl. im sleeply. Zzzz.


dilah, xunhui and me. ;DDD

FANGHWA. i wil miss ue. );

the carrd. damn big larhh.

she's cute. (:

Friday, January 12, 2007

school haven been good since school strt. haiis. evrything is'nt good. bud im being a guai kia more. (: lalalas. ystd morning was hell bad larhh. just don like sch. haiis. bud i lyk after sch. ;D wakakakaks. LOL!
evrything is just wishful thinkin of me. wil i evn had a chnce? wil i?
i'm sorry. i'm confuse. evrything suck.

Friday, January 05, 2007

time pass so slowly. ohh god. can someone pls just turn it to 2oo8. argh. no better 2oo9. argh. duno larh. just farking sian. turn the clock. turn the earth. turn it fast. turn turn turn!

it just totally suck today. farking farking suck. );
a math lesson was the worst. i hated hated hated it lyk shyt hell. no one to be wif. fark! the loneliness. who can understan? who? how i wish ther's no sch. i don mind sching. bud pls HELL not to study alryte? evryone is just gone larh. wht the hell for chnge class? to mde OUR lives misery? asshole! making lots of ppl in the bad mood? stupid shyt. argh i just don lyk the feeling. ]; siian! just felt totally happy whn its after sch. although those farkin feelings are stil ther. im happy in drama. heard tht loads of sec1 wna come join drama. ;) hpe they wil come eventually. yup yup. bud reach home. FARK mye mum. strt naggin. asshole. did nth stil scold. ASS larhh. wadeva.

feelin real down larhh. aniiway thnks louis, joker, jing n yuanda for cheering me up. (: thnks.
jing n yuanda. im so so sorry. is not that i donwna reply ue guys bud. is just that evrytime i see wht ue guys said it mde me drp tears. im so sorry. i don evn knw wht the farkin hell im doin larhh. so sorry.

tears roll down. wht can i do? wht can i say? nth. hping that ue will comfort me. bud ue did nth. was all that mye imagination? or wht? wad are ue really trying to do? TALK to me. TELL me. wht the hell ue thinking. yr frends n ue. mde me feel uneasy. saying hi. all those. argh. i really duno duno.

Thursday, January 04, 2007

saw whenever it written on it. kaes. im jealous. im just tellin the truth.

sch totally totally suck larhh. argh !!! just farking don lyk it man. ); HATE HATE HATE.

WEDNESDAY.
wnt to meet arifah thn wnt up the hill. LOL! it was tiring okaye. =.-" hees. hahas. thn saw mye name. FELICIA 3e3. well well. pretty sucky. imagin 4 2e1 pupils went in to that class onli. oh my tian tian! argh. totally suck suck larh. ): boohoo. our form teaches are mrs poh [ frm monks hill] n mdm lee. they alryte. mrs poh are pretty nice. (: yep yep. hahas. mye class lyk. omg! so quiet larhh. argh. sick larhh. don lyk. no laughter. no fun. ): 2E1 ! i miss ue!!! ;( pc period wnt to find drama ppl. thn wnt to 2n2 find brasan. the mr chua was lyk deaf larhh. said so loud thn he stil say WHAT!. =.-" mde me so ma lu. arghh. sch ened 2.30 siian.!!! 25min more thn last yr. LOL! ass larhh. thn got drama. pretty fun + boring. hahahas. actually 6 end bud in the end 4.52. so wnted to stay back for awhile. thn saw yina. wanted for bc. LOL! st john are tough. !!!! they are fierce fierce !!! hahhas. thn yina wnted to wait for jj. so pei her wait. thn fark. band ended at 6.3o !!! argh! bro called. so mum scold. so chiong all the way home. sick larh. thn reach home. there's go her nagging. farking shyt. hate it. quarrel wif her. hated her mann. >=( no homework. (: lalalas. that the day.

THRUSDAY.
waited for rifah. bud she din turn up cos her father fetch her. =.=" asshole. mde me waited for her lyk 15 mins. argh! reached classroom. lalalals. quiet quiet. sians larh. chnge lots of room today. cos chnge of lesson. lalala. sci lesson was damn quiet larh. evryone was lyk mute. hahahahs. n that time i was havin runnin nose. =.=" sick ass. thnks adel for yr tiusse. ;D hahas. recess was boring. =.-" onli me n rifah. yarh heard so them toking abt me. lol. pls larh . lyk i wn to .... =PP hees. hahahas. after sch wnt to eat thn waited for xh n jr. their class end at 3.15. hmm. well well. both of them feel lyk crying. lols. petty jr more larhh. imagin no frends there. haiis.4 wnt home. was farkin no mood. argh duno well. siians. hoping for a better day tmr bahh.

i don mind. bud can ue guys just giv the same care that i gave? arhg. is lyk. ... those feelin cant be explain.

argh. 2oo7 is a bad bad yr. ): starting of the yr things just not rite. does it really going to continue? i hpe not. ):

love me lyk once ue did.

Monday, January 01, 2007

GOODBYE 2oo6.
WELCOME 2oo7. =DD

hahahas. wnt suntec wit jing, cat, harry, syk, ben n his frends. met up wit jing. thn cat. took the bus to suntec. wnt acrade. thn eat. thn wnt to slack opp the cinema. took pics. thn wnt carefour buy things jui go home. took 133 home. thn wah. fark. traffic jam siia! thn at the esplande the bus driver say last stop. thn evryone tort the bus nevr go aniiwher ler. 3/4 ppl wnt down. LOL!. it took me lyk 1.25hr to reach home. fark larh. damn long. thn count down. woohoo~!!! hahas. damn high larh! my mum tort i siia0. ;PP hees.

foto time. (:














short to tall. im dat shortest larh. ass. !!!














yo !!! hahas. ;D [finally saw harrison worhs. ] !














cat n feli. ;D loves*

Thursday, December 28, 2006

FARK LARH.
nabeii. hate ue larhh. asshole. wna use comp don let. wna go out with frends ue oso don allow. nabeii. asshole!!!!
fark. fark. fark. fark. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

damn thing. 3 weeks connection lousy. asshole. evrything suck larhh. suck. arghh !!!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, December 26, 2006

BAD CHIRSTMAS.
evrything is just farking farking badd.
hated evrything.
comon, is ue all wna be baised thn just fark off man.
evryone one of ue are. nabeii. thinking that im blind? thinking that mye brother is blind. can ue all just give a farking little concern ?

bad bad year. can anything be good?
FARK FARK FARK. totally no mood.

Friday, December 22, 2006

LALALALAs. (:
went to sch today. sec1 registration. lols. saw seb whn goin to sch. reach sch downstari ard 7.2o. rifah asked me to wait for her. waited for her till 7.27 jui went up. cause mel said 7.3o need to reach sch. bud wnt up. din saw mel bud saw JUNRU. ! hahas. thn wnt to cht wit her. went to drama table there no mel. so wnt jalan wit junru. walk here walk there. lalals. thn saw niandeng ! hahas. duno who caught his hair. lol. im laughin. =x opps. hahas. [nd if ue happen to see this no offence worhs.] hahas. saw xs. so gave him the present. he damn funny larh. ask " give me der arh?" i reply. " nonono! lend. must return der." wah lame larh. thn finally saw mel at the canteen. (: hees. thn whn to mac table. mrs sunneth came. they all sabo me. ): ask me to drw the drama words. ass larh. so sucky larh. i destory the art.! mye art suck! argh!! pekchek. thn the o7' sec1 came! ask them join drama! hahas. two wna join! mye hard work larhh. some ppl danm wht sia. tok to them thn just walk away. argh! bud nvermind. (: im kindhearted. hahahs. =DD xunhui! ue steal mye customer! kip saying join band! stupid larh. ;P hahas. thn not long after no one came. so wnt to slp. =P bud later cher cal us up. sian! so long. watch our o5 sfy video four time! lols. sian. thn cher saw us sian. treat us drink! hahas. thn came back thn she say we can go ler! woohoo! hahas. finally!!!! =DDDD thn wnt to find xh at music rm. saaw jr asked her to help me get balloons. thn got one co gurl gave me 2. thn saw one it wrote " FARK OFF!" walau eh. thn wnt ns eat kfc. hahahas. thn wnt velocity see the junyang mv. hahas. me n xunhui are nut! hahas. copy thn junyang sing. =D hahahas. bud i just cant get high larh. asshole. hm. thn reach home. found out that bought wrong A math txtbook. so called mum. thn she asked me cal me to go dwn n meet her. thn brought mye book dwn. damn heavy. ): thn refund. hahas. wnt popular bought A math txtbk n social studies txt bk n work bk. lols. mye money. fly agn. ): boohoo. thn wnt bugis. bought one shirt. (: nicenice. hahas. bought cat christmas present. wah! im broke broke broke larhh. ): i nid money!!!!!!! dinner was yummy. ;D hahas. bbq! yum yum!!!! hees.

im confuse confuse confuse. arhg. will ue evr read mye blog? will ue?

christmas coming!!!!! PRESENTS!!! i wna loads loads loads. ;DD bud i don think i cn get alot. ): haiis. hahahahas.

heard that 2 ppl commited sucide near mye house. haiis. was wonderin. does it means that ue cant solve a problem thn ue will hav to commit sucide? argh. why cant they solve in peace? is real sadd larhh. many ppl die because they hav problems. haiis.

Monday, December 18, 2006

chnge mye blogskin. (:
hahas. very plain. bud is nice. hees. i do half der. xD
lols. nice mahh? hm. must giv comments worhhs. hees.

why do parents alwyas nag at their children? because of our oown sake?
argh. im not sure abt it larhh. hm. they scold they nag. bud they don evn know our feelings. argh. they alwyas think that they are rite. so are they really rite? really wna knw which adult will really understand children. hm.

confuse. confuse. confuse. sometimes ue treat me lyk yr enemy. sometimes ue treat me real nice. im really confuse. so? shold i be cold towards ue or i shold be real nice to ue. i really duno. if i cold towards ue. ppl will think is mye fault. if i being nice to ue. ue will think im gainin something and maybe ue wont evn giv a hack. fark larh. so what are ue thinkin mah!

im boredd. so decided to blog. (:
hahas.
it had been a long long long time snice i blogged.
lols.
hm. past few days i having a bad stomachache! argh. that feeling totally sucks larh. >:( hate it man. lols. actually wanted to chnge blogskin. bud cant fine any nice blogskin. im rotting at home for lyk 4 days! argh. wna go out ler!!! cause sch repoenin. sians. duno if i shold be happy or sadd. haiis. oh yarh. stil hab nt buy my books. LOL! bought only two books. A math n english. ahhhhh. wadeva larh. hm.
read jiayean blog just now. awww. so sweet of her larh. hahas. jiayean. rmb we can stil scream n shout n go crazy after sch. ;DDD hahas. loveee ue too larhh. (:

christmas is coming!!!!!!! yipeee. i wan PRESENTS. ;DDD giv me. !!! lols.
im off. ;D byes.

Friday, December 15, 2006

7 things!
7things that make you freak:
` zhang lang ! =X
` lizards .
` some insects .
` duno. cant think of it.
7books to be complimented:
` i seldom read books .
7wishes in your life:
` freedom !
` good health .
` lots of money . $$$$
` eh hem . (: i knw it can ler. (:
` good results .
` good life .
` good friends. (:
7friends you have in mind:
` xunhui .
` junru .
` wanjing .
` catherine .
` him . *grins*
` him . *grins* (:
` her .
7favorite sports:
` skipping .
` volleyball .
` rockclimbing .
` badminton .
` cant think now.
7favorite artists:
` i lyk all. ?! LOls.
7favorite songs:
`too many to list .
which countries have you been to:
` thailand .
` korea .
` beijing .
` indonesia .
` malaysia .
` forgotten. =.-"
of which was the best:
` korea n thailand. (:
favorite momets in a certain place:
` hahas. shshhh.
what color would you want your eyes to be:
` brown .
color of hair:
` brown .
the tone of your skin:
` fair.
how far apart your eyes to be:
` hur?
glasses/ no glasses:
` no GLASSES !
how big your feet to be:
` size 4 .(:
thick lips:
` yuk.
freckles/ warts:
` NO!
change of identity:
` hmm.
change of name:
` i love mye name. (:
change of nationality:
` maybe. ;D
sports you play/ played before:
` soccer.
` basketball.
` skipping.
` volleyball.
` captain ball.
` netball.
` rounders.
` zipline.
` rock climbing.
` badminton.
` swimming.
` table tennis.
` frisbee.
` bowling.
` ALOT!
favorite one:
` mostly all are fun. (:
sports you wna go for:
` hm. not sure.
memorable experience in anyone of them:
` skipping.
2o friends off your head you're thinking of:
` too many.

the longest one you've known &kept in contact with:
` hm. jing ?

the kind of friend you would hate:
` back stapper.
` proud.
` those peepal hate i hate too. LOLs.

the 1 wish you would wna have for them:
` hm.
the 1 thing you would give to them:
` care. (:

eye color:
` brown.
blonde/ brunette:
` hm.

accent/ no accent:
` no.

sweet voice:
` yes. !
moustache/ facial hair:
` nah.
family-orientated:
` hmm. yes? no?
career-freak:
` no.!
tattoos:
` alrite.
what gives you a headache:
` lots!
kiss a stranger:
` no! of cus not.
do dares which requires you to talk to strangers:
` yarh.
embarrass yourself in front of the school for $1oo:
` nah.
smoked:
` no.
drank:
` i don drink. =.="

been in an r/s:
` hm.?

woke up in the middle of the night &laughed like a hyena:
` no.

cracked:
` hur?
sung in the showers:
` lols. yarh.

what would you do in the snow:
` play wit snow. =.-"
what would you do in the rain:
` play!
what would you do under the sun:
` sun tan?
your dream house:
` cant be discrible.

New Years' Resolution you have in mind:
` lots. !
people who need do this!
` jing.
` xunhui.
` niandeng.
` xuepeng.
` mag.
` yiwen.
` who wants to do just do. (:




Tuesday, December 12, 2006

DEAD .

i duno wht im thinking. farking shyt. evrything is just not right. what can i do? what can i say? i really duno.

Wednesday, December 06, 2006

im hungry. ); argh. i want fooodddddddddddd. bud nth to eat at home. argh. !!

hm. korkor was at homee today. hahas. ;D woke up ard 8.5o. (: early. hahas. hm. wnt watch telly. eat mye breakfast. slack slack. thn 11.oo wnt to eat lunch. -.= hahs. so early larh. bud walk ther jui 12.oo ler. i ate duck noodle. (: hahas. yummy larh. bud i bu xiao xin drp one big big piece of duck. ahhh. stupid larhh. the duck so little ler thn drp. no more ler larh. ASSHOLE. bud is alryte. ;) hees. hm. wnt mustafa shop shop. IDIAN PLACE. hahahas. jui wnt home ler lor. argh. sian larh.
gtg ler. helping xp doing his blog skin. (:

maybe will post agn. ;D byeeee.

Monday, December 04, 2006

LALALALA (:
hahas.
hm.
wnt bugis wit mum & korr today. ;D hahas. bought some of mye textbooks. one stupid thing happen. whn im looking for books that time. got one indian man talk to me. than
he ask me. "girl, hows yr studying. "
me. " orh. okaye lor. "
he. " what's yr name. "
thn i was like thinking that wth ? ! wht for ue wna knw siia.
me. " felicia. "
he. " ohh. the way ue stand lyk dancer. "
i was like. dots. is he crazy or wht lor. nabei. thn he keep mumble to himself. SICK larhh. asshole. thn i just walk off. LOL lor. after buying my books went bugis walk walk. hm. mum bought 2 shirts for kor. damn nice larhh. hahas. i choose der mahh. ;D weehee. thn wnt home ler. haiis. siian larhhs.

i LOVEEE themm. (: hahas. nice of them larhh. didnt knw that they are so caring. (: this is cal true frends. (: loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. ;D

Saturday, December 02, 2006

FARK FARK FARK.
asshole lar. no mood now argh. >;(

actually tonite suppose to go consert wit jing der. thn zhen no ticket ler. LOLs. thn cancel. argh. thn now oso duno wht happen siia. syk say wna go out. bud thn argh .! duno larhh. asshole der. lot of problem larhh. WAHH. im so madd. for duno wht reason too. ): siianns.

life's are so boring larhh. ass der nehh. mum don allow me go here. don allow me go there. NABEI! im gna be crazy ler larhh. stay at home all day. if not go out wit her. sianss. i don wn all this larhh. ): don wan !!!! i wna have my own freedom larhh. arghhh.

hope evrything will alryte later bah. HOPE. pls. pray for me larhh. ): hpe if i going out. mum don find aniithing suspious. PLEASE.

ystd asked four ppl a question. hm. WHT is the meaning of love.
thn the first boy says : i duno lel.
second girl says : love arh. errm. is love lor. =.-"
third girl says : go find dic. dic hav the meaning.
fourth boy says : nth. [ he din evn bother to ans this question.]
hahas. i knw im lame larhh. (:

Thursday, November 30, 2006

woke up by mye mum voice larhh. thn hack care. continue slp. dream of papa buying present for me norhhs. thn recieve ler thn put on floor. jui suddenly wake up ler. thn found out that the present i put on floor is mye booster. =.-" stupid larhh. thn mum ask me go eat breakfast thn go IKEA. LOLS. after that went to sengkang to wait for shutter bus to go tampanies IKEA. hm. damn lots of ppl go larhh. bud mostly malays n aunties. =.=" argh. hahas. than reach there. i was lyk WAHHHH!!! super long queue. =.-" first time go to shopping must queue to go in der. asshole larhh. damn damn damn long queue. somemore alot of ppl cut queue. STUPID der. hate all this ppl larhh. hm. thn wnt in shop awhile hungry ler. thn wnt to the resturant eat. AGAIN long queue. asshole der larhh. whole day queuing jui shi ler. ARGH!!!! bud thn the food nice larhh. ;DD hahas. enjoy alot alot. (: weehee. thn wnt shop shop. i LOVE their showroom toilet. ;DDD hees. damn nice larhh. wakakakakakakkakaakakakakaka. hahas. going back that time bought hot dog bunn. as usual larh. long queue. thn wnt tampanies mall shop shop. saw mag, joan n pat. LOLS. thn i damn ma lu larhh. duno whyy oso. argh. hm. 5+ go home ler.

i can forgive. bud those pain that ue guys did to me. how can i suppose to forget it in such a short period of time. no one understand it. evryone blame that is mye fault. what can i do? nothing. bud i hab to suffer in silence. can i blame ue for all this cause ?

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

lalalas.
"ubin boy!!" hahas. watching it evryday. 1o am. kid central !!! hahas. watch watch. LOLs. hahas. advertsting? lols. hees. siann narhh. nth to blog lels. nth special.
hm. i wna go out tmr larhh.
walaus. ass mum. don let me. asshole!!!!!
ask me go out with her.

lalalas. life are the same. ?
hm.

CHIRSTMAS coming !!!! yeaaa. present !!! ahahahas. ;DDD i loveeeeeeeeeeeee it. ;)

Sunday, November 26, 2006

woke up ard 9. thn watch telly. hms. looney toon. ;DD cute lrh. baby tweety, bugs bunny etc. hahas. ;DD cute nia. watch till 11. thn play ps wit korkor. i lost. ): boohoo~ =C hahas. thn wnt to eat lunch. seldom papa eat with us during sunday der. got him abit weird weird larhh. bud it good. !!! =DD hahas. thn aunt came. tok to mum. nosiy larhh. tok so loud. opps. =x hahas. thn me chat on fone wit jing. yep yep. after tht wnt to visit po po. hm. still lying on bed as usual larhh. haiis. whn will ue recover ? argh. ): hm. thn wnt home use comp. dinner. crab !!! nice. yummy lahr. hahas. edit some foto till now. gna watch telly ler. cya. ;DDD

up loadin some pics that i tok wit jing, cat they all.












nice mahh? hahas. act dao. ;DDD















forver skippers. ;)

cat . feli . jing . yk . ben .

just us. ;DD

Friday, November 24, 2006

din wnt out today. cause jing mum don allow her to go. haiis. so stay at home all day. using comp. oh gosh larhh. bored bored bored. save me mann. ): nth to do larhh. ):

louis go malaca tmr. xunhuii go jb tmr. junru goin curise on sun.
LOL. all go malaysia. haiis haiis. i wna be out of SINGAPORE too. !!! im bored bored bored. i needa fresh air larhh.

jj, someone over the rainbow is... ;) hahas. man man guess. ;DD

gna shi main agn? ohh god i hpe npe. ): mye eye bag very dark lerhh. ;(

Thursday, November 23, 2006

went vivo city today. LOL! actually is wnt habour fornt to take memory card der.
hmm. walk ther for so long larhh. stupiid. thn didnt buy aniithing. LOL! hahas. tmr goin wit jing vivo agn. !!! =DDD LOL. !!! hahahas. im nuts larh. going vivo agn n agn. =.=" dots. hm.
gna go for dinner. post agn if im free. =)
byebye.

wow. such a short post today. ): nevrmind it always short. LOL! =)

i wn go out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

argh. im so pissed off !!!!! stupid larh. ASS comp. mde me loend stil cant. >=( ARGH! old comp. old ler. who can buy me a new one. ;DD heehees.gin maple so many times than in the

chat on fone wit jing ystd nite. actually she asked if wna conference wit vin n darren der. bud thn snice one out wit his stead n thn anth one wn slp. well thn forget it ler lor. hm. so she asked me to cal her frend rebecca. yup yup. we two were lyk so quiet. hahas. thn the onli one toking there is jing. LOL! funny larh toking to herself. hahas. bud she try hard larh. to mde us tok. ;DD yup yup. wnt toa payoh wit mum today. im guai kia. hahahass. =DD LOL. bud there boring larh. =.-" asshole der larhh. wnt home use comp. bored life larh. stupid stupid stupid. haiis.
suan ler. no mood to blog ler. damn piss off by my mum now. nabeii. fark fark fark. !!! argh. FFFFFFFFFFAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRKKK. i wna shout !!! >:(

everything is totally in a disaster. hated my life. seriously hate it. farking world. mde me born into this world n suffer. wht the shit is that! fark larh. evrything go wrong strt nagging. nabei. my fault isitts. asshole. angry come blame me. nabeii larh. fark fark fark.
live me alone. just throw me out of the house. i cant stand it aniimore longer. save me. will someone save me? take me away frm that house n nevr come back. ): i have eunff.

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

MORNING!
LOL! hahass. (x
im boredd. =.o" so decided to post. hees.^^
hm.
woke at 8.45 this morning. siian. ): mum ask me to wake up. LOL! yarh yarh. wadeva. wnt to mke breakfast. =DDD yippeee. do bread pizza. yum yum larhh. (: hahas. i mde der mahh. =P hahas. thn wnt maket wit mum. yuk yuk. hate those place larhh. LOL! wet wet der. >:( hahas. bought stuff yup yup. thn wnt home ler. currently doin nth. argh. im boreddd. ppl ask me out!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL!. =.-" hahass.
gna go play maple lerr. =)))))))))))))))))))))))
bye!

after all i hav to smile. cant live without anii happines. ):

Monday, November 20, 2006

im backkkkkkkkkk ;DD
it have been a long long long time i blog.
hahass.
xp im back to help ue do yr blog ;DD
happy? hahas.
saturday was a fun fun fun fun day. =DDDD yipee. yep yep. wnt out wit cat, jing. syk & benjamin. wel wel. they bought lots n lots of clothes larhh. rich peepal. LOL! as usual benjamin got bully. hahas. carrying all the stuffs. xD poor himm larhh. hahas. wnt to take neo. nice nice der. ;DDD hahass. took cab home. reach home at 11.oo. hahas. mum din scold. ;DD lucky. phew* hees. omg. i hab hei yan quan. ): boohoo. sadd larh. HELL.!!!
didnt get to use comp ystd. ): asshole bro. don let me use. argh. ystd was a boring day. didnt go anywhere. stay at home. lalala. be a guai kia for once. ;) hees.
mornin got a bad news=.=" sch cal n said mye appeal fail. fark larh. ): aniiwae jj kor. thnks for the encouragement. i will jiayou. ue oso must okaye? i really hpe can go same class as ue bud well. now cannot ler. mye combination 2 fly ler . ): boohoo.
wnt boonkeng wit mum today. saw ms kay, and e2 girls. yup yup. bud they didnt saw me. ;DD
hahaass. LOL! wnt home played maple with kor. hahas. he was fighting n im leeching n lootin items. ;DDD hahas. thnk ue kor. kind one. hahas. ;DDD anniwae sorry hor. mde ue wait for 1hr. thn in the end nevr come. hahas. (x helped xp with his blog he wnted for so lng. !!! it nice.! i love that blogskin among all i hav choose for him. mye credit =DDDD weehee. ;DD
lots of thing happen. well. knwin that ue hav . . .bud ue din evn ask me. well. evn ue told her. well. i din knw wht ue are really thinkin. bud well. snice it lyk that thn forget it. i wont ask for aniithing anii longer.

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

it hab been a long long time since i blog ler .

yup yup.
have been shi main this few days. ): ohh god. arhhh. hm. ystd was a nice nice nice day larhh. hahahahha. (:
wnt to school for drama today. lol. im early. hahas. !!! ;DDDD teacher praise me lels. (: hees. of cause im FELICIA. (: wee. hahas. new coach came to teach us. hahas. ang moh worh. damn tall larhh. LOL! ask us to do stupid stuff. LOL! werid larhh. hahass. thn wnt us wit my mum. (: lalala. wnt home use comp. hm. boring lyf. yep yep. siians.

thn louis bad mood. sorry cant really help ue much. cause im not good at this. as i did not experience all this before. thn i don dare to say much cause scare ue will hurt more. so i did not say anithing. sorry bahh. cant really help. cheer up okaye. (: i wna back mye cheerful KOR. ;DDD come back alrite? (: takecare.

pls guys. don be sad alrite? it will affect mye mood der. bud stil will try my best to help ue guys bahh. (:

Friday, November 10, 2006

mye thumbs are so paiin. ): boohoo~ got blister. argh. didnt knw play ps can mde my hand got blister. =.=" stupiid.

as usual was rotting at home. lalala. cant go out. cause having a cold war with my mum than cant ask her. =.=" SICK. im boreddd at home !!!!! argh. woke at 8.45 today. wnt to eat breakfast. thn wnt to draw. drew pooh and frends. =DDD nice nice. they are so c to play ps with mye bro. lalala. after lunch mye bro taught me how to play "dai di". lalala. im so called the pro. (: just learn thn won my bro. ;DDD yipee. hahas. actually he won me 2.7o. thn stupidute larhh. hahass. after that went larh. lose to him one time. thn he own me 1 dollar. bud in the end he also nevr pay. =.=" play hao ler. wnt to use comp. lalalala. thats mye lyk larr. nothing excting. =.=" SIAN !

I'm pretty . I'm ugly . I'm fat . I'm slim .
hahas. so cool. ;DDD

Thursday, November 09, 2006

im so boreddddddddddddddd. ):

life is so boring at home larhh. argh. siian . siian . siian .
woke up at 7.3o by mye brother. =.-" stupidd larhh. thn i stil in mye dream mood thn asked him stupid question. hahas. LOL! he asked me why i shouted so loud ystd. x) hahas. its a dream. thnks to him larh. snatch something away frm me. LOL! hahas. thn 8 o clock called junru. well expected she was stil slpin. hm. thn she called the so called 'boss' larhh. ass him der. last nite called he hang our fone. today he oso hang. STUPID him. if ue mde a promise thn follow it larh. this type of person. curse ue that ue buissness will FAIL! argh. thn wnt to pack mye room. now i LOVE mye room lots lots. hees. (: while packing mum went out. LOL! without saying anii word. well, fine who care's larhh. im alone now. LOL! bud with her also no difference der. =.=" use comp. nth to do in comp. i gna be sick of usin comp ler. argh ! cant play maple. oh my. nothing to do ! save me peepal. actually xunhuii ask me out to watch step up. bud im broke. no money. cant do aniithing. ): i seriously need money !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

leave all the past n move on bahh FELICIA. bud can i ? LOL. ): haiis.
i missing you rite now. can ue come and entertain me.?

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

got this from niandeng. =.-"

INSTRUCTIONS:
1. The tagged victim have to come up with eight different points of his/her perfect partner.
2. Have to mention the gender of his/her perfect partner.
3. Tag eight other victims to join this game.
4. Lastly, but most importantly, HAVE FUN DOING IT.

BOY
1. understanding.
2. caring.
3. doesnt smoke.
4. good looking.
5. must be at least 169 cm tall.
6. not lazy.
7. doesnt lie to me.
8. love me. =]

8 lucky peepals choosen by me. (:
1. Xunhui.
2. Arifah.
3. Jiayean.
4. Yiwen.
5. Xuepeng.
6. Sherlene.
7. Victoria.
8. Xinying.


finally blogged. (: hahas. have been busy these few days. argh.

TUESDAY

wke up at 7.ooam. thn whn gna go to sch. got scolded by my mum. fark larh. i didnt do aniithing n yet she scold me. thn fed up larhh. shud the door n went off. i don give a damn larhh. she force me to do all this things. >:( thn reached the bus stop. thn i missed 21. shit larh. n im gna be late. thn i was day dreamin at the bus stop. 145 came. i didnt see. i missed. ): OMG. boohoo. thn bus finally came. reached school. saw no one. thn wnt up to seminar room. bud no one. ): wnt down saw them. bud i was late larhh. bud ms mas didnt scold me. =DD hahas. wnt farrer park primary school. those kids were not fun larh. didnt evn clap or wht. sit there starin at space. oh godd. haiis. thn after the performace wnt mac to eat. (: yummy. thn suddenly bras tell me she cant perform tmr. thn i was lyk OMG. how can i take her role larhh. wahh. this thing scared me the whole nite. =.=" argh.

WEDNESDAY
today woke at 7.15am. LOL. i was late larr. jr meetin me at 7.3o thn i hab nt perpared. =.-" i was rushin here rushin ther. didnt evn have the chance to tie mye hair. LOL! thn wnt down. saw jr. she was lyk laughin. cos im weird. hahas. thn walk to take a bus. bud in the end im early. (= hahas. wnt to balestier hill pri. so it was jus oppsite. hahas. as usual those kids were anti social. yuketin said im useless there ): bud im not okaye. i lend TWO of yr band ppl ties these two days. so im useful alrite! hahas. after the road show wnt novena wit jr. wnt to buy bacon stick. yum yum ! it nice larh. (: hahas. thn chri, seb n xh came to meet us. accompany chris n seb to eat kfc. we were laughin lyk hell larh. tellin lame jokes. (; thn got one nurse kip starin at us. =.-" WTH ! we didnt evn talk abt her lar. ap her. thn wnt united square eat *spagittie. haahs. thn wnt to eat mini melts. thn xh wnted to gossip bud nth to gossip abt hahas. wnt up to the highest lvl to eat our ice cream. ;DDD after eatin we wnt to the toilet. i wnt to thorw the cups. thn suddenly the hair dryer suddenly got sound. wa! i freak out larhh. screamiin. =.-" xh tort wht happen. im dan xia0 okaye. LOL! thn wnt popular. saw lots n lots of POOH! i want ! who can buy for me? hahas. thn jr bought a horoscope book. hahas. our horo was nice. =DDD hahas. we were soft hearted. our attraction 8o% LOL! hahas. thn wnt watson. saw winnie the pooh drawer. thn nice larhh. (: jr bought the piglet one n i bought the pooh one. n im offically broke. ): i need work ! wnt one shop saw lots n lots of POOH. hahas. agn. i wn. aniione buyin for me. hees. pooh is 8o years old now. (: so many many. i wna all. =DD thn wnt home. home was suck a sickenin place larhhh. hate it now. argh.

if ue don appericate it thn forget it. sayin all those words. ue know it hurts. >=(

omg old. it said that we must leave the old one n go on in order to find a new one. can i not? can he be the one instead? ): omgggggg. ); boohooo. ):

Sunday, November 05, 2006

ARGH! everyone's tag board is workin. bud not mine ! why ! LOL ! boohoo. ):

Saturday .
woke at 6.2o. ass. bud im nt tired. hahas. ;DD surprise. LOL! hahas. took 21 to school. mye first or second taking 21 to school this year ! hahas . wnt to find drama peeps. bud in the end i did not go with them. =.-" the teacher ask me, seb, luther & chri be tour guide. LOL ! i was lyk. wth. i was so boredd larh. argh. all canoeist* [duno how to spell.] like so extra larh. argh. thn duno the duno which teacher keep commentin how i wear. i was like so piss off larh. thn saw drama peeps ! they said they were allow to go home. not faiir larh. 9.3o n thn they can go !!! not fair. asked the teacher if i can go too. thn she say cannot. ): walaus. not fair. im one of the drama members too larh. argh. thn don care. wnt canteen with charmaine. hahas. chat there for awhile. thn wnt back. once i reach there, one pri school student came in. the teacher ask me to tour them. and that person was HI. i was like. am i always fated with HI peepal. LOL ! than tour them. bud they were quite larh. nice them. =DD bud shy. hahas. got two lolipops from the library ! yipees. hahas. tour them ard the last station was the sci lab. almost reachin the sci lab saw __ walkin out of the lab. i was like phew ! hahas. thn went in. saw junru, xunhuii , sarah & jasmine. LOL! they were doin leaf skelton. the tour had finally finish ! yipeee! thn went to talk to junru they all. after that wnt ljs wit xunhuii. eatin & gossipin !! yipee. fun fun! hahas. =DDD

Sunday.

chat wit jing last nite. funn. (x singin all sort of songs. hahas. were abit high + sian + sleepy. hahas.
life was boring. mum naggin hated it. im boredd. =.-"
tmr nid to wake up at 6.oo ! ohh god. argh.

Friday, November 03, 2006

im tireddddd. yawnn. LOL! woke up at 6.52am todae. so early! arhg. cos there's drama pratice at 8.15. OMG! lol. reach sch. on time. as usual peepal was late larh. arhg. stupid. thn heard the mye ahgong cant get in to the sch as he is wearin SLIPPERS! LOL! hahas. thn mrs sunneth had to save him. hahas. blur him larh. wear sch u bud wear slippers. =.-" hahass. thn pratice evrything hab to be cut short. so i hab nth to ACT. if i had knwn it. i won't hab come larhh. arhg. thn wnt for practice at hall. charmaine n ashlee wnt to chnge. while waitin for them saw alot of ppl. hahass. we hab to take turn to go. as we usin stuff toilet. shhshshsh!!! thn mye turn to go toilet. wna come out. thn duno wear to turn the lock. they tort im STUCK! wahaha. bud im alrite larhh. ;DDDD hahas. abt 10.30 we were allow to go home! finally larh.

can blog ler. stupid. somethin happen. SICK!

Thursday, November 02, 2006

boohoo~ ): gna be sick soon. ): i donwn! *ahchoo.!* arhg. headpain. wah! siian. ): haiis.

actually goin chalet today der. thn ystd heard that got drama tmr 8.15! OMG! so early!!! thn decided not to go. cos cant really enjoy myself. thn might as well don go. hm. haiis. wadeva. today was such a sick day. nth to do at home. haiis. ): play , eat , slp. that's all i can do. siian . playin maple. thn kena dc.! omg. mye item gone! ): boohoo.! ): got one person wn gib me. thn kena dc. haiis. sway larh. bud im sorry to the person. promise to train ue. thn. hm. sorry.

evrything is makin me to think. i tort n tort. wonderin n wonderin. wonderin if it will mde me feel better. wonderin of evrything. wht can i do? nothing. say nothing. do nothing. haiis.

be frend alrite? leave the past! hm.

can i? i can. bud i cant. . . .

Tuesday, October 31, 2006

life is sian sian sian.
watch goong early in the mornin. ;DD yippee. nice nice. touchin larh. just nice for mye mood. cry so many time. ;(( boohoo.! now mye mood oso beri sadd ler. haiis. after watchin goong hab nt be smilin larhh. snice the first time i watch goong in cd. ): haiis. wnt supermarket wit mye mum. saw e2 girls. hm. yarh. wadeva. no mood no mood no mood!!!!!!! ah!!!!! who can understan? arhg. ):

tell me. i hab alot of things to say. bud i just duno who to tel. ppl i trust i don hab the mood to tel. those i cant trust i wnted to tell. bud. arhg. i wn tell ue. bud . . . the more i see her. the more i get upset upset. ): arhg. tel me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, October 29, 2006

hols seem so siian larh. no hols siian. hols siian. stupid.
wnt tpy wit mum today. she bought one pendant n necklace for me. ;DD wnt home. play comp. thn she called. yarh yarh. thn mye mood chnge larh. haiis. it lyk last time we got so many to talk. thn now. haiis. i really really duno larh. haiis. wadeva. i wn watch goong!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahas. lol. it is so so so so nice, swt, touchin. awww. (: hahas. envy. ;DDD

im slpin. (: tmr stil gt sch. ): boohoo~ hhahas.

evrytime after watchin the show. hab a weird weird feelin. feelin beri down. haiis. why why? wadeva. not goin to say. hm. as. . . . yah yah.