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Guys, I've moved. (:
iamfeliciaaa.bs.com
Shall keep this as a memory. (:

Is time to say goodbye.
Let just've a new beginning.

I having a cramp. ): & I having a bad bad bad headache.
Fuck, thanks to the class deco. ROAR! No one stayed back today larh.
Only mic, bel and me. -.- FUCK larh. Damn piss off. Whatever. Four e four gna win anyway hur.

Home econ coursework has to be done, eng compre, and need to study for geo test!
DAMN! I cant concentrate on any. -.- Should I just dont bother about anything and head to sleep?
ROAR ROAR ROAR! ):<

Everyone is getting sick.
Do take care people. (:

Wanjing, not only your bed missing you. My bed also missing me larh!
HAHAHAHA.

I want a black skinny.
I want a cardigan.
I want a yellow shirt.
I want a short.

'' You're a dunno girl'' Thats what Kamal always tells me.
Hahaha! Cause everything he ask, mostly I'll say I dont know. (:

Last night, the comp drive me nuts! ): In the end, I did not complete my coursework. ._.''
& I slept at 1. Boohoo.

I love wednesday! (: There's no reason to it. Haha! :D
Thanks Mrs Chan, for allowing me to pass up my coursework on Friday!
Thanks Mrs Poh, for allowing me to pass up my comprehension on Friday! :D
Hahaha! (: THANKYOU! (:
After school, did class deco. Finally today, there's people helping me out!
THANKS to those who turned up and helped me and bel! (:
I'm kind of happy with the deco yeah. (: Woohoo! :D
But I'm not sure why I keep saying FOUR E FOUR. ._.''

Physics test tomorrow.
Geography test on Friday.
Sians.

Going to study for my physics!
Nights people!

I wish . . .

Can you actually believe I can finally blog! :DD
HAHAHAHA! I miss blogging! ((:

Anyway, my comp can spoil any time any day. '-'
When I'm staring at the comp, my eyes hurt seriously! >:(
Whatever. At least I'm able to use! HAHA.

School has been good so far.
But just alil stress, alil emo, alil uneasy.
LOL!
I hate my sitting place right now.
Damn shyt!

Pe enrichment was quite fun! ((:
The master was super duper hilarious! :D
Haha! (:

Class deco is really a pain. ):
Why cant our class be more united?
So we can finish our deco as soon as possible.

Somehow I learn to forget the past?
Or I just learn how to let go.
Girl, the world is still gona go round and round,
life still have to go on.
Just leave the past and start a fresh alright?

From Junru,

Please do not sms or call Felicia's hp as her sim card is spoilt.

I'm deleting some blog links.
If you need my to link you, tag my blog yeah.

Came to school quite late. Actually can see the whoever. But I came late, but guess what? I saw ________! :DD Finally can? Is like so long never see the person lerh! :DD Happy happy happy! (: Mrs wong is sick. ): Do takecare alright?! I miss your lesson. This year you have not teach me yet! GET WELL! :D The PE teacher pissed me off. -.- YOU SUCK MAN! Just because of 2 ppl who didnt bring PE shirt, made us sit in class for the whole period, hearing your nags. SHIT YOU! >:( Chinese was alright, crapped with Phi alot alot! HAHAHA. Then, stayed back in school to the stupid decoration. -.- Till like 6 plus? Damn it larh! No hurrying me, if you want do it yourself.

Homeworks are drving me crazy. I'm trying so hard to concentrate but I just cant.

Why do I always get the same feeling. I tired my best to forget about you. But no matter how hard, I couldn't. You are the one who make me become like this. But it seems like I'm the one who acutally at fault. Fuck. Will you just talk to me once more?
I miss you boy.
I'm just a fool. A real fool.

School was great! :D
HMMS, two periods of e math, two periods of eng, two periods of chemistry, two periods of a math. Haha! Everything we had were two periods only for PE. Anyway PE was like errr... The teacher suck can? Our height all take wrongly derh can? >:( So is like I didnt grow when I think I did! ROAR!

Lunched with Sarah at LJS. (: Lots of people were there hur. But mostly upper sec! Hahaha! Crapped with her alot. (: Our er ren shi jie yeah? ;) Tsktsk. Then, chatted with xunhui and guys for awhile. Headed to velocity. Chatted and waited for Wenwei. After hearing Wenwei story, sent Sarah down to the MRT station and then walked home with Wenwei while he went to Shaw. HMMS. Had fun today! :DDD Yeah!

I'm getting super busy! Class deco have not done. Tons of homework, splendors coming up, CIP thingy! ROAR! ):

Cheerup boy, everything will be just fine. (:

02 Jan 2008
I'm back from sec one camp! :D
I miss my bed seriously.
Camp was alright, but I almost lost my voice.
And I'm having a sore throat now! ): Roar!
Our leaders were great! :D Super super great! (:
We were so high! Cheering those sec ones, but then, still they were so quiet. -.-''
Nevermind, at least we tried our best.
Right leaders? :D
Okays, I still loveeeeeeee my one E one students although they are irritating at times!
HAHAHAHAS. (:
I have a great time with those leaders. (:

07 Jan 2008
Today was my first day of I step into my class for the whole day!
School was alright, although I'm super boring in class.
Cause is like all my friends were so far away from me! ):
And diff class. ): HAIS.
But I'm still super HIGH!
HAHAHAS! Maybe is during the camp I learn how to be high! (:
Amath is driving me crazy! ):
I super super stress over Amath! >:(
Roar! I need help larh!

Drama was funnnnn! :D
Got bully for no reason. -.-''
Stupid larh!
HMPHS.

I saw lots of people today!

I've learn how to smile! :D
I miss you seriously.

Anyway, I wonder is anyone reading my blog?
Or should I just close it?

HAPPY 2008 PEOPLE! :D
Chatted with Jing and Yuanda yesterday night.
And the network connection suck or is my phone lag hur? :P
HMMS. People msg like how many hours to recieve? Gosh larh.
And my phone like got prob, the phone keep hanging by itself.
Phone, you must be strong kays?! :D

Went out with family today.
Saw somethings super funny at IKEA.
The brand name of a curtain and carpet named after FELICIA.
And some more one is called Throw Felicia!
LOL! Stupid lahr! >:(

Okays, that was actaully ystd post.
But I blogged half way, my comp got prob. -.-''
So yeah.
Okay! First day of school!
Met Junru at back gate, sorry I was late. :P
HMMS. But first time in the 4 years she waited for me! LOL!
HAHAHAS. Went back to class, then went for sec one orientation.
The sec one was damn damn nosiy when they are alone?
Quiet when we were with them. I shouted like what larh?
Pekchek can?! Hmphs.
OH!! I saw someone! :D HAHAHAS. (: Super happy can? Although is not the guy, but it his friend. ;] WEEEEEEEEE!
I'm super super tired now!
I gna eat my dinner, do some stuff, pack my bag and go to sleep! :DDD
Night world. (:


Can you be there tmwr?
Although I dont get back the same feeling, but I still miss you.
I just feel like seeing you. ):

I hate period!
Cramps is like shyt shyt shyt! ROAR. ):
It hurts alot larh!
I vomitted more thn 10 times. -.-
I didnt eat anything.
& I slept the whole day.

Hope tmwr cramps doesnt come back to me! >:(


I miss you more thn I love you.

Last week, spent the whole week with cousins.
Cause my grandma passed away. Quite sudden larh. But we cousins were so much bonded. (:
After the funeral, the next had dinner with them. :D The following day, they went to pub to have fun then the next day cousin OUTING. (: HAHA! It super super fun! We behave so noisily. :P Golden Compass was alright. &Dinner was great! (: I loveeee my cousins larh! :D Looking forward to next outing. (:

Christmas eve, celebrated with relatives. I got 2 pairs of earring for x'mas. The rest were chocolates. (: Enjoyed myself.

Meeting today was... eh.. Okay larh. But then the instructor keep asking to smile and make noise? LOL! Whatever, we will get high when is the right time! -.- Oh yarh. My maple acc got hack! FUCK larh! >:( Everything is gone for now. ):

OH! I've not strt doing my homework! I'm just plain lazy. HOW? And I'm going to be a sec four girl soon! Thats so so so fast. School reopening soon. ): I just dont like. What if everything is worst next year? I hate school, i'm afraid things will happen again.

I'm afraid that I will lose more people.
That feeling is really scary.

It had been awhile since I last blog. Well, many things happened.
Damn, I don't feel like blogging, but I got many things to say.
Whatever, it doesn't matter hur?

You make me feel like a fool.
I miss you. Will you ever realise it?

OH MY TIAN!
I was so shock larh. When I online MSN, only 1 people ONLINE!
GOSH! Is there something wrong with my MSN or everyone didnt online!

300th post! :D

My both feets hurts like shyt! >:(
The blisters killing me larh.
ROAR! Thanks to my new shoe larh.
Pain till I have to sit on the toilet bowl to bath. -.-''
TSKTSK!

Shyt, forgotten what I wna say. -.-
Well, nights. :D

Yesterday met up with jing and cat at cityhall.
As usual, jing was late. So, I waited for alone at the bus stop.
Then, saw one girl look like cat. So I walk over. There were 3 boys beside her.
When walking over there, heard them say, eh, got alot of cat leh. Cause I was wearing some cat shirt. -.- Then, waited with cat. Yarh. Then, cat told me that she heard, eh the girl walking over call emily larh. Cause she wearing Emily shirt. LOL! -.-'' Kays. HAHAHAS. LMAO.
yup, K-boxed with them. Quite fun larh. After, cat and syk went off, slacked with jing till 8+. (:
Have fun. (:

WAHHH! ):
Should i go?
But I'm alone.
DAMN!

Weather these days are really bad. It can rain heavily now, and the next moment it's super sunny! Gosh larh!

Cousin came to my house ystd. (: & she gave me a super small lollipop. Super super cuteeeee larh. (:

Oh! I'm so addicted to channel u 10 korea show and liu guang sen lin!
DAMN! I cried every episode larh.

Everything seems so familiar hur. Ain't it? Every word you said now, is what I wished for last year. Now is your turn to get hurt. Finally know how's the feeling like? You care no more last time, now its my turn . You are like a total stranger to me now. No matter how upset you are, I totally have no feeling anymore. Maybe I'm numb. But is you people who cause this to happen.

I learn to accept the fact, and decide to live life to the fullest!:D

FELICIA, you gna strt to do your homework. Roar!

I'm super super super super super tired now! =Z
Chatted with jing ystd till 3 plus? Then woke up at 9.15.
Damn larh!
I need to get some slp badly! ):

Yipee! Next monday meeting wit cat, jing and syk. :D
Can't wait man! :D Its has been a long long time since we 4 met up hur!

Theres so many things I wana say.
But whn I'm typing, I just ran out of words.

Do you what I'm thinking now?

This year gna pass in 3 weeks time.
Time really files.
Hais.

I get so emotional this few days.

My head is spinning like a merry-go-round.
I'm so confuse.
I just dont know what to do.
If only I could just wash away those painful memories.

I've tried my best to please you people.
I'm tired. Really tired. Be more understanding for once.
Will you, people?

I love you.

It have been decade since I blog. LOL!
But I've nth to blog about larh.
Blogging seems so boring nowaday? =x
Hehhs.
LTC meeting was alright larh. Just alittle boring yeah.
Sec One camp here I come! :D
Pizza-ed with cliques. Whatever game is getting yuky. The drink is so disgusting larh!

Contented. (:

Oh yarh!
My comp screen turned YELLOW!
Damn larh!>:(

I was left alone.
I'm really confuse.

Just want to say sorry to those that I didnt reply their massage.
My phone left with no money, so I cant reply you guys.

I'm super emo this week.
Everything just came to my mind.
Thinking about every single thing, everyone.

I just hope that I could send you that massage that I wanted to write to you.
Then, delete you from my friendster list and block you from my MSN.
If I only have the courage to do so.

Jingle all the way is nice. :D
Hahahas.
Super funny and yet touching. (:

Oh yeah! Christmas is coming. =DD
Hope I will recieve lots of lots of presents.
hehhehhs.

&I wna make ginger breadman!
but sadly, I dont know how to. ):
awwww.

I need a work!):

I got nothing to post about. Bye!

Make a wish.
I wish I've 10000 more wishes! :P

If only I've the courage to do so.
Delete you away from friendster and MSN.
How long must I take to forget about you?
Used to be a nice person.
You changed totally now.
Just because you know more new friends?
Whatever, I know the true you.
It hurts but I guess I will have to move on hurh?
You made me feel so special and yet you made me feel like a total fool.

I'm back! ;D
Its somehow fun and yet boring. -.-''
The food there was alright. But thn got super lots of housefiles yeah.
Imagine whn you eating and you still need to chase away the housefiles.
Super irritating larh! Oh yarh! I ate deep fry duck! LOL!
Went to some factories. & I saw turtles, eagle, snake and bat!
Surent say anymore. Let pictures do the talking! :D
Theres only a little pic as I lazy to upload.
Well, enjoy! :D









19 nov
Met Cat and her stead at outrum mrt. I was late. :P Tsktsk. Then waited for wilferd like 45mins?! LOL! His super long larh. Thn took train to Dover. Met up with JJ and XS, thn went to SP to watch Jing band concert. Quite alright larh. Although it was a little boring at first. But after the intermission, the songs were nice! :D Their bandist were damn high larh. Dancing when playing. Imagine if our school band memebers dancing. LOL! But i doubt they will. After that chatted with jing awhile. Then actually wanted to eat but cant decide where to eat so went home. Chatted with jing on phone awhile and slpt. :D
Wanjing takecare of yourself during OBM.
Girls meet up soon kays!

Currently rotting at Junru house. -.-''
Damn is super boring lah.
My o2 jam character level 21 lerh! =D
Pro lehhs. -.-

1 more day i'm flying!
Hope it will fun.
Miss me. ;D

Had a nice sweet dream ystd night. (:
LALALALAS.

2weeks of sch hols just gone like that, but I somehow enjoyed myself. :D
More outings I hope! :D

Well, i got nothing to blog acutally.
Cause i decided to rot at home for three days before i head to BALI.
But I feel like going out. ):
Whatever. -.-

Just look through some of the comments people wrote to me on friendster.
There's really lots of memorise back there.
Some comments were hilarious, super cute too larhhs.
But its a little childish yeah! But its damn nice.
Just realise that I didn't contact with a lot of people.
Those people whom I use to write comments to, disappear.
Didnt contact with them anymore.
There's really alot.
Like Yizhen, Xinying, Suxuan, Xiaoling, Alex, Darren, Darren, Xia0Shan, YeokHoon, Botak, JieJin, Louis and alot alot.
It use to be all happy memorise, but soon after we lost contact, it seems hurtful.
And some because of stupid reasons.
I miss those days.
Can I rewind back the time? I'll promise I will treasure it and never will I make the same mistake again.

I've tried.
But I'm missing you more each day.
Wishing that i shouldnt have agree to...
Can you treat me like you once did?
Regret is what i have now.

Damn! I'm super emo now.

Theres so many nice blogskins.
But I shalln't change. :D
Hahahas.
LTC is totally boring can!
Worst and worst. -.-
My group is not enthu. ( include me larh.)
LOLS. Haiis.
Anyway JJ, Xs, Bc and Wilfred bought from the band concert tickets! :D
THANKS!

Meeting jing and cat afterwards.
Hope will be fun. (:

This is my third post.
LOL!
Chatted with vincent on phone just now.
Its a nice chat.=D
Thanks for letting me know how the whole its like?

I use to thought that you were different from others. Cheering me up when I was down, encouraging me, helping me out. Making me feel like I was the luckiest girl on earth. But it turn out to be wrong. You're just like another guy next door. [You should know] After that day, your tone change. We seldom chat any more. Even we did, those were just a 5 min conversation? You told me not to forget about you, but now it another way round. It hurt to see the person I trust to treat me in this manner. I thought you could be my forever friend. But... But at least I see the true color of you. I shed my tears for you once but i doubt there will be second time. Goodbye my friend. I wont even come and bother you any longer. Take care. Please study hard. Anyway thanks for all those wonderful memories although is only a week. But still thank you. I promise myself I will forget about you.

Went to watch seeker with junru, jyhjie, wilferd and xuesheng yesterday.
The show was alright. A little scary and boring. LOL!
But overall it consider nice yeah! :DD
Then shopped with junru after that. Vivo is kind of boring. -.0''

LTC was boring today.
I was emo. -.-''
Not really call emo but just kind of piss off larh.
Whatever. Friday our last meeting. Hope it will be fun.

You change, change to another person.
You may know or you may not know.
But the attitude is kind of sucky yeah?
Others may think is nice cause you are more...
Ermm. But yarh.

Anyone intersted in band concert?
19 nov.
Singapore poly.
$8 per ticket.

Today is a super duper long day.
sharp! For the first time! But what. -.- The people came late. I was rather sleepy and a little LTC meeting in the morning. I wanted to come late but then my mum woke me up at 7.30. -.- So yeah, i reached AVA room exactly at 9.ooamSLBemo. Vic thought I was about to cry! Hahas. Thanks vic for your concern. (: I'm fine. :DD So we had to try out the games. Whacko was fun! Playing with group 2 and the whole LTC memebers. :) Then follow by T P shuffle. Junru, Jasmin, arnold and I were like in one ball? o.0'' Dont even have space to move larh. Gosh! Ladder was
super scary! =S The ending games was fun. (: Guess we were a little bonded yeah? :D
After the meeting, pizza-ed with Junru, Jasmin, Pearlyn, Jiayean, Aqfi, Arnold and Keenen. Yup. Saw Niandeng and gang there too. Rich people! Played the never game, the drink was gross larh. Shopped awhile, arnold gave me a pooh! =DDD
Going Bali next week. LOL!
HAPPY or SAD? But i can finally sit areoplane? :D
HAHAHAHAS!

I miss you.
But i'm trying to forget you as well.

It takes twice the time for you to forget someone you like.

Yipee!
Finally changed my blogskin. :D

This week is all LTC meeting and Chinese ERP. -.-"
Yup. LTC was boring. But looking forward to Sec one camp. ((:

Hope the person will hire us yeah. :DD

My computer is going to die.
Roar larh! >:( Anyone can buy me a new comp? o.0''
I'm rotting at home.
I seriously need a job.
Anyone? ):

1 week of schooling tomorrow onwards.
Hais.

LTC meeting. Whose not going tomorrow?

Yesterday was last day of school.
Finally! Hahahahas.
But I was kind of moody larh.
Went home, changed. Met Jasmin and arnold to buy BBQ stuff.
Was laughing my way. :D Arnold and Jas are really joker!
Reached East Coast, saw a group of guys at our pit. We told them that this was our pit.
So they went to check. And they got the wrong day! LOL!
Yup. BBQ was kind of okay larh.
But Im emo! Tsktsk.
Anyway thank you bel, for accompany me. Have a nice chat wit you.
THANK YOU!
& thanks for everyone who come. (:

It have been decade since i blog!
Exams had ended! Yipee.
But my result sucks totally larh.
Failed 2. I was so upset when i know i failed my science. Damn.
Lots of sec 3 retain. Is like super super lots.
Is the worst level this year hur?
Hmmms. Haiis.

I'm stupid enough. Real stupid enough.
Missing for someone which doesnt even worth.

For you I will.
Change will you?

It was all just f lies. I thought you were different from the rest.
But I was just totally wrong. Will you people stop lying to me ?
Damn it.

Watch me die.

&when I see you then I know it will be next to me.
&when I need you then I know you will be there with.

Exam is finally over!
Yipeeeeeeeeeeee. :D
Now is the results that is worrying me. >:(

I have a funny funny dream last night.
Is so hilarious! :D
Love that dream. (:

Went ps to meet zifa and his friend.
LOL! We walked the whole ps. And was like damn bored kays!
Hmms. Sorry hur. You people were sure bored.
Im so sorry. ):
Met junru, arnold, xunhui and jasmin after that. :D
Photo hunting make us go mad!

Happy birthday Mum. (:
Happy birthday Yiwen. (:
Happy birthday Mclin. (:
Happy birthday Vincent Jie. (:

I screwed up my Amath again. ):
Emo-ed during school period.
I just cant accept the fact.
Thanks people for cheering me up.

Chemistry and Emath tmwr.
I hate Chemi can. I seriously don't no how to study for Chemi.
I have no ideal.
Teach me.

I'm stress. D:

Wo yao baobao.
Can I just cry?

For the first time ems make me so stress.
My heart was beating so fast this few days.
& during i totally freak out?
Emath was tough today.
Just hope I will pass.

You didnt even know how hard I try.
Know the truth before you scold people.
Damn it.

I'm studying real hard tmwr. (:
Amath & Chemistry tmwr.
I need pull up my socks.

Whats the point of studying so hard when you just flunk your exam?
I'm really tired. I tried my best. But i still flunk.
Every paper did so badly. Fuck. Theres still more paper coming up.
Can i just give up?
I dont want to my in my 1oo% effort to study thn when doing the paper. -.-"
Tell me what to do.

tag reply: XIAOling - MEI. =D will link and tag after my exam kays?
Pat - Errm. somehow yes. (:
niandeng - yupp. of cause. unlike someone. hahahs.
Sherelene - I miss ue too. =D
Qitian:D - hellos. When im free kays? (:
msMELODY - When i'm free kays? stay pretty too. (:
Goremeister - HAHA! EMO =D
Junru - Don anyhow blah. ;P see first bahh. after exam yeah? love ue too.

A happy person will never understand how a emo person feel.
They may think that they are just being lame? or trying to upset other people feelings.
Imagine you are on those emo people shoe and people blaming you for being emo. How will you felt? Their problems, no one will ever understand as someone happy will never have this emo experience. A emo person can cheer someone happy when they are down. But a happy person can never cheer someone who is emo. They just don't understand the pain they had.

Went taka wit mum to buy moon cake.
HMMS. The weather is like so hell hot larh! >:[
Then, when i reach ard 5+ cat say she want to go back hongwen.
So, I accompany her. (: When i reaching hongwen, my heart was like pumping damn fast larh. Duno why also! Met her, thn sherlene msged that she's coming down.
Went to find her. ;D So long never meet her lerh larh. Sherlene I MISS YOU!
Tsktsk. So chatted with her. Saw Xinying and emily. Then chat chat, after sherlene went off, went with Cat. Saw the rope skipping performance. Not badd larh. But very wierd only. Chat for awhile more went home. Waited for my dad like 30mins, then he say he not coming! #%$$%^@# So went home by myself.
Saw quite alot of people. Cat, sherlene, xinying, emily, jiamin, cerrie, Yizhen, arron, colin, benjamin, yuanqing, andy, theron, shaoxi, weiqing, jonathan, jingxuan, shenghui still got alot larh! But no 6c people derh! But then alot not hws derh go. =.-" ROAR larh! Hais, whatever. (:

I miss eu/

LTC photo. (:
Thanks to Mr justin and junru. (:

I flunk most of my test. ):
ARGH! DAMN! My geo. ): My eng. ):
I swear I'm going to study.

I cant remember the last time
I've seen my own eyes on the color of my skin.
Do you now whats it's like to feel ugly all the time?

I'm just too tired for everything.
I envy everyone life, but not mine.
If my life can be as wonderful as them.
Those everlasting smile. When will I get to have those smile?

I guess I really have to mug hard now hur.
Everyone seem to be studying.
I do not want to drop to NA next year.
Hmms. So JIAYOU felicia. (:
You can do it yeah?
If anyone see me online can you just ask me to switch off the comp? Hehhs. (:

It's also a best way to forget about you.
Study hard too.
I love, I hate, I miss you always.

I will continue with my blogskin after i finish studying.
So it will be like 1 mnth later? LOL!


I wna forget about ue.

I seriously need to study!
But I don't have the mood! DAMN!
Anyone can help me?

Don't bother to. I guess.

You hurt me still. There's no difference.
I'm just like a fool. Doing all this willing. Thinking that you will appreciate one day.
Maybe you will never know what happen. I was trying repay back what I did?
But is okay now. I know how much I did, it's no use. No more, not any longer.
Still, thank you.

Because I'm a girl.

I'm back to blogging again?
LOL! Dont feel like blogging about today.
Just photo bah.
Anyway just wna say CIP was kind of fun. Those old folks.... Hais.

Will I ever be betray again?
How many times must i be betrayed.
Fucked up.

I started to miss LTC.
I miss the 21 leaders.
Qitian, thnks for being a great leader. (:

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People tag me also! (:

I'm back from LTC. (:

DAY1
Reached school so early, 7.45. -.-'' So slacked with junru at the foyer.
discussion then played lots of game. Then, at 8.30 everyone came? Sit like for 1/2 hour in the foyer. -.-" Super super boring can! Finally, we got up the bus. And guess what. The bus is like super super lan? No air con. -.-" Everyone is like lacking of oxygen. When we reached, all of us got down the bus and the first reaction was like WOW! The air is like so so so so fresh larh! Hahahas! When we got there, we form group ourselves. At first there's 6 sec 3 in our grp. Then other grp lack of sec3 people than they tookours away. -.-" Stupid larh. Then left we 4 sec3? 21 people only 4 sec 3. >:( Somemore dilah grp got 7! Nevermind. Hmms. Our grp at first was like super super super boring? Not enthu at all? LOLS! At first Bc and kiakiat keep saying they feel very guilty cause they are not in grp 3? -.-" Lame larh. Hmms. Oh yarh! We are grp1 and the team called FEETS! =D Did lots of team work games. At night had field cooking competition? Every group need to cook 10 dishes. I did the garnishing. So difficult can! LOLS! But bc was damn super emo cause he think that our grp members didn't try their best. So after dinner he lecture them and I helped him too. LOL! But then after the leture two cried. I was damn shock larh, thought I scolded them then they cry. But in the end is they are sick! LOLS. Did cheer after that, the grp was so damn screw up larh! After bathing than gossip with junru and jasmin jui sleep lerh. (:

Day2
Did pt, it was damn tiring can! Did stretching excersie, follow by star jump, jumping jack thn crutches(?). After that was two rounds of running, 20 push up! Gosh. -.-" We came here for leadership training camp but not OBS? . HAHAHAS! After breakfast, we went for the high element thingy. I did the broken brigde and the duno what orange loop derh. The orange loop one was damn difficult. -.-" I stuck half way larh! But I completed the whole thing. (: Mr mornte is super what.Keep talking and talking. Other grps keep doing practical thn ours. -.-" ARGH! Shall skip the afternoon part. (: Night time we had camp fire! ;D Some of us organise the event. (: Is super tiring. Boonchun, Yuanqing, Stepf and tittaya were the MC. Then, Junru, Kiakiat, the D.... ( duno how to spell =x), Yina, me and more helped them. During the campfire, junru and I wanted to go back to the bunk to get the booklet. When we reached our bunk, we were too afraid to open the door. We look at each other thn I scream thn we both run off! LOL! So yuanqing acc us there. But we found out that the room was lock.-.-" Walking half way Junru shouted, thn we thought what happen. LOL! Thn suddenly she go open one of other people door, we all got shock agn by her. -.-" Stupid larh! Boonchun was damn super high during the camp fire. (: It was quite fun larh. Our grp performance was screw up. ): Super dissappointing larh. After the camp fire, did relfection. Then our grp wanted to listen to ghost stories. So they went up to the hall in the dark. -.-" But me and junru did not go. ;D But they got scolded in the end. LOL! Wished dilah happy birthday thn i fell aslp.

DAY3
Woke up late. -.-"
Clean the areas that we suppose to clean up.
Played games with our grp. (: We were much more bonded now. But then it was a little late. Cause the camp is gna end. -.-" But still we have FUN! FEETS yeah! We got 2nd for the field cooking competition. (: Reached school, I was a little emo and tired? So didnt talk and didnt went out with Junru. Sorry. Reached home, found out that I did not bring my house key. -.-" And no one was at home! I almost broke into tears larh. Called dad thn he came back bring me for lunch than gave me the house key! ;D THANK!

Although the camp was not really fun, but I had lots of memories. (: Those fun memories, will not be forgotten.
Group one, although we are really screw up, I still enjoy the time we have together.(:
Thanks guys for all the fun you gave me. :D
Those who incharged in the campfire, you guys will never be forgotten!
LTC 2007 rock on! (:


F E E T S
We are the feets and we say HI.
S T E E F
Back it up and meet my friends. (:

Neh neh neh neh neh neh neh neh neh neh neh neh Mighty FEET. =D

It a super super long post!
Pics next time. (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADILAH! =D

I strted to miss you again.

It have been a long time since I blog?
Hahahas.
Okays.
Saturday
Went to study with xunhui, junru, jiayean, xuesheng, jyhjie, boonchun and his stead. (:
I guai derh kays! FELICIA do study. But hor is like we did only one math paper? -.-"
Ordered mac than my fries have not okay. So went to sit first. Than bc ask me to help him buy fries, so when i helping him to buy, the waiter gave me my fries but then i went back to sit that time, anth waiter gave me anth fries. So i got two fries! HAHAS.
Better thn nothing. ;D Then went fork and spoon to acc jiayean eat. (: Went arcade to play basketball. I drp like shyt. ): Went toilet to slack after that cause xunhui was in pain!

Sunday
I was rotting.

Monday
Went out with my mum. Hmms. Raining so heavily larh! #$$^@#@#
Going to junru house later. Cause she wanted my to stay over at her house tonight. LOL!
LTC is coming!
AHHHHHHHHHHH! I don't want. ):

I know i was about to fall in love with you again. ):
Why must it be like this?
I'm not afraid of love but afraid of falling in love.
Tell me what is actually going on?

Firstly, I wna wish all teachers HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY! =D

I didnt wish any of the teachers today. -.-"
Hahahas.
Today performance was kind of nice yeah! (:
Super funny larh. But the dancing was like errr.....
Hmms. Shall not say. ={
3E1 performance was great! Super super funny can! Tsktsk.
Than the graduating classes presentation was nice. Super touching can.
I like the monkshill-rians and e1 and some others classes derh. Super super super nice larh!
Those teachers must be damn touch! ;D Hahahas. (:
After the performance went watch ratatouille with junru, xunhui. arnold, keeneng[duno how to spell] and with justin.
Yup. The show quite funny larh. Hahahas.
End here lerh!
Byeeeeeeeeeee. (:

I miss childhood memories.
Those fun and laughter.):

HELLOS. =D
I'm super sleepy in school today. -.-"
Plus I have a headache from the start of the day till now? Hell! >;(
Assembly is nice today. The best assembly I ever had in sec school!
LOL! All other assembly is like so sian?
Photo taking today. (: Lalalalas.

List out the top 5 presents you wish for:
1.Pimples free.
2.Be a HAPPY girl.
3.Having good result without studying. xD
4.Wish that he will . . .
5.Everyone will be HAPPY.

Answer the following questions.

The person who tagged you is:
No one. -.-" [ Saw from cat blog that she wna me to do.]

Your relationship with her/him is:
Primary school good friend. =D

Your 5 impressions of her/him:
Talk alot! ;P
Caring.
Very nice! LOLS?
A good volleyballer.
A good skipper too. ;D

The most memorable thing he / she has done for you:
Making me breakfast when primary six. ;)

The most memorable words he / she had said to you:'' Err. Not sure. o.- (sorry)

If he/ she becomes your lover, you will:
Errm. Consider first!

If he/ she becomes your lover, things he/ she has to improve on will be:
Errm. Nothing actually. Being herself is still the best thing. ;D

If he/ she becomes your enemy, you will:
Nah! I will never let it happen. Yeah? ;D

If he/ she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
Errm. Not sure? o.0

The most desired thing you want to do for him/ her now is:
Meet up again?

Your overall impression of him/ her is:
Intelligent and somehow humble. (:

______

How do you think people around you will feel about you?
Errm. Irritating? Some may think i act cute. -.-" ( But my voice is like that)

The characteristic(s) you love of yourself is /are:
I never love myself?

On the contrary. the characteristic (s) you hate of yourself is/ are:
I'm too emo.

The most ideal person you want to be is:
A carefree person with no problems and no pimps. (:

For people that like and care for you, say something to them:
Thanks for everything.

Pass this quiz to 10 people :)

1.Xunhui
2.Wanjing
3.Victoria
4.Yiwen
5.Niandeng
6.Bernbern
7.Xiaoling mei
8.Xinying
9.Sherlene
10.Xuepeng

Who is No. 6 having a relationship with?
Someone from sec 3. ;D

Is No. 9 a female or male?
Female.

If No. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
No! They dont know each other?

How about No. 8 and 5?
OH! No.

What is No.2 studying about?
Errm. Those sub she studying?

When was the last time you had a chat with No. 3?
Today.

What kind of music band does No. 8 like?
Errm. All kind? lols! =x

Does No. 1 has any siblings?
Yes! Brother.

Will you woo No. 3?
No. She doesnt wna be les. I guess?

How about No. 7?
No. She will always be my cutest meimei. ;D

Is No. 4 single?
I think she is.

What's the surname of No. 5?
LIM. (:

What's the name of No. 10?
Puan Xue Peng.

What's the hobby of No. 4?
I not so sure. Eating mac's corn? LOL!

Do No.5 and 9 get along well?
They don't know each other at all. -.-

Where is No. 2 studying at?
Outram Sec.

Talk something casually about No. 1?
She's always my sanasa.

Have you tried developing feelings for No. 8?
Yes! As a friend. ;D

Where does No. 9 live at?
Serangoon Garden? Am i right?

What colour does No. 4 likes?
Errm. Not very sure too.

Are No. 5 and 1 best friends?
No. Just friend.

Does No. 7 likes No. 2?
Nope.

How did you get to know No. 2?
Same primary school.

Does No. 1 have any pets?
Err. Fish?

Is No. 7 the sexiest person in the world?
Yup!

Keely won the overall for girl! (:
Yeah!
But is kind of sad when its boy turn larh.
Benjamin out. ): His singing is like super nice larh!
But still jiayou!
The couple part is so damn funny. Shawn and the Teresa (don't no how to spell) is like so so so wierd larh. Keely and the Zhi Xiong is so damn nice can! xD

I guess I really gona buck up!
EOY is coming!
Going to study very hard.
Jiayou felicia! You can derh! =D
I must study hard!
PLEASE!
Bye people.

I know I have not forget about you.
If only you would know what I was thinking.

Just read all my past post not long ago. And I found out that I had super lots of spelling mistake in it. -.-" And yup I was so so so CHEERFUL those days. All those post with lots of smiles. And soon, slowly, all my post became so emo. Everything just become not right. Is it all because of my fault?
Friends, family, CCA and many more things. All have change. Every single one have change.
This is the post I read...
Saw lots of think. Knowing how my friends really were. Sometimes I really dunno what the fucking hell I did wrong to deserve all those treatment. Everything seems to be my fault. Fuck up. I really don;t want talk to anyone any longer. My friends... Those I thought will really care, in the end turn up to be wrong. My bunch of 'close' friends, compared to my other friends. My other friends are so much better. At least they do understand. Maybe is just that we were together for so long and so we don't bother each other anymore? Or we know each other weakness too much. That's why you guys are treating me in that manner. Than fine. Whatever. I tried my best. I really tried. I'm really tired of everything. I'm gona break down soon. Real soon.

Than I realise that I was so happy when there's drama last time. I was looking forward to all practices, knowing that it will be fun. Knowing all the people will turn up. But now, I don't even want to turn up for drama. Everything is just so screw up, is not fun anymore. I miss those seniors. I really do.

I miss sec 2 lifes. Missing those times when I chatted with some Sec2 people in msn. It's really fun. We were damn super close? Helping each other up, cheering one another whenever we are down. Giving each other advise. But now? When we chat in msn, it seems like we don't even know what to talk? It seems like we are strangers? Every conversation last for only a few minutes? And we talk like only 3 times a month? I wonder when can we have fun during our conversation again.

I know our relationship is not good now. Is both of us at fault. You may think is my fault. But you will never know you are at fault too. Cause people don't spot their own mistake. Do they? I guess you don't mind breaking this friendship? I know you got lots more friends now. But I'm telling you, I really miss those days. When you helped me out whenever I'm in trouble. Gossiping about others, talking on phone almost everyday. Just because we were in different class and so our friendship is getting worst. I really hope we can be as close as before, but I know we will never be. Never again.

Argh!
Having cramp all day long. ): + headache! #$$%@#%
Super super unlucky larh!
Slept for the whole day but like no use.
No appetite to eat.
LOL! Guess my weight drop again! o.-''
There's physic test tomorrow and I have not study!
I don't have the strength to study! LOL!
How? How? Hope I will be able to do tomorrow.

Bye! Gna study abit than off to sleep again.
Hope I will get well tomorrow!
Nights people!

Haha. This is not a emo post huh? =D

I decided not to post about what happen today as they will say that i'm emo-ing today.
Well, but today really suck!

Worthless tears again.

I want to see fireworks!

I guess we really are.

Okays, I don't even know how to do a single question that Mr Wum gave. Argh! And more the test is on this friday. Bet I'm gna flunk it. ): Hais. HOW! How can I memorise in just 2 day? Damn it, I should have take POA instead larh. ): Sians.

Why must there be problems occuring everyday for me? Why can't I just be happy? Without any problems for me to get sick of? Give me a break will you people?

Lame is gone. ): Who are you.

Chocolate mint cookies. ;D

I really have Monday's blue?
LOL! Alot people say I'm emo-ing. -.-"
Hahahas. Chemistry, we have two whole period. (: So Vic use my fone and took lots of pictures. How cute can she be! ;D
Drama is totally broing.
I'm super quiet during the drama session. Then they thought I'm angry?
LOL!

STUPID SHENGHUI!
You seriously suck man.
But somehow i don't have any feeling when you read those things?
Maybe I really let go. (:
3 Cheers for FELICIA. (:

PEOPLE don ransack my bag pls!

4days of holidays is boring, but i getting use to it now.
Monday is getting nearer and I hate it hell lots.
I dont wna face all those shyt.
Can I just don't go to school without any reason?

Talk to me will you?

I decided to wait no more.

Our relationship is getting further apart. Is partly my fault or both of us at fault?
Can we be like as close as before?
I wonder.

Yesterday was National Day eve. School celebration is getting boring! -.-''
Yup. Was rotting in the hall. Suppose to go watch secret with bel and blah blah. BUT suddenly got one feeling and .... So decided not to go with them. And somehow I don't like odd numbers of people going out. So didn't go. Don't have any regrets too. Hmms. So went home, than got one feeling want to go out. So called skippers, since so long never meet lerh. Yup. (: Met at bugis. But somehow was kind of bored. Hmms. Cause we too long never contact lerh yeah? o.0''

Went holland village today with my family. Hmms. Than headed home. Lalalas.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE. (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE. (: