l0nelygiirl

2008-02-01T22:08:00.000+08:00

Guys, I've moved. (:
iamfeliciaaa.bs.com
Shall keep this as a memory. (:

Is time to say goodbye.
Let just've a new beginning.

2008-01-31T20:40:00.000+08:00

I having a cramp. ): & I having a bad bad bad headache.
Fuck, thanks to the class deco. ROAR! No one stayed back today larh.
Only mic, bel and me. -.- FUCK larh. Damn piss off. Whatever. Four e four gna win anyway hur.

Home econ coursework has to be done, eng compre, and need to study for geo test!
DAMN! I cant concentrate on any. -.- Should I just dont bother about anything and head to sleep?
ROAR ROAR ROAR! ):<

Everyone is getting sick.
Do take care people. (:

Wanjing, not only your bed missing you. My bed also missing me larh!
HAHAHAHA.

I want a black skinny.
I want a cardigan.
I want a yellow shirt.
I want a short.

2008-01-30T20:22:00.000+08:00

'' You're a dunno girl'' Thats what Kamal always tells me.
Hahaha! Cause everything he ask, mostly I'll say I dont know. (:

Last night, the comp drive me nuts! ): In the end, I did not complete my coursework. ._.''
& I slept at 1. Boohoo.

I love wednesday! (: There's no reason to it. Haha! :D
Thanks Mrs Chan, for allowing me to pass up my coursework on Friday!
Thanks Mrs Poh, for allowing me to pass up my comprehension on Friday! :D
Hahaha! (: THANKYOU! (:
After school, did class deco. Finally today, there's people helping me out!
THANKS to those who turned up and helped me and bel! (:
I'm kind of happy with the deco yeah. (: Woohoo! :D
But I'm not sure why I keep saying FOUR E FOUR. ._.''

Physics test tomorrow.
Geography test on Friday.
Sians.

Going to study for my physics!
Nights people!

I wish . . .

2008-01-29T22:52:00.000+08:00

Can you actually believe I can finally blog! :DD
HAHAHAHA! I miss blogging! ((:

Anyway, my comp can spoil any time any day. '-'
When I'm staring at the comp, my eyes hurt seriously! >:(
Whatever. At least I'm able to use! HAHA.

School has been good so far.
But just alil stress, alil emo, alil uneasy.
LOL!
I hate my sitting place right now.
Damn shyt!

Pe enrichment was quite fun! ((:
The master was super duper hilarious! :D
Haha! (:

Class deco is really a pain. ):
Why cant our class be more united?
So we can finish our deco as soon as possible.

Somehow I learn to forget the past?
Or I just learn how to let go.
Girl, the world is still gona go round and round,
life still have to go on.
Just leave the past and start a fresh alright?

2008-01-12T20:26:00.000+08:00

From Junru,

Please do not sms or call Felicia's hp as her sim card is spoilt.

2008-01-10T21:49:00.003+08:00

I'm deleting some blog links.
If you need my to link you, tag my blog yeah.

2008-01-10T21:06:00.000+08:00

Came to school quite late. Actually can see the whoever. But I came late, but guess what? I saw ________! :DD Finally can? Is like so long never see the person lerh! :DD Happy happy happy! (: Mrs wong is sick. ): Do takecare alright?! I miss your lesson. This year you have not teach me yet! GET WELL! :D The PE teacher pissed me off. -.- YOU SUCK MAN! Just because of 2 ppl who didnt bring PE shirt, made us sit in class for the whole period, hearing your nags. SHIT YOU! >:( Chinese was alright, crapped with Phi alot alot! HAHAHA. Then, stayed back in school to the stupid decoration. -.- Till like 6 plus? Damn it larh! No hurrying me, if you want do it yourself.

Homeworks are drving me crazy. I'm trying so hard to concentrate but I just cant.

Why do I always get the same feeling. I tired my best to forget about you. But no matter how hard, I couldn't. You are the one who make me become like this. But it seems like I'm the one who acutally at fault. Fuck. Will you just talk to me once more?
I miss you boy.
I'm just a fool. A real fool.

2008-01-08T20:10:00.001+08:00

School was great! :D
HMMS, two periods of e math, two periods of eng, two periods of chemistry, two periods of a math. Haha! Everything we had were two periods only for PE. Anyway PE was like errr... The teacher suck can? Our height all take wrongly derh can? >:( So is like I didnt grow when I think I did! ROAR!

Lunched with Sarah at LJS. (: Lots of people were there hur. But mostly upper sec! Hahaha! Crapped with her alot. (: Our er ren shi jie yeah? ;) Tsktsk. Then, chatted with xunhui and guys for awhile. Headed to velocity. Chatted and waited for Wenwei. After hearing Wenwei story, sent Sarah down to the MRT station and then walked home with Wenwei while he went to Shaw. HMMS. Had fun today! :DDD Yeah!

I'm getting super busy! Class deco have not done. Tons of homework, splendors coming up, CIP thingy! ROAR! ):

Cheerup boy, everything will be just fine. (:

2008-01-05T22:31:00.000+08:00

02 Jan 2008
I'm back from sec one camp! :D
I miss my bed seriously.
Camp was alright, but I almost lost my voice.
And I'm having a sore throat now! ): Roar!
Our leaders were great! :D Super super great! (:
We were so high! Cheering those sec ones, but then, still they were so quiet. -.-''
Nevermind, at least we tried our best.
Right leaders? :D
Okays, I still loveeeeeeee my one E one students although they are irritating at times!
HAHAHAHAS. (:
I have a great time with those leaders. (:

07 Jan 2008
Today was my first day of I step into my class for the whole day!
School was alright, although I'm super boring in class.
Cause is like all my friends were so far away from me! ):
And diff class. ): HAIS.
But I'm still super HIGH!
HAHAHAS! Maybe is during the camp I learn how to be high! (:
Amath is driving me crazy! ):
I super super stress over Amath! >:(
Roar! I need help larh!

Drama was funnnnn! :D
Got bully for no reason. -.-''
Stupid larh!
HMPHS.

I saw lots of people today!

I've learn how to smile! :D
I miss you seriously.

Anyway, I wonder is anyone reading my blog?
Or should I just close it?

2008-01-01T21:48:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 2008 PEOPLE! :D
Chatted with Jing and Yuanda yesterday night.
And the network connection suck or is my phone lag hur? :P
HMMS. People msg like how many hours to recieve? Gosh larh.
And my phone like got prob, the phone keep hanging by itself.
Phone, you must be strong kays?! :D

Went out with family today.
Saw somethings super funny at IKEA.
The brand name of a curtain and carpet named after FELICIA.
And some more one is called Throw Felicia!
LOL! Stupid lahr! >:(

Okays, that was actaully ystd post.
But I blogged half way, my comp got prob. -.-''
So yeah.
Okay! First day of school!
Met Junru at back gate, sorry I was late. :P
HMMS. But first time in the 4 years she waited for me! LOL!
HAHAHAS. Went back to class, then went for sec one orientation.
The sec one was damn damn nosiy when they are alone?
Quiet when we were with them. I shouted like what larh?
Pekchek can?! Hmphs.
OH!! I saw someone! :D HAHAHAS. (: Super happy can? Although is not the guy, but it his friend. ;] WEEEEEEEEE!
I'm super super tired now!
I gna eat my dinner, do some stuff, pack my bag and go to sleep! :DDD
Night world. (:

Can you be there tmwr?
Although I dont get back the same feeling, but I still miss you.
I just feel like seeing you. ):

2007-12-27T18:07:00.001+08:00

I hate period!
Cramps is like shyt shyt shyt! ROAR. ):
It hurts alot larh!
I vomitted more thn 10 times. -.-
I didnt eat anything.
& I slept the whole day.

Hope tmwr cramps doesnt come back to me! >:(

I miss you more thn I love you.

2007-12-26T15:26:00.000+08:00

Last week, spent the whole week with cousins.
Cause my grandma passed away. Quite sudden larh. But we cousins were so much bonded. (:
After the funeral, the next had dinner with them. :D The following day, they went to pub to have fun then the next day cousin OUTING. (: HAHA! It super super fun! We behave so noisily. :P Golden Compass was alright. &Dinner was great! (: I loveeee my cousins larh! :D Looking forward to next outing. (:

Christmas eve, celebrated with relatives. I got 2 pairs of earring for x'mas. The rest were chocolates. (: Enjoyed myself.

Meeting today was... eh.. Okay larh. But then the instructor keep asking to smile and make noise? LOL! Whatever, we will get high when is the right time! -.- Oh yarh. My maple acc got hack! FUCK larh! >:( Everything is gone for now. ):

OH! I've not strt doing my homework! I'm just plain lazy. HOW? And I'm going to be a sec four girl soon! Thats so so so fast. School reopening soon. ): I just dont like. What if everything is worst next year? I hate school, i'm afraid things will happen again.

I'm afraid that I will lose more people.
That feeling is really scary.

2007-12-25T14:35:00.000+08:00

It had been awhile since I last blog. Well, many things happened.
Damn, I don't feel like blogging, but I got many things to say.
Whatever, it doesn't matter hur?

You make me feel like a fool.
I miss you. Will you ever realise it?

2007-12-12T12:53:00.001+08:00

OH MY TIAN!
I was so shock larh. When I online MSN, only 1 people ONLINE!
GOSH! Is there something wrong with my MSN or everyone didnt online!

2007-12-11T19:03:00.000+08:00

300th post! :D

My both feets hurts like shyt! >:(
The blisters killing me larh.
ROAR! Thanks to my new shoe larh.
Pain till I have to sit on the toilet bowl to bath. -.-''
TSKTSK!

Shyt, forgotten what I wna say. -.-
Well, nights. :D

2007-12-11T12:13:00.000+08:00

Yesterday met up with jing and cat at cityhall.
As usual, jing was late. So, I waited for alone at the bus stop.
Then, saw one girl look like cat. So I walk over. There were 3 boys beside her.
When walking over there, heard them say, eh, got alot of cat leh. Cause I was wearing some cat shirt. -.- Then, waited with cat. Yarh. Then, cat told me that she heard, eh the girl walking over call emily larh. Cause she wearing Emily shirt. LOL! -.-'' Kays. HAHAHAS. LMAO.
yup, K-boxed with them. Quite fun larh. After, cat and syk went off, slacked with jing till 8+. (:
Have fun. (:

WAHHH! ):
Should i go?
But I'm alone.
DAMN!

2007-12-09T17:27:00.000+08:00

Weather these days are really bad. It can rain heavily now, and the next moment it's super sunny! Gosh larh!

Cousin came to my house ystd. (: & she gave me a super small lollipop. Super super cuteeeee larh. (:

Oh! I'm so addicted to channel u 10 korea show and liu guang sen lin!
DAMN! I cried every episode larh.

Everything seems so familiar hur. Ain't it? Every word you said now, is what I wished for last year. Now is your turn to get hurt. Finally know how's the feeling like? You care no more last time, now its my turn . You are like a total stranger to me now. No matter how upset you are, I totally have no feeling anymore. Maybe I'm numb. But is you people who cause this to happen.

I learn to accept the fact, and decide to live life to the fullest!:D

FELICIA, you gna strt to do your homework. Roar!

2007-12-07T11:27:00.000+08:00

I'm super super super super super tired now! =Z
Chatted with jing ystd till 3 plus? Then woke up at 9.15.
Damn larh!
I need to get some slp badly! ):

Yipee! Next monday meeting wit cat, jing and syk. :D
Can't wait man! :D Its has been a long long time since we 4 met up hur!

Theres so many things I wana say.
But whn I'm typing, I just ran out of words.

Do you what I'm thinking now?

This year gna pass in 3 weeks time.
Time really files.
Hais.

2007-12-04T19:19:00.000+08:00

I get so emotional this few days.

My head is spinning like a merry-go-round.
I'm so confuse.
I just dont know what to do.
If only I could just wash away those painful memories.

I've tried my best to please you people.
I'm tired. Really tired. Be more understanding for once.
Will you, people?

I love you.

2007-12-03T17:42:00.001+08:00

It have been decade since I blog. LOL!
But I've nth to blog about larh.
Blogging seems so boring nowaday? =x
Hehhs.
LTC meeting was alright larh. Just alittle boring yeah.
Sec One camp here I come! :D
Pizza-ed with cliques. Whatever game is getting yuky. The drink is so disgusting larh!

Contented. (:

Oh yarh!
My comp screen turned YELLOW!
Damn larh!>:(

I was left alone.
I'm really confuse.

2007-11-29T17:49:00.000+08:00

Just want to say sorry to those that I didnt reply their massage.
My phone left with no money, so I cant reply you guys.

I'm super emo this week.
Everything just came to my mind.
Thinking about every single thing, everyone.

I just hope that I could send you that massage that I wanted to write to you.
Then, delete you from my friendster list and block you from my MSN.
If I only have the courage to do so.

2007-11-25T14:34:00.000+08:00

Jingle all the way is nice. :D
Hahahas.
Super funny and yet touching. (:

Oh yeah! Christmas is coming. =DD
Hope I will recieve lots of lots of presents.
hehhehhs.

&I wna make ginger breadman!
but sadly, I dont know how to. ):
awwww.

I need a work!):

I got nothing to post about. Bye!

Make a wish.
I wish I've 10000 more wishes! :P

2007-11-23T14:47:00.000+08:00

If only I've the courage to do so.
Delete you away from friendster and MSN.
How long must I take to forget about you?
Used to be a nice person.
You changed totally now.
Just because you know more new friends?
Whatever, I know the true you.
It hurts but I guess I will have to move on hurh?
You made me feel so special and yet you made me feel like a total fool.

2007-11-20T10:33:00.001+08:00

I'm back! ;D
Its somehow fun and yet boring. -.-''
The food there was alright. But thn got super lots of housefiles yeah.
Imagine whn you eating and you still need to chase away the housefiles.
Super irritating larh! Oh yarh! I ate deep fry duck! LOL!
Went to some factories. & I saw turtles, eagle, snake and bat!
Surent say anymore. Let pictures do the talking! :D
Theres only a little pic as I lazy to upload.
Well, enjoy! :D

19 nov
Met Cat and her stead at outrum mrt. I was late. :P Tsktsk. Then waited for wilferd like 45mins?! LOL! His super long larh. Thn took train to Dover. Met up with JJ and XS, thn went to SP to watch Jing band concert. Quite alright larh. Although it was a little boring at first. But after the intermission, the songs were nice! :D Their bandist were damn high larh. Dancing when playing. Imagine if our school band memebers dancing. LOL! But i doubt they will. After that chatted with jing awhile. Then actually wanted to eat but cant decide where to eat so went home. Chatted with jing on phone awhile and slpt. :D
Wanjing takecare of yourself during OBM.
Girls meet up soon kays!

2007-11-14T12:16:00.000+08:00

Currently rotting at Junru house. -.-''
Damn is super boring lah.
My o2 jam character level 21 lerh! =D
Pro lehhs. -.-

1 more day i'm flying!
Hope it will fun.
Miss me. ;D

Had a nice sweet dream ystd night. (:
LALALALAS.

2007-11-13T16:40:00.000+08:00

2weeks of sch hols just gone like that, but I somehow enjoyed myself. :D
More outings I hope! :D

Well, i got nothing to blog acutally.
Cause i decided to rot at home for three days before i head to BALI.
But I feel like going out. ):
Whatever. -.-

Just look through some of the comments people wrote to me on friendster.
There's really lots of memorise back there.
Some comments were hilarious, super cute too larhhs.
But its a little childish yeah! But its damn nice.
Just realise that I didn't contact with a lot of people.
Those people whom I use to write comments to, disappear.
Didnt contact with them anymore.
There's really alot.
Like Yizhen, Xinying, Suxuan, Xiaoling, Alex, Darren, Darren, Xia0Shan, YeokHoon, Botak, JieJin, Louis and alot alot.
It use to be all happy memorise, but soon after we lost contact, it seems hurtful.
And some because of stupid reasons.
I miss those days.
Can I rewind back the time? I'll promise I will treasure it and never will I make the same mistake again.

I've tried.
But I'm missing you more each day.
Wishing that i shouldnt have agree to...
Can you treat me like you once did?
Regret is what i have now.

Damn! I'm super emo now.

2007-11-09T16:05:00.001+08:00

Theres so many nice blogskins.
But I shalln't change. :D
Hahahas.
LTC is totally boring can!
Worst and worst. -.-
My group is not enthu. ( include me larh.)
LOLS. Haiis.
Anyway JJ, Xs, Bc and Wilfred bought from the band concert tickets! :D
THANKS!

Meeting jing and cat afterwards.
Hope will be fun. (:

2007-11-07T21:58:00.001+08:00

This is my third post.
LOL!
Chatted with vincent on phone just now.
Its a nice chat.=D
Thanks for letting me know how the whole its like?

2007-11-07T16:44:00.000+08:00

I use to thought that you were different from others. Cheering me up when I was down, encouraging me, helping me out. Making me feel like I was the luckiest girl on earth. But it turn out to be wrong. You're just like another guy next door. [You should know] After that day, your tone change. We seldom chat any more. Even we did, those were just a 5 min conversation? You told me not to forget about you, but now it another way round. It hurt to see the person I trust to treat me in this manner. I thought you could be my forever friend. But... But at least I see the true color of you. I shed my tears for you once but i doubt there will be second time. Goodbye my friend. I wont even come and bother you any longer. Take care. Please study hard. Anyway thanks for all those wonderful memories although is only a week. But still thank you. I promise myself I will forget about you.

2007-11-07T13:16:00.000+08:00

Went to watch seeker with junru, jyhjie, wilferd and xuesheng yesterday.
The show was alright. A little scary and boring. LOL!
But overall it consider nice yeah! :DD
Then shopped with junru after that. Vivo is kind of boring. -.0''

LTC was boring today.
I was emo. -.-''
Not really call emo but just kind of piss off larh.
Whatever. Friday our last meeting. Hope it will be fun.

You change, change to another person.
You may know or you may not know.
But the attitude is kind of sucky yeah?
Others may think is nice cause you are more...
Ermm. But yarh.

Anyone intersted in band concert?
19 nov.
Singapore poly.
$8 per ticket.

2007-11-05T20:09:00.000+08:00

Today is a super duper long day.
sharp! For the first time! But what. -.- The people came late. I was rather sleepy and a little LTC meeting in the morning. I wanted to come late but then my mum woke me up at 7.30. -.- So yeah, i reached AVA room exactly at 9.ooamSLBemo. Vic thought I was about to cry! Hahas. Thanks vic for your concern. (: I'm fine. :DD So we had to try out the games. Whacko was fun! Playing with group 2 and the whole LTC memebers. :) Then follow by T P shuffle. Junru, Jasmin, arnold and I were like in one ball? o.0'' Dont even have space to move larh. Gosh! Ladder was
super scary! =S The ending games was fun. (: Guess we were a little bonded yeah? :D
After the meeting, pizza-ed with Junru, Jasmin, Pearlyn, Jiayean, Aqfi, Arnold and Keenen. Yup. Saw Niandeng and gang there too. Rich people! Played the never game, the drink was gross larh. Shopped awhile, arnold gave me a pooh! =DDD
Going Bali next week. LOL!
HAPPY or SAD? But i can finally sit areoplane? :D
HAHAHAHAS!

I miss you.
But i'm trying to forget you as well.

It takes twice the time for you to forget someone you like.

2007-11-03T18:10:00.000+08:00

Yipee!
Finally changed my blogskin. :D

This week is all LTC meeting and Chinese ERP. -.-"
Yup. LTC was boring. But looking forward to Sec one camp. ((:

Hope the person will hire us yeah. :DD

2007-10-28T14:14:00.000+08:00

My computer is going to die.
Roar larh! >:( Anyone can buy me a new comp? o.0''
I'm rotting at home.
I seriously need a job.
Anyone? ):

1 week of schooling tomorrow onwards.
Hais.

LTC meeting. Whose not going tomorrow?

2007-10-27T12:26:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was last day of school.
Finally! Hahahahas.
But I was kind of moody larh.
Went home, changed. Met Jasmin and arnold to buy BBQ stuff.
Was laughing my way. :D Arnold and Jas are really joker!
Reached East Coast, saw a group of guys at our pit. We told them that this was our pit.
So they went to check. And they got the wrong day! LOL!
Yup. BBQ was kind of okay larh.
But Im emo! Tsktsk.
Anyway thank you bel, for accompany me. Have a nice chat wit you.
THANK YOU!
& thanks for everyone who come. (:

2007-10-22T21:23:00.000+08:00

It have been decade since i blog!
Exams had ended! Yipee.
But my result sucks totally larh.
Failed 2. I was so upset when i know i failed my science. Damn.
Lots of sec 3 retain. Is like super super lots.
Is the worst level this year hur?
Hmmms. Haiis.

I'm stupid enough. Real stupid enough.
Missing for someone which doesnt even worth.

For you I will.
Change will you?

2007-10-15T20:35:00.000+08:00

It was all just f lies. I thought you were different from the rest.
But I was just totally wrong. Will you people stop lying to me ?
Damn it.

Watch me die.

2007-10-12T12:50:00.000+08:00

&when I see you then I know it will be next to me.
&when I need you then I know you will be there with.

2007-10-11T21:13:00.001+08:00

Exam is finally over!
Yipeeeeeeeeeeee. :D
Now is the results that is worrying me. >:(

I have a funny funny dream last night.
Is so hilarious! :D
Love that dream. (:

Went ps to meet zifa and his friend.
LOL! We walked the whole ps. And was like damn bored kays!
Hmms. Sorry hur. You people were sure bored.
Im so sorry. ):
Met junru, arnold, xunhui and jasmin after that. :D
Photo hunting make us go mad!

Happy birthday Mum. (:
Happy birthday Yiwen. (:
Happy birthday Mclin. (:
Happy birthday Vincent Jie. (:

2007-10-08T17:01:00.000+08:00

I screwed up my Amath again. ):
Emo-ed during school period.
I just cant accept the fact.
Thanks people for cheering me up.

Chemistry and Emath tmwr.
I hate Chemi can. I seriously don't no how to study for Chemi.
I have no ideal.
Teach me.

I'm stress. D:

Wo yao baobao.
Can I just cry?

2007-10-05T22:11:00.001+08:00

For the first time ems make me so stress.
My heart was beating so fast this few days.
& during i totally freak out?
Emath was tough today.
Just hope I will pass.

You didnt even know how hard I try.
Know the truth before you scold people.
Damn it.

I'm studying real hard tmwr. (:
Amath & Chemistry tmwr.
I need pull up my socks.

2007-10-03T13:22:00.000+08:00

Whats the point of studying so hard when you just flunk your exam?
I'm really tired. I tried my best. But i still flunk.
Every paper did so badly. Fuck. Theres still more paper coming up.
Can i just give up?
I dont want to my in my 1oo% effort to study thn when doing the paper. -.-"
Tell me what to do.

2007-09-30T15:19:00.000+08:00

tag reply: XIAOling - MEI. =D will link and tag after my exam kays?
Pat - Errm. somehow yes. (:
niandeng - yupp. of cause. unlike someone. hahahs.
Sherelene - I miss ue too. =D
Qitian:D - hellos. When im free kays? (:
msMELODY - When i'm free kays? stay pretty too. (:
Goremeister - HAHA! EMO =D
Junru - Don anyhow blah. ;P see first bahh. after exam yeah? love ue too.

2007-09-26T21:00:00.000+08:00

A happy person will never understand how a emo person feel.
They may think that they are just being lame? or trying to upset other people feelings.
Imagine you are on those emo people shoe and people blaming you for being emo. How will you felt? Their problems, no one will ever understand as someone happy will never have this emo experience. A emo person can cheer someone happy when they are down. But a happy person can never cheer someone who is emo. They just don't understand the pain they had.

2007-09-22T22:20:00.000+08:00

Went taka wit mum to buy moon cake.
HMMS. The weather is like so hell hot larh! >:[
Then, when i reach ard 5+ cat say she want to go back hongwen.
So, I accompany her. (: When i reaching hongwen, my heart was like pumping damn fast larh. Duno why also! Met her, thn sherlene msged that she's coming down.
Went to find her. ;D So long never meet her lerh larh. Sherlene I MISS YOU!
Tsktsk. So chatted with her. Saw Xinying and emily. Then chat chat, after sherlene went off, went with Cat. Saw the rope skipping performance. Not badd larh. But very wierd only. Chat for awhile more went home. Waited for my dad like 30mins, then he say he not coming! #%$$%^@# So went home by myself.
Saw quite alot of people. Cat, sherlene, xinying, emily, jiamin, cerrie, Yizhen, arron, colin, benjamin, yuanqing, andy, theron, shaoxi, weiqing, jonathan, jingxuan, shenghui still got alot larh! But no 6c people derh! But then alot not hws derh go. =.-" ROAR larh! Hais, whatever. (:

I miss eu/

2007-09-20T18:36:00.000+08:00

LTC photo. (:
Thanks to Mr justin and junru. (:

I flunk most of my test. ):
ARGH! DAMN! My geo. ): My eng. ):
I swear I'm going to study.

I cant remember the last time
I've seen my own eyes on the color of my skin.
Do you now whats it's like to feel ugly all the time?

2007-09-18T16:36:00.000+08:00

I'm just too tired for everything.
I envy everyone life, but not mine.
If my life can be as wonderful as them.
Those everlasting smile. When will I get to have those smile?

I guess I really have to mug hard now hur.
Everyone seem to be studying.
I do not want to drop to NA next year.
Hmms. So JIAYOU felicia. (:
You can do it yeah?
If anyone see me online can you just ask me to switch off the comp? Hehhs. (:

It's also a best way to forget about you.
Study hard too.
I love, I hate, I miss you always.

2007-09-16T20:05:00.000+08:00

I will continue with my blogskin after i finish studying.
So it will be like 1 mnth later? LOL!

I wna forget about ue.

2007-09-16T15:54:00.000+08:00

I seriously need to study!
But I don't have the mood! DAMN!
Anyone can help me?

Don't bother to. I guess.

2007-09-14T21:36:00.000+08:00

You hurt me still. There's no difference.
I'm just like a fool. Doing all this willing. Thinking that you will appreciate one day.
Maybe you will never know what happen. I was trying repay back what I did?
But is okay now. I know how much I did, it's no use. No more, not any longer.
Still, thank you.

Because I'm a girl.

2007-09-14T21:32:00.000+08:00

I'm back to blogging again?
LOL! Dont feel like blogging about today.
Just photo bah.
Anyway just wna say CIP was kind of fun. Those old folks.... Hais.

Will I ever be betray again?
How many times must i be betrayed.
Fucked up.

2007-09-08T10:11:00.000+08:00

I started to miss LTC.
I miss the 21 leaders.
Qitian, thnks for being a great leader. (:

2007-09-06T20:56:00.001+08:00

Create your own Friend Test here

People tag me also! (:

2007-09-06T15:43:00.000+08:00

I'm back from LTC. (:

DAY1
Reached school so early, 7.45. -.-'' So slacked with junru at the foyer.
discussion then played lots of game. Then, at 8.30 everyone came? Sit like for 1/2 hour in the foyer. -.-" Super super boring can! Finally, we got up the bus. And guess what. The bus is like super super lan? No air con. -.-" Everyone is like lacking of oxygen. When we reached, all of us got down the bus and the first reaction was like WOW! The air is like so so so so fresh larh! Hahahas! When we got there, we form group ourselves. At first there's 6 sec 3 in our grp. Then other grp lack of sec3 people than they tookours away. -.-" Stupid larh. Then left we 4 sec3? 21 people only 4 sec 3. >:( Somemore dilah grp got 7! Nevermind. Hmms. Our grp at first was like super super super boring? Not enthu at all? LOLS! At first Bc and kiakiat keep saying they feel very guilty cause they are not in grp 3? -.-" Lame larh. Hmms. Oh yarh! We are grp1 and the team called FEETS! =D Did lots of team work games. At night had field cooking competition? Every group need to cook 10 dishes. I did the garnishing. So difficult can! LOLS! But bc was damn super emo cause he think that our grp members didn't try their best. So after dinner he lecture them and I helped him too. LOL! But then after the leture two cried. I was damn shock larh, thought I scolded them then they cry. But in the end is they are sick! LOLS. Did cheer after that, the grp was so damn screw up larh! After bathing than gossip with junru and jasmin jui sleep lerh. (:

Day2
Did pt, it was damn tiring can! Did stretching excersie, follow by star jump, jumping jack thn crutches(?). After that was two rounds of running, 20 push up! Gosh. -.-" We came here for leadership training camp but not OBS? . HAHAHAS! After breakfast, we went for the high element thingy. I did the broken brigde and the duno what orange loop derh. The orange loop one was damn difficult. -.-" I stuck half way larh! But I completed the whole thing. (: Mr mornte is super what.Keep talking and talking. Other grps keep doing practical thn ours. -.-" ARGH! Shall skip the afternoon part. (: Night time we had camp fire! ;D Some of us organise the event. (: Is super tiring. Boonchun, Yuanqing, Stepf and tittaya were the MC. Then, Junru, Kiakiat, the D.... ( duno how to spell =x), Yina, me and more helped them. During the campfire, junru and I wanted to go back to the bunk to get the booklet. When we reached our bunk, we were too afraid to open the door. We look at each other thn I scream thn we both run off! LOL! So yuanqing acc us there. But we found out that the room was lock.-.-" Walking half way Junru shouted, thn we thought what happen. LOL! Thn suddenly she go open one of other people door, we all got shock agn by her. -.-" Stupid larh! Boonchun was damn super high during the camp fire. (: It was quite fun larh. Our grp performance was screw up. ): Super dissappointing larh. After the camp fire, did relfection. Then our grp wanted to listen to ghost stories. So they went up to the hall in the dark. -.-" But me and junru did not go. ;D But they got scolded in the end. LOL! Wished dilah happy birthday thn i fell aslp.

DAY3
Woke up late. -.-"
Clean the areas that we suppose to clean up.
Played games with our grp. (: We were much more bonded now. But then it was a little late. Cause the camp is gna end. -.-" But still we have FUN! FEETS yeah! We got 2nd for the field cooking competition. (: Reached school, I was a little emo and tired? So didnt talk and didnt went out with Junru. Sorry. Reached home, found out that I did not bring my house key. -.-" And no one was at home! I almost broke into tears larh. Called dad thn he came back bring me for lunch than gave me the house key! ;D THANK!

Although the camp was not really fun, but I had lots of memories. (: Those fun memories, will not be forgotten.
Group one, although we are really screw up, I still enjoy the time we have together.(:
Thanks guys for all the fun you gave me. :D
Those who incharged in the campfire, you guys will never be forgotten!
LTC 2007 rock on! (:

F E E T S
We are the feets and we say HI.
S T E E F
Back it up and meet my friends. (:

Neh neh neh neh neh neh neh neh neh neh neh neh Mighty FEET. =D

It a super super long post!
Pics next time. (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADILAH! =D

I strted to miss you again.

2007-09-03T19:05:00.000+08:00

It have been a long time since I blog?
Hahahas.
Okays.
Saturday
Went to study with xunhui, junru, jiayean, xuesheng, jyhjie, boonchun and his stead. (:
I guai derh kays! FELICIA do study. But hor is like we did only one math paper? -.-"
Ordered mac than my fries have not okay. So went to sit first. Than bc ask me to help him buy fries, so when i helping him to buy, the waiter gave me my fries but then i went back to sit that time, anth waiter gave me anth fries. So i got two fries! HAHAS.
Better thn nothing. ;D Then went fork and spoon to acc jiayean eat. (: Went arcade to play basketball. I drp like shyt. ): Went toilet to slack after that cause xunhui was in pain!

Sunday
I was rotting.

Monday
Went out with my mum. Hmms. Raining so heavily larh! #$$^@#@#
Going to junru house later. Cause she wanted my to stay over at her house tonight. LOL!
LTC is coming!
AHHHHHHHHHHH! I don't want. ):

I know i was about to fall in love with you again. ):
Why must it be like this?
I'm not afraid of love but afraid of falling in love.
Tell me what is actually going on?

2007-08-31T21:56:00.000+08:00

Firstly, I wna wish all teachers HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY! =D

I didnt wish any of the teachers today. -.-"
Hahahas.
Today performance was kind of nice yeah! (:
Super funny larh. But the dancing was like errr.....
Hmms. Shall not say. ={
3E1 performance was great! Super super funny can! Tsktsk.
Than the graduating classes presentation was nice. Super touching can.
I like the monkshill-rians and e1 and some others classes derh. Super super super nice larh!
Those teachers must be damn touch! ;D Hahahas. (:
After the performance went watch ratatouille with junru, xunhui. arnold, keeneng[duno how to spell] and with justin.
Yup. The show quite funny larh. Hahahas.
End here lerh!
Byeeeeeeeeeee. (:

I miss childhood memories.
Those fun and laughter.):

2007-08-27T20:49:00.001+08:00

HELLOS. =D
I'm super sleepy in school today. -.-"
Plus I have a headache from the start of the day till now? Hell! >;(
Assembly is nice today. The best assembly I ever had in sec school!
LOL! All other assembly is like so sian?
Photo taking today. (: Lalalalas.

2007-08-27T20:19:00.000+08:00

List out the top 5 presents you wish for:
1.Pimples free.
2.Be a HAPPY girl.
3.Having good result without studying. xD
4.Wish that he will . . .
5.Everyone will be HAPPY.

Answer the following questions.

The person who tagged you is:
No one. -.-" [ Saw from cat blog that she wna me to do.]

Your relationship with her/him is:
Primary school good friend. =D

Your 5 impressions of her/him:
Talk alot! ;P
Caring.
Very nice! LOLS?
A good volleyballer.
A good skipper too. ;D

The most memorable thing he / she has done for you:
Making me breakfast when primary six. ;)

The most memorable words he / she had said to you:'' Err. Not sure. o.- (sorry)

If he/ she becomes your lover, you will:
Errm. Consider first!

If he/ she becomes your lover, things he/ she has to improve on will be:
Errm. Nothing actually. Being herself is still the best thing. ;D

If he/ she becomes your enemy, you will:
Nah! I will never let it happen. Yeah? ;D

If he/ she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
Errm. Not sure? o.0

The most desired thing you want to do for him/ her now is:
Meet up again?

Your overall impression of him/ her is:
Intelligent and somehow humble. (:

______

How do you think people around you will feel about you?
Errm. Irritating? Some may think i act cute. -.-" ( But my voice is like that)

The characteristic(s) you love of yourself is /are:
I never love myself?

On the contrary. the characteristic (s) you hate of yourself is/ are:
I'm too emo.

The most ideal person you want to be is:
A carefree person with no problems and no pimps. (:

For people that like and care for you, say something to them:
Thanks for everything.

Pass this quiz to 10 people :)

1.Xunhui
2.Wanjing
3.Victoria
4.Yiwen
5.Niandeng
6.Bernbern
7.Xiaoling mei
8.Xinying
9.Sherlene
10.Xuepeng

Who is No. 6 having a relationship with?
Someone from sec 3. ;D

Is No. 9 a female or male?
Female.

If No. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
No! They dont know each other?

How about No. 8 and 5?
OH! No.

What is No.2 studying about?
Errm. Those sub she studying?

When was the last time you had a chat with No. 3?
Today.

What kind of music band does No. 8 like?
Errm. All kind? lols! =x

Does No. 1 has any siblings?
Yes! Brother.

Will you woo No. 3?
No. She doesnt wna be les. I guess?

How about No. 7?
No. She will always be my cutest meimei. ;D

Is No. 4 single?
I think she is.

What's the surname of No. 5?
LIM. (:

What's the name of No. 10?
Puan Xue Peng.

What's the hobby of No. 4?
I not so sure. Eating mac's corn? LOL!

Do No.5 and 9 get along well?
They don't know each other at all. -.-

Where is No. 2 studying at?
Outram Sec.

Talk something casually about No. 1?
She's always my sanasa.

Have you tried developing feelings for No. 8?
Yes! As a friend. ;D

Where does No. 9 live at?
Serangoon Garden? Am i right?

What colour does No. 4 likes?
Errm. Not very sure too.

Are No. 5 and 1 best friends?
No. Just friend.

Does No. 7 likes No. 2?
Nope.

How did you get to know No. 2?
Same primary school.

Does No. 1 have any pets?
Err. Fish?

Is No. 7 the sexiest person in the world?
Yup!

2007-08-25T22:01:00.000+08:00

Keely won the overall for girl! (:
Yeah!
But is kind of sad when its boy turn larh.
Benjamin out. ): His singing is like super nice larh!
But still jiayou!
The couple part is so damn funny. Shawn and the Teresa (don't no how to spell) is like so so so wierd larh. Keely and the Zhi Xiong is so damn nice can! xD

I guess I really gona buck up!
EOY is coming!
Going to study very hard.
Jiayou felicia! You can derh! =D
I must study hard!
PLEASE!
Bye people.

I know I have not forget about you.
If only you would know what I was thinking.

2007-08-21T18:30:00.000+08:00

Just read all my past post not long ago. And I found out that I had super lots of spelling mistake in it. -.-" And yup I was so so so CHEERFUL those days. All those post with lots of smiles. And soon, slowly, all my post became so emo. Everything just become not right. Is it all because of my fault?
Friends, family, CCA and many more things. All have change. Every single one have change.
This is the post I read...
Saw lots of think. Knowing how my friends really were. Sometimes I really dunno what the fucking hell I did wrong to deserve all those treatment. Everything seems to be my fault. Fuck up. I really don;t want talk to anyone any longer. My friends... Those I thought will really care, in the end turn up to be wrong. My bunch of 'close' friends, compared to my other friends. My other friends are so much better. At least they do understand. Maybe is just that we were together for so long and so we don't bother each other anymore? Or we know each other weakness too much. That's why you guys are treating me in that manner. Than fine. Whatever. I tried my best. I really tried. I'm really tired of everything. I'm gona break down soon. Real soon.

Than I realise that I was so happy when there's drama last time. I was looking forward to all practices, knowing that it will be fun. Knowing all the people will turn up. But now, I don't even want to turn up for drama. Everything is just so screw up, is not fun anymore. I miss those seniors. I really do.

I miss sec 2 lifes. Missing those times when I chatted with some Sec2 people in msn. It's really fun. We were damn super close? Helping each other up, cheering one another whenever we are down. Giving each other advise. But now? When we chat in msn, it seems like we don't even know what to talk? It seems like we are strangers? Every conversation last for only a few minutes? And we talk like only 3 times a month? I wonder when can we have fun during our conversation again.

I know our relationship is not good now. Is both of us at fault. You may think is my fault. But you will never know you are at fault too. Cause people don't spot their own mistake. Do they? I guess you don't mind breaking this friendship? I know you got lots more friends now. But I'm telling you, I really miss those days. When you helped me out whenever I'm in trouble. Gossiping about others, talking on phone almost everyday. Just because we were in different class and so our friendship is getting worst. I really hope we can be as close as before, but I know we will never be. Never again.

2007-08-19T20:57:00.000+08:00

Argh!
Having cramp all day long. ): + headache! #$$%@#%
Super super unlucky larh!
Slept for the whole day but like no use.
No appetite to eat.
LOL! Guess my weight drop again! o.-''
There's physic test tomorrow and I have not study!
I don't have the strength to study! LOL!
How? How? Hope I will be able to do tomorrow.

Bye! Gna study abit than off to sleep again.
Hope I will get well tomorrow!
Nights people!

Haha. This is not a emo post huh? =D

2007-08-17T21:14:00.001+08:00

I decided not to post about what happen today as they will say that i'm emo-ing today.
Well, but today really suck!

Worthless tears again.

I want to see fireworks!

I guess we really are.

2007-08-15T20:57:00.000+08:00

Okays, I don't even know how to do a single question that Mr Wum gave. Argh! And more the test is on this friday. Bet I'm gna flunk it. ): Hais. HOW! How can I memorise in just 2 day? Damn it, I should have take POA instead larh. ): Sians.

Why must there be problems occuring everyday for me? Why can't I just be happy? Without any problems for me to get sick of? Give me a break will you people?

Lame is gone. ): Who are you.

Chocolate mint cookies. ;D

2007-08-13T21:15:00.000+08:00

I really have Monday's blue?
LOL! Alot people say I'm emo-ing. -.-"
Hahahas. Chemistry, we have two whole period. (: So Vic use my fone and took lots of pictures. How cute can she be! ;D
Drama is totally broing.
I'm super quiet during the drama session. Then they thought I'm angry?
LOL!

STUPID SHENGHUI!
You seriously suck man.
But somehow i don't have any feeling when you read those things?
Maybe I really let go. (:
3 Cheers for FELICIA. (:

PEOPLE don ransack my bag pls!

2007-08-11T20:50:00.000+08:00

4days of holidays is boring, but i getting use to it now.
Monday is getting nearer and I hate it hell lots.
I dont wna face all those shyt.
Can I just don't go to school without any reason?

Talk to me will you?

I decided to wait no more.

Our relationship is getting further apart. Is partly my fault or both of us at fault?
Can we be like as close as before?
I wonder.

2007-08-09T20:09:00.001+08:00

Yesterday was National Day eve. School celebration is getting boring! -.-''
Yup. Was rotting in the hall. Suppose to go watch secret with bel and blah blah. BUT suddenly got one feeling and .... So decided not to go with them. And somehow I don't like odd numbers of people going out. So didn't go. Don't have any regrets too. Hmms. So went home, than got one feeling want to go out. So called skippers, since so long never meet lerh. Yup. (: Met at bugis. But somehow was kind of bored. Hmms. Cause we too long never contact lerh yeah? o.0''

Went holland village today with my family. Hmms. Than headed home. Lalalas.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE. (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE. (:

2007-08-07T21:33:00.000+08:00

I really don't know whats wrong with me nowadays.
I can't seem to get high? Err, yes I can. Only when I'm in class, with some particular people. I really don't no what I did wrong. Just being myself. What's really wrong being myself? Is that consider wrong too? I'm not like others, trying to be good, letting people believe what they say. Alright, I'm not those kind of people. I will only say those what i see. Will not deny the fact. And not making up stories. And I'm not acting. I got nothing to gain from that.
I neglected you people? Please for goddness sake since when? And even if I did, I told you guys nicely at first, you guys fall on deaf ear than continue doing what you guys really want. Then, I shouted at you guys, or givng you guys attitude you guys said that I'm going crazy. You guys don't even know my problems. So just look on one side alright?

My girl did nothing to you. Please don't give her attitude aright. I'm the one who is pissed off and showing you attitude. If you are unhappy, show attitude to me than but not her. She's the innocent one.

I began not to be myself.

2007-08-07T21:08:00.000+08:00

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGH.
What the fuck you guys want man.
Giving enough trouble?
FUCK OFF LAHR YOU GUYS.
I have enough problems of you guys!

Thanks for ystd things.
My mood for the entire whole day is spoilt.
Bloody hell spoilt!
I'm boiling now!
Who can let me punch them?
Shout at them?
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH. ROAR~!!!!!

2007-08-06T17:53:00.000+08:00

This is the worst day in term 3! Yes it is. The week before thought that everything will turn out better. And it's wrong. I'm fucking fucking wrong. Fuck up! Argh. I get to know the true face of everyone. Yeah I really did.

I cried out. I finally did. For the fucking sake of the cca, I did not say anything. I just keep everything in my heart. Letting the teachers blame, letting those members giving me attitude. Yeah I can take it. But not for today man. What the fuck. You people better listen up. If you want to join this cca, you better attend it willingly. Not thinking that this is a cca that you can slack. If you thinking in this manner, you all wrong. If you wna slack, please just quit this cca and get your ass out of here! Go find a cca that you can slack. And you think that you can do a better job than me, well I will step down and let you do! I will seriously let you be in my position. And when you in that position, I will make sure that I will give the same attitude that you gave me.
Thinking that I'm fucking foolish. Cried 4 times for you people. Stupid me.

Do not know that it is the fact. But if I'm wrong, I'm willing to apologise to you. Please do not blame her. She's just trying to help me. Reflect it about yourself. If you think that you did want to do it, than come tell me. But it must be the truth.

This is my blog. If you guys arent happy with what i wrote, than don't read it. Its my blog. Yeah.

I thought you will, but in the end, I'm wrong.
I realise I can't let go off you.

Bern, do cheer up. (: One day you will find a true friend.
Thanks for the acc today.
&& I'm truely sorry.

anyway. happy birthday jj.

2007-08-05T16:51:00.001+08:00

Just because I did the impossible quizzes, I having a bad headache now. -.-"
Argh! You people may go and try it. xD
http://www.addictinggames.com/theimpossiblequiz.html
Lots of people playing it now hur. xD

I learn to let go. Yes I finally learned how to. Realise that if I do not learn how to let go, I will be the one suffering but not others. The feeling of it so much better. Is like you don't have any pressure any longer?
I deleted your number, tore away those paper, deleted those pictures and deleted those messages. I really want to forget about you. I want to start a new me. I really want to forget the past. Leave me alone alright? Let just be perfect strangers. Pretend we really do not know each other.
I'm already a big girl & big girls don't cry. (:

I hope this is the best way.
I wonder if dreams could be real.
I just want to be a happy girl.
Can I?

2007-08-01T22:17:00.000+08:00

Anyway FELICIA TEO WEI LING is missing.
If anyone seen her contact the police!
Hmms. Is a rather a sad thing larh.
Hope she's safe.

Hoping that I can go MIA too.

2007-08-01T21:40:00.000+08:00

I just wonder. Some friends ain't worth believing. Believing them times and times and yet they hurt me each time more and talking everything like nobody buissness. Just got so fuck up. Waiting and waiting and trying to believe that you guys are not those shyt people. Putting you in my shoes. How would you actually feel? I really do not know what the hell you guys thinking in your mind. Everythings that in all of your mind seems so complicated hur. Thinking that I'm trying to take any advantages from you guys? HELLO! Come on larh. What advantage I can get from you guys. I really don't know what can I actually gain from you guy. Why do people get so easily influnce by others? Fuck up you know. Expected the unexpected! Didn't know that such a kind looking person but in your heart is like hell evil.

Anyway this is my blog. What I wna write is my problem. Don't come and not happy here not happy there. Is you people who force me to write all this shyt and this is only the place I can write out how I actually felt.

School is'nt as good as I thought.
Maybe I should not have choose this school. Maybe does things won't even happen than. Everything will be just fine.

Thanks bel for the treat. (:
&& those...

I hope I tursted the right people.

2007-07-28T21:34:00.000+08:00

Damn nice can!
I want larh! Is so so so so so so NICE!
Can anyone buy for me?
Hahahas. (:
I wna a winnie the pooh latop too. !!!!

You didn't even realise how much I miss you.
I really hope you will be able to understand.
8letters.

2007-07-27T20:48:00.000+08:00

bad fire. (:

Went for primary school national rope skipping. Well, hws won 3 overall. (: Grats! But the performancer wasnt that well larh! JIAYOU!

Well, seriously i hate friday PE lessons. Stupid larh!
Schools are so boring nowsdays. Nothing really special happened.
HMMS.
STUPID SHENGHU! Ransacked my bag. @#%$
Hope they seen anything. =X

I wonder if we both like each other?
LOL! I'm talking crap.
I just seen you today. But it seems like I have not seen you for ages.
I'm missing you.
Yeah. 3days not seeing you is a torture. ):

What's wrong with my mum nowadays.
ARGH!

GRATS. (:

2007-07-25T20:11:00.000+08:00

Have not seen 8letters for 2 whole days. >;( !@#% !!
I dont like lahr! That feeling very wierd. Argh! ):
HOW?
I really don't know if I'm in love with you.
What if a confession was made?
What will be the ending?
A happy ending? Or a hurtful one?
If only you could understand.

2007-07-24T21:04:00.000+08:00

Well, Mr wum scolded us. Guess e4 to e5 heard it hur? So loud. Yeah. Hmms. Haiis. Gna buck yeah. Geo test is a disaster. ): I hope i will pass. Please?
Workshop is kind of nice today hur? (;

Well, i got nothing to blog. -.-"

Gna study for my phy test!
Wish me luck people. =DD

2007-07-22T15:08:00.000+08:00

Junru's father fetched me to school! (:
Thanks.
Thought the carnival was gna be boring, but it turn out to be wrong. HMMS. Its quite fun. (:
HAHAHAS.
Have chess with bel. And guess what! I won! ;D LOL! Just learn how to play and yet I won. Pro hur. Tsktsk. Than went to I&E room. Hmms. Did lots of things there. =D The minster came, so we have to pretend that we are enjoying what we are doing! LOL! Headed down to rock climbing. Junru gave up half way & I completed. ;D It was damn tough okay! HMMS. Hands aching. Gymed after that. 5 mins of run. Went to the herbs place. Folded five stars.! ;D Than we got 8 stickers so we went for a lucky dip. BEL got basketball! I want larhhs! I got socks. -.-" But it was kind of nice. Than we wna have lucky dip again. So asked minyi for stickers. Tsktsk. ;P Than went for the gym thingy again. Another lucky dip. Got pencil case. -.-" But nvm. (:
After the carnival, headed to vivo with junru. Was kind of moody at first. BUT didnt wna spoil her mood, I decided to be HIGH! (: Had superdog with junru. The hotdogs was like super ...! o.0'' Than shopped for awhile, got bored so water time! Yeah. (: Slacked about an hour, went pet shop than headed home. (:
While about to sleep ard 12+ , saw something damn funny yet nice at my house downstair. Saw 3 BIG GUYS playing with candles. But it was cute of them larh. Putting I LOVE YOU. It was damn nice okay! HMMS. Than they took pictures with their peace sign! One by one the blow the candles.! LOL!

It's isnt a nice day today.

Love you no more?

I wonder if there's anyone reading my blog.

pictures. (:

This dog is super emo!

the candles i was talking about.

2007-07-20T21:20:00.000+08:00

Emo-ed for the whole morning.
Thats like so fed up?
Feeling so awful larh!
&& So sorry for those attitude. I am so so so sorry.
I didnt want to. But whenever i tried to talk there will be tears in my eyes. So, I didnt want to talk to you guys as I'm afraid that I will broke into tears.
I am so SORRY. ):
AND thanks wilferd and zhengfa! For your oreo! It helps alot. At least my stomach stop grumbling. xD
Amath test was so screw up can! I really hope I will pass. But i doubt I will. ):

I really don't know whether to hate you or not to hate you. Those attitude you gave. Is really really unreasonable okay! I can't tolerate any longer. Dont bother about me if you really hate me that much. Dont influence others by saying those false stuff!

I'm trying to love you no more.

2007-07-19T17:08:00.000+08:00

Lessons was boring okay!
&& have AMATH test tmwr! Ahhh!
Gna study! Hope I will pass. );
Mac-ed with bel. Gossiped. Hahahas.
Than home. (:

Pissed off with something. Totally no reason okays! #$^@%
Don't just talk the talk. Prove to me the proof.

I really do not have the courage to face you. Knowing that what happen in the past, I just couldn't face you. I really wanted to talk to you. Wanting to be your friend at least. Can I?
I can't face the reality. I'm really sorry for what I did in the past. I'm really sorry.
8letters.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RATANA.

2007-07-19T17:05:00.001+08:00

JANUARY=SHYNESS

Fun to be with. Loves to try new
things. Boy/girls LOVE you.
You are very hott. Secretive.
Difficult to fathom and to
be understood. Quiet unless excited or
tensed.
Takes pride in oneself. Has
reputation. Easily
consoled. Honest. Concerned about
people's
feelings. Tactful. Friendly.
Approachable.
Emotional temperamental and
unpredictable.
Moody and easily hurt. Witty and
sparkly.
spazzy at times.Not revengeful.
Forgiving but never forgets.
dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary
things.
Guides others physically and mentally.
Sensitive
and forms impressions carefully.
Caring and
loving. Treats others equally. Strong
sense of
sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people
through observations. Hardworking. No
difficulties
in studying. Loves to be alone. Always
broods
about the past and the old friends.
Waits for
friends. Never looks for friends. Not
aggressive
unless provoked. Loves to be loved.
Easily hurt
but takes long to recover.

FEBRUARY=SMARTS

Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and
abstract.
Intelligent and clever. Changing
personality.
Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A
real speed demon.
Has more than one best friend.
Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble.
Honest
and loyal. Determined to reach goals.
Loves
freedom. Rebellious when restricted.
Loves
aggressiveness. Too sensitive and
easily hurt.
Gets angry really easily but does not
show it.
Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves
making friends
but rarely shows it. Daring and
stubborn.
Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes.
Sharp.
Loves entertainment and leisure.
Romantic on the
inside not outside. Superstitious and
ludicrous.
Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show
emotions.

MARCH=GORGEOUS

Drop dead gorgeous!!!Attractive
personality.Very! sexy.Affectionate &
Secretive.
Naturally honest, generous and
sympathetic.Chatterbox! Loves to talk
alot!
Loves to get their way! . Unbelievable
kisser! Easily angered. Very stubborn
in
the most way possible! Loves to get
noticed! Willing to take risks for
others.
Makes good choices. Has a great
fashion sense! Maybe a little too
popular with others * wink wink*.
Outgoing and crazy at times!
Intelligent. Can sometimes be a
heartbreaker! Can love as
much as possible! Hates insults. Loves
compliments! A very big flirt!
Trustworthy.
Appreciative and returns kindness. The
best in bed out of MFE these months!!
Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle
up feelings. Observant and assesses
others.

APRIL=THUG

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-
willed and
highly motivated. Sharp thoughts.
Easily angered.
Attracts others and loves attention.
Deep feelings.
Beautiful physically and mentally.
Firm Standpoint.
Needs no motivation. Shy towards
opposite sex.
Easily consoled. Systematic (left
brain). Loves to
dream. Strong clairvoyance.
Understanding.
Sickness usually in the ear and neck.
Good
imagination. Good physical. Weak
breathing. Loves
literature and the arts. Loves
travelling. Dislike
being at home. Restless. having many
children.
Hardworking. High spirited.

MAY=LOVER

Suave and compromising. Funny and
humorous.
Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and
cool. Kind and
sympathetic. Concerned and detailed.
Loyal. Does
work well with others. Very confident.
Sensitive.
Positive Attitude. Thinking generous.
Good
memory. Clever and knowledgeable.
Loves to look
for information. Able to cheer
everyone up and/or
make them laugh. Able to motivate
oneself and
others. Understanding. Fun to be
around.
Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality.
Secretive.
Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music,
leisure and
travelling. Systematic. Hot but has
brains.

JUNE=SEXY

Loves to chat. Loves those who love
them. Loves
to takes things at the center. Inner
and physical
beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets
angry
often. Treats friends importantly.
Brave and
fearless. Always making friends. Not
easily hurt but
recovers easily. Daydreamer.
Opinionated. Does
not care to control emotions.
Unpredictable. Understanding. Fun to
be around.
Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality.
Secretive.
Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music,
leisure and
travelling. Systematic. Hot but has
brains.

JULY=ATTITUDE

Outgoing personality. takes risks.
feeds on
attention. no self control. kind
hearted. self
confident. loud and boisterous. VERY
revengeful.
easy to get along with and talk to.
has an "every
thing's peachy" attitude. likes
talking and singing.
loves music. daydreamer. easily
distracted. Hates
not being trusted. BIG imagination.
loves to be
loved. hates studying. in need
of "that someone".
longs for freedom. rebellious when
withheld or
restricted. lives by "no pain no gain"
caring.
always a suspect. playful.
mysterious. "charming"
or "beautiful" to everyone. stubborn.
curious.
independent. strong willed. a fighter.

AUGUST=FLIRT

You've got the best personality and
are an
absolute pleasure to be around. You
love to make
new friends and be outgoing. You are a
great flirt
and more than likely have a very
attractive
partner, a wicked hottie. Like
somebody with an
August brithday. It is also more than
likely
that you have a massive record
collection. When it
comes to films, you know how to pick
them and may one day
become a famous actor/actress
yourself - heck,
you've got the looks for it!!!

SEPTEMBER=METAL HEAD

Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste
but tends
to regret. Attractive and affectionate
to oneself.
Strong mentality. Loves attention.
Diplomatic.
Consoling, friendly and solves
people's problems.
Brave and fearless. Adventurous.
Loving and
caring. Suave and generous. Usually
you have
many friends. Emotional. Stubborn.
Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates
oneself and others. Loves to travel
and explore.
Sometimes sexy in a way that only
their lover can
understand.

OCTOBER=HOTTIE

Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate
and
dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to
have fun.
Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn
towards
your inner and outer beauty and
independent
personality. Playful, but secretive.
Very emotional
and temperamental sometimes. Meets new
people
easily and very social in a group.
Fearless and
independent. Can hold their own.
Stands out in a
crowd. Essentially very smart.
Usually, you ever
begin a relationship with someone from
this month,
hold on to them because their one of a
kind.

NOVEMBER=SWEETY

This straight-up means ur the most
good-looking
Loyal and generous. Patriotic.
Competitive
in everything. Active in games and
interactions.
Impatient and hasty. Ambitious.
Influential in
organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to
talk to,
though hard to understand. Thinks far
with vision,
yet complicated to know. Easily
influenced by
kindness. Polite and soft-spoken.
Having lots of
ideas. Sensitive. Active mind.
Hesitating, tends to
delay. Choosy and always wants the
best.

DECEMBER=BEAUTY

Loves to chat. Loves those who love
them. Loves
to takes things at the centre. Great
in bed. Inner
and physical beauty. Doesn't pretend.
Gets angry
often. A meaningful love life partner.
Treats friends importantly. Brave and
fearless. Always making friends.
It is all about love and fairness.
Easily hurt but
recovers easily. Daydreamer. Horny but
does fullfill.
Opinionated. Does not care to control
emotions.
Knows what to do, to have fun.
Unpredictable. Someone to have close
to you.

2007-07-18T21:35:00.001+08:00

This girl is missing. Snice 2 may 2007. Sad larhs. ): 4 years old only. Hmms.
Hope she will be found. ;D

We got into the final. (: Unexpectedly. Gna perform better. (: Jon saw me in the make up he fainted. -.-" STUPID ASS! Hmms. Went for the finance thingy. Played with them the game although have no ideal what it is larh! Hahahas. So i earned super less money. Tsk. But is okay larh. Hmms. Than the wilferd of fred earn super lots of moeny larh! Than show off. Hahas. But in the end bel won. (: Hahas. So, she gave me the ticket. (: Thanks. ;D While waiting for the bus saw the stall 2 aunty. Than chatted with her. In 21 we super noisy can. And stupid things happen! Thanks to BOONCHUN larh! Hit me so pain. #$!#@ ): But have fun though. (: HAHAHAHS!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY adaBEL! (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY kristel. (:

I'm really speechless.
Guess I'm still not over you hur.
I dont love you no more.
Thank you ________ . (:

how can i actually deny all the fact?

pictures.

emo-ing.

emo-ing? hahas.

yeah. the two trying to act shuai. xD

2007-07-16T21:31:00.000+08:00

I seriously don't like Monday!
HUMPHS! Cant seems to concentrate can! LOL!
was having a bad sore throat. So he just wrote everything on the board. study well for the next test. (: Yup, as usual, for chemistry for the first period I'm super super sleepy. -.=" Than second period was okay. But was getting a little So, first period was Emath. And hell, regretted for not studying. Think I'm gonna flunk it. But I hope not. ): Hmmms. Making quite a number of careless mistake? HMms. Promise I'm gonna work hard hur. -.-" Hmms. So English has been always fun. [ for this year only] Discussion was fun! Comments made by my classmates. Super hilarious. =DD During recess, eat than go find xunhui. Talk than over. Hmms. Geography was a little moody. Cause heard something from arifah. Hmms. Is not about the guy she was talking but rather some reflection. Hmms. So didnt really manage to listen well. =x Amath, wumDidnt really catch well larh! Don't really understand. Hmms. So assembly PC was done again. And some talk about bully. After school, had drama straight away. As usual I was stress up a few mins during drama. The weather was freaking hot, and we have been acting out door! So sweats were dripping. Yuk! Had dinner with siti after that. She was hell cute okay! I swear! Saw arifah on the way home, than went home with her. 21! YES!

I don't wish to forget you but I wish to forget about you too.
I'm still not over you.
IAIL. (:

Last but not least, HAPPY BIRTHDAY XUNHUI! =D

2007-07-15T20:32:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went novena with mum and brother, just to buy breadtalk bread. =.-" But went shop around too. xD Bought Xunhui present. (: Tada. Hahas. DONALD DUCK larh! Is like so hard find can? So saw the donald just buy. (: Hmms. Than at night, went Geylang eat. Hmmms. Than went Changi Beach. Damn windy larh! NICE! =D Saw areoplanes! Kekex. I miss sitting on planes. ):

Rot at home today! Yepp.
Having Emath test tomorrow. Think I'm gona flunk it. But pray I will pass pleaseee.

Told someone who is 8 letters. Hmms. Hope i can trust it hur.

Kays. I'm hell jealous okay!

Some guys are super super sick. Mental problem. LOL!

8letters you are still loved.
I'm sick of my life.

2007-07-13T21:07:00.000+08:00

Farewell party was kind of sucess yeah. (:
Hope you guys enjoyed it. (: Lalas! Was actually having fun! xD Cake fight! Woohoo! Fun larh! (:
Than Chris showed some guys magic trick. Its super hilarious larh. ;D

What's on earth you wanted to do that. Super piss off alright. Don't think I'm stupid. Well, I'm not gna trust you any longer. Really, you cant judge a person by its cover! =.="

I get irritated easily these few days. HELL!

2007-07-12T19:26:00.000+08:00

WEDNESDAY.
Have practical exam today. (:
LALAS`. Cooked spaghetti, meatballs in cheese sauce and potato pizzas. (: Philene is such a great helper. =DD Helped my lots! Thank you. (: During the practical philene really made me laugh alot. (: Cheese sauce is the super funny part. We cooked the cheese sauce like so gluey! xD Kekex. My food was not bad okays! Alot of people like it. (: Hahas. Satisfaction ! =D
After school went novena with Junru. (: Finally i crapped so much larh! =D Pepper lunched with her. There was hell cold larh. Burrrr~! Than shop more awhil more and headed home. (:

THURSDAY.
School was normal only that SS + Geo teacher never come. (: So slacked in class. (: After school Shenghui acc me go tpy sports hall, cause got skipping heats. We walked there and we took a stupid big round larh! But thanks anyway Shenghui. (: Reached there, the heats ended. =.=" So went pizza hut with ms lee, syk and other sec1 juniors. (: Was bloated. (: Think im getting fat! =D
Bye! Going out to buy things . (:

Hoping that you will be able to know how i was thinking.

2007-07-10T18:07:00.001+08:00

MONDAY.
Well, starting of the school day is hell so boring. =.=" Not interested in anything larhs. But soon after a few periods got to use to it. ;D Hahas. So I'm still as sleepy as ever. Lessons was far to boring. And don't know for what reason I wasn't in mood. So yup, after school drama. Kays! It was totally a disaster! Hate man. Everything was like my fault. Yeah. And got scolded by . . . Whatever. Anyway so many people are quitting. It sucks. =x

TUESDAY.
I hate tuesday really alot!
Lessons were as normal as before. Well, didnt have PE today. Slacked around in school. Hmms. than recess. And for the first time i bought my food within 5 mins. =D HAHA. Shall skip the rest of the part. Kays now to Amath. Got a hell scolding from WUM. Yep. We stand for like 20 mins can! LOL! 3E2 whole class pon the last period cause no teacher? HMMS. So junru came and find me. Hmms. Than dont know for what reason we walked to novena. But half way,
JUNRU: " Why are we going novena hur? "
FELICIA:" I dont know leh ."
LOL! So I decided to take bus from the SHELL petrol there. But than Junru said that she cant take bus from opposite! ( Actually she could. =.-) So i accompany her to the Novena Village there to take bus. Than i walked to novena just to take 21. =.=" I feel like I'm totally retarded walked so far just to take 21. -.-" So decieded to top my fare card, but saw someone. Than forget it. Yup. Bus came, saw mslim dozing off in bus. (: HAHAS. Its hilarious. =DD That's by day.
And yup! I'm cooking tmwr. (:

I really miss those times when I was young. Although not much freedom was given, but its really fun. Miss those days when I was in kindergarten. Having so much fun with my classmates. (: Miss those days when I stayed in my aunt house, sleeping, playing and watching television and my aunt, uncle and cousins doting me. Miss those days when I went out with my father. Meeting his friends and those uncles playing with me. Miss those days when I was in primary school too. (: Although I was not allow to go out with my friends so often. But I really had fun with them. =D After school going to day care, playing shouting....i enjoyed every part of Primary school life. Primary one to six. I really miss Primary Five and Six times. Every happy moments we have & quarreling with the boys. (: It's really fun. And my CCA (: MSLEE,WANJING, CATHERIENE, YONGKIONG and HARRISON i really miss those times with you guys. Those stupid things we did. (:
Though having so much freedom now, but many problems have occur too. Friendship, relationship, kindship and studys. How can it compare to the past? Gaining something but lost even more...

I really do not know why are doing this to me. Really, can you like just straight telling me in my face. Rather than influcing people, telling them all those fake lies when you are the one who is worst than me? Someone know what had actually happen thats why it doesnt not listen to you now. [ No name shall be mention. So dont give wild guesses.] Maybe knowing too much about a person is not good. You tend to not to trust the person and more even hate the person.

&& my mother bought 8 goldfish and guess what! 4 died. ): Just buried them. Rest in Peace.

2007-07-06T21:14:00.000+08:00

THRUSDAY.
Okay. There's actaully nothing i wanted to blog about yesterday school. But after what I heard about somethings, I decided to write about it.

I'm really sorry for those attitude these few days. I really do not know what went wrong with me. Justing know that I am very very confuse about lots of thing. Many unanswered questions in my mind. I just want to find those answer to solve it. Yup, i wasn't angry with any of my cliques. Is just that yesterday I waited for so long alittle frustrated plus my mood, I didn't want to wait any long. Cause after waiting one, than need to wait for another one. A little irritated so decided to head home. I'm really sorry for the attitude. If I offened anyone real sorry. So, I'm not angry with any of my cliques. (:

Oh yarh! I watched yesterday channel five show. At 8, I LOVE MY AH GONG. (: hahas. Remember to love your grandparents. Especially Ah Mah. (: kekex.

FRIDAY.
School was fine. (: Felt so much better today. Maybe is I decided to let go of everything? Just let everything go? HMMS. Yup, so PE was awersome. (: We fooled our PE teacher. He actually believe what we did! Hahas. And ZF stepped on my little finger. ): When my finger touch the water is HELL pain. ARGH. Okay, as usual, drama was like . . . Yarh. And I'm being blame again. WTF. Shalln't elaborate on that.

Many things happen. Hope you people will be as close as before. It hard to find a good friend. Treasure one another. Don't let a minor matter destroy the friendship. CHEERUP people. (:

I'm wishing for others. What about myself?

2007-07-04T18:04:00.000+08:00

School have been super boring nowdays. And for don't know what reason, i felt so sleepy in class these few day, can't concentrate. There will be more homeworks and upcoming tests. Argh! Hated it so much. And the weather is hell damn hot. Yup! Gobal warming. Oh man! Can anyone do something? =.-"

After one week in school, i felt that everything have been changing so fast. Like my friends around me and myself included in it. I could not catch up with anything. I think I'm going to lose a good friend. I have been in that situation before. Than, I bought back myself. I learned to treasure everything around me. But now, poeple are changing, I let go of who I treasure it for along time. I don't know what is wrong with me. I may be crazy at times, laughing with you guys. Pretending that I am alright infront of everyone. But behide my mask, I'm actually not. The pain in it. No one will ever know. No one will ever understand how I actaully felt. Sometimes, I don't even really know what's wrong with me. Nothing can explain how I felt. It's really miserable.

Confuse about everything. I seriously don't know how people minds is thinking. Saying this, but doing that behide. I have tried my best. But nothing seems to be getting better. Will anyone understand how I feel if you were in my shoe?

I'm started to lose trust on people again. Afraid that I will get backstab once more.

I wonder if i can go back to the past and do everything once more.

2007-07-02T21:14:00.001+08:00

guess whats that?

what about this?

the fun we had. (:

i really wna forget this place.

FRIDAY.
nothing much. after school have drama. it was totally suck. everyone having attitude problems.
well. forget it man.

SATURDAY.
went tampnise's mall with junru. wnted to shop for bag. but there was no bag. yep. so went to take neo. lalalas. but i was not high. so the neo turned out to be a little ugly yeah. -.- than headed to bugis to shop for more bags. the weather was freaking hot! shopped at bugis village for quite long. but found none. so headed to icon. HMMMS. the shops there was hell small larhhs. than slacked at the staircase but got chased out by the guard. =.=" so went back to bugis. arcade! hahas. but was those childish type. played the cat game. people staring at us play! hahas. we are pro okay! =DD than slacked at the doramon machine. than someone took pic of us! LOL! stupid larh! hmph! than went to eat. saw HC. bought our food. as usual. went to the once edge there and eat. hahas! went home about 9+ without any bags. ):

SUNDAY.
HAPPY YOUTH DAY. (:
slacked at home. nothing much. (:
saw someone.

MONDAY.
met up with victoria for the chemi project. saw amy and heman. maced with vic. than came sya (: hahahahas. went to buy prject stuff. victoria was thinking lots of sweets food yeah? ;D bubble tea! hahas. candy floss! ;D than went to search for the stuffs. than passed by a VCD store. and vic went crazy! LOL! so she called pearlyn to check if we could go her house. she said yes. (: so we went to rent 2oo pund beatuy DVD. it cost $4. bud a deposit of 3o. =.=" watched at pearlyn house. didnt knw the show was so nice. (: cried. aww. like so touching larh. *sniff* than did our project. if was so easily done. =D 1o mins is what we need. LAUGH OU LOUD. pearlyn cooking was funny. she was so afraid of oil. lols! than telly till 5.3o. went back tpy with sya saw xuepeng on the way. than met junru at wmp to buy food. kind of her larhs. (:
headed home than.
school strt tmwr. it suck seriously. >:(

i'm missing you. but i was hoping to see him more than you. wtf?

I'm really speechless. You actually know what I'm actually thinking. Not everyone knows what I'm thinking. Not even my close friends. I denied the fact actually. You really forgotten what i have told you before. I said before. I rather have happiness more than money. Do you understand? Not everything can be bought. Like happiness, friendship, kinship, relationship. Get it?

2007-06-30T13:33:00.001+08:00

FARK!
im really speechless for that moment of time.
FARK. FARK. FARK.

2007-06-26T19:27:00.000+08:00

MONDAY.
the strting of a new term.
which means school strts!
LOLS!
SICK!
kayys. chnged new time table.
HMMS. was kind of happy with it yeah. (:
cas lesses lesson in one day. =D
hahas.
assembly was a total boring.
hmms. public caning. some peeps were laughing.
have no ideal why too.
i didnt see how mr koh caned them.
it like...
oh my. so ke lian larhs.
wadever.
drama is a total screw up.
i miss my seniors.
COME BACK PLEASE!

today.
im high in SCHOOL
hahas.
thats what peeps say hur.
bud i giv laughter to them.
not badd.
bud i was real sleepy. =.="
crapped with jingxuan all the way.
and were talking about primary school lifes.
awww. i really miss HONGWEN!

im sick and tired of it. i really wna give up. took a long slow stroll down the road at night. i didnt realise that it can be so nice. make me totally forgotten evrything. i think real hard. about everything. as long as i did my best, whatever happen i sure not bother about it. and tort of others matter. (: learn to let go. forgive and forget. shelfishness is not i wan. wnted to go MIA. but after thinking. will anyone really care? forget it than.

saw lots of think. knowing how my friends really were. sometimes i really duno what the fucking hell i did wrong to deserve all the treatment. everything seems to be my fault. fuck up. i really dont wna talk to anyone any longer. my friends. those that i tort will really care, in the end turn up to wrong. my bunch of close friends, compare to my other friends. my other friends is so much better. at least they do understand. maybe is just that we were together for so long. we dont bother about each other anymore? or we know their weakness too much. thats why ue guys are treating me in that way. than fine. whatever. i tried my best. im really tired of everything.
im gna break down soon.
real soon.
say somethings that i really dont want to hear.

how i wish im no longer in this world.
fuck up.

2007-06-24T21:18:00.000+08:00

school gna repoen tmwr!
homework stil not finish!
arhg wadever.

hope history will not repeat.
thats wht i always hope for whn school gna strt.
why?

everything is not done.
whatever.

if only you could let me say.

2007-06-22T21:16:00.000+08:00

lol.
im eating cup noodle now while blogging (:
kekex.
went national museum ystd.
it was not fun. LOL!
bud i enjoy it .(:
im rotting at home today.
having a cold war wif mum.
2 more days to sch re.
byeeeee.

2007-06-20T21:24:00.001+08:00

thank you. (:

2007-06-20T21:04:00.000+08:00

OH MY GOD.
im rotting at home. ):

im missing you really lots.
when will you be back?
is hard to see you not onlining.
where have you been boy?
or have you blocked me?
):
i really hope you know.
i knw im too ugly for ue.

im actually shock that i did that.
my first msg that i will ever send out.
i still wondering the mail i sent to you last time.
im so shock to see that email.
& wad more i had saved it to draft.
bud im elated to see that. (:

8 letters.
i love you.

2007-06-20T17:55:00.000+08:00

chnged by blogskin again. (:
HMMMS. edited abit.
bud it took me damn lots of time.
a few hours. im noob at all this wad.
thats whyy. XD
did not go to drama today.
was having cramps. >:(
argh. don like that feeling larhhs!
@$%#^!
rotting at home all days.
my drama costume hav not done finish.
AND tell you wad.
is super duper ugly. duno how are we going to wear it. =.="
KEKEX.
ARIFAH! i need your help!
okayys? ((:
school gna repoen lerh!
YIPEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
miss all my schoolmatesssssssss. (:
but my homeworks is stil untouch. >:(
ARGH. someone can help me do?
HAHAHAHAS.

skippers. eh. when are we going out again hur? MISSES*. stupid syk! hahas.

i miss 2E1'o6 ):
those fun we had.
those crap we had.
those days we let teachers suffer.
those days we bully teachers.
awwwwww. is so funnn larhhs.
remember the time whn we having geography.
in the end, ending up at . . .
HAHAS.
really miss those timeess. ):
haiis.

2007-06-16T22:33:00.000+08:00

ther will be no time for me to blog tmwr.
so in advance, HAPPY FATHER'S DAY. (:
fathers are great too okayys.
not only mum. ;D
didnt really know what to get for my dad.
HMMS. he doesnt like anything. =.-"
MA FAN hor. kekex.
so intend to buy a cake together with my brother. (:
so that will consider a gift yeah?
andd tmwr will be heading to my cousin's house to celebrate father's day. (:
YEAH! gossip timeee. ! =DDD

went to celebrate father's day with my own family.
HMMS. actually went to hai xing luo. the place where its gna close down this year?
yupp, there. hmms. wnted to eat there but its like full house? the waitress told us to wait for an hour which is like going to 8.3o? HMMMs. so we decided to go somewhere else to eat. somewhere cheaper while delicious. ((: yupp. than while passing by saw a place which is like one dish cost only 4.8o . CRAB, SHARK FIN. 4.8o yeah! hahahas. so went there for dinner. ordered 11 dishes. but i didn't ate all. i don't like lots of food. =.=" im a choosey eater. ((: HAHAS. than went to walk walk. reached home and now im blogging yeah! (:

school is going to reopen in another one week time! gosh. i have not finish my homework! tiian! argh. A math, E math, chemistry, english, chinese, geo. LOL! is like infact all larhs. but all is half done. left a feww more questions than finish. no mood to do homework at all. DAMN! must buck up felicia! must do well in the next semester! i promise. =D

what happen to you? where have you gone. i have not been seeing you online for a damn damn long time. is it good or bad? trying to let me forget about you? or what.
i wish i really could. so i could really concentrate on my studies. well whatever. im trying. help me peeps! how could you forget a person?
8letters.

2007-06-15T21:01:00.000+08:00

eating mamee now while blogging. (:
abit too old to eat that hurhur. hahas.
read a story book early in the morning.
was so damn engross in it.
than read until the last part. guess wad?
the last 2o pages are totally gone. >:(
i was like hell!!
who ever lost that pages. how am i going to finish the book?
ARGH! peeps. take care of national library book larhhs.

LOHWANJING! ue better read this hur. please for goodness sake. please do not go MIA. missing in action. please. lots of people care about you. i may not know what had actually happen to cause you to go MIA. but please come back. missing you like hell. although we didn't contact for a long time. but i read your blog . at least i know what have you been doing lately. but now you gone MIA. how am i suppose to know what happen to you now? are you happy, sad or angry? come back. you said wna meet right? going MIA how are suppose to meet up. come back soon kays? if you got any problems. care to tel me. i will sure be your listening ears. (:

thought that one month of hols will be a good time to forget about you. but things turn out to be another way round. im missing you like shit. thinking of you evryday single day. those feeling really really really hurts. i really do not knw what can i do.
i fell into a trap. trying to get out of it.

2007-06-12T17:14:00.000+08:00

HELLOS. (:
oh well.
theres nothing excting to post these few days. =.-"
OH!
my house internet connection suck!
i cant connect it snice MORNING! finnaly now can. (:
IMAO!
argh.

im feeling much better after that . (:
sorry for the weird stuff.
i wonder...

2007-06-08T20:32:00.000+08:00

im bored.
today is so damn boring.
lalalas.
just pictures for today bahh. (:
nites people.

ystd dream was nice.
is all about ue. (:

2007-06-07T21:08:00.000+08:00

im back to blogging.
bud somehow i dont feel like blogging.
well. thers photo. shall upload it tmwr (:

argh. drama is making me nuts.
dance steps. shyt hell.
cant evn think of any. and luther songs is damn weird.
songs pls? anyone?
hell damn.

those feeling is back once more.
i really wna let ue knw.
bud what if things turn out to be bad?

farking shyt.
back to emo once more.

everything seems to be wrong.
trying let people understand.
bud it turn out to bea misunderstanding.
wad the fark.
shall say no more.
evrything sure be kept in my heart.
maybe thats the best way hur.

8letters. can i actully say out who it is?